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 Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 1:15 am
Seisuke was tired for walking all the way from the beach to here. Looking around as no one appeared to be in the house he entered and slumped on the couch with exhaustion in his body
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 1:03 pm
After being assaulted with words last night he felt like was bruised and hit by an angry mob. Genarally looking for ziven this time he was least thinking of her as he thought he was being hated by his actions. He went inside and properly sitted in Seiza near the door and stayed there until someone or something would lead him otherwise.
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 1:55 pm
Hearing someone enter, Brom came down from upstairs. "Greetings, Seisuke-ona, it is good to see you again. Would you care for tea?"
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 2:00 pm
*he being custom of japanese tradition didnt refused but now he adressed Brom with so much respect that it was weird for others to see him do that* Yes I would wish it if you please Brom-sama. I would like tea.
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 2:32 pm
"Of course, please make yourself comfortable, I'll return in a few moments." he said cheerfully going back up the stairs to the kitchen. There he already had set water to boil which was ready just about the instant he got there. Pulling together a tea set with some biscuits, he returned downstairs where Seisuke was, pouring tea for him before doing so for himself. "I know Ziven is troubled, I see you are troubled also. If you please, what is on your mind? I am an excellent listener."
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 3:51 pm
He took the tea in a very Japanese way by putting his palm of his left hand on the bottom of the cup and grasping it with his right. Taking a deep breath he blew the vapor of the top before taking a sip of it gently then taking it down again and with a troubled face spoke
I am troubled like her but i suppose you will say the same as them. I trust you more than any other so if you wish to and is not a burden that this incompetent human speak what troubles him Brom-sama.
More oddities he was showing with his words he was very trouble not only for ziven but also for himself as he almost has lost all sense of self
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 4:13 pm
"Nonsense, friend! You are no burden, you are and esteemed friend of our family. Please, speak of what troubles you so you may feel joy again." he said with a cheerful, smile, watching him with caring eyes.
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 6:27 pm
He smiled for just a second then his troubled face was on him again like a person who had a plague My troubles are simple yet complicated. I in my whole i tried to follow the precepts of my father the virtues of my mother and hope that one day i could have made them proud of my choices, proud of their son. That said it is nothing like that i have lived though i made my earnest to. I lost a wife and siblings to letting her made a choice i regret and for that i live she passed away...
He took a pause to let his words sink on brom as is just an opening of the problem his error with the current situation and why he was upset
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 8:01 pm
"Troubled times are difficult for us all, this is true. And yet .. we continue to move on, move forward but never forget. You honor your family, the ones you love the ones you have lost greatly by living honorably with their memories and your love for them always on your mind." he said in a somber tone, bobbing his head slightly, watching him with curiosity and concern still.
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 8:48 pm
Nodding to his comment he felt that to heart and he was right Yes but that also made me be very sad. In the future i gained another wife and it was somewhat happy until again a decision of her choice made me lose her as well. That said i feel a sense of trying to do whats right and trying to help to upmost of my abilities. My goal always being to prevent calamity before it began that made me a person altruistic......
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 9:46 pm
"If only that were possible .. we cannot ensure the safety and well being of those we love at all times every day. We can try and they can try also. It's only fair to recognize this from both sides, they need to make effort just as we must." he said in a still somber yet cheerful tone, hoping his words would encourage him.
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 10:25 pm
That is true in a sense This is why i feel upset. Ziven was chosen as mediator not by choice of this war. Yawg played a card that was both underhanded and sneaky. He put to the plate that if she gave him a night of sex he would stop the war. Of course she stayed silent above all but her stress raised a flag on me. Everyone seemed to just let her be i for my part didnt i try to help i tried to ask from her to no avail. Me worried to death was ovezealous and a bit pushful to know why she was stressed for this i got assaulted verbally. I tried to explain the why of my behaviour but to deaf ears it counted. Any ways she stil stressed got an amnesia my words didnt work but somehow a swift hit to her face by ali did. I tried to give her advice but ended being forceful about it. I just want to prevent what i couldnt in the past. I love her too much to see her in pain. But that has labeled me as a jerk because i didnt let her have her choice. I feel ashamed of myself of my actions i feel like crap i dunno if she would face me. I just saw this as they were trying to use her as a scapegoat as a martyr to this place. that got me ticked pretty bad. Her naiviety sometimes baffles me and not only that she somehow confuses me with some of the oddest actions. I know ill nver get loved by her but helping her is the least i could do. *he stayed silent and looked at his tea*
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 10:42 pm
With a nod, he looked to Seisuke, a small smile on his lips. "She may not have many in her life, but those who she does have, she loves deeply and truly and will do whatever it takes to ensure their safety and well being. Even if it means she has to suffer some for it .. to her the only ultimate sacrifice she could give to others is that which would result in her death and even that she feels is too selfish to entertain."
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 11:03 pm
That got my wife killed....I prefer to be hurt than see her hurt no matter what odds i am against i do not wish that to her not to anyone carying that burden would only eat me alive as already have nothing left except what i have now. I again love her with all my heart in way she only loves one but i do not wish to go over that boundary. *Sighs* I wish she could hear my apology. I will make ammends by being neutral only i will step in to stop both bands from obliterate each other. Thats why i got assaulted verbally for expressing this.
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Posted: Mon Jun 30, 2008 11:13 pm
"Yes, and she would prefer to be hurt than you, no matter what. You both are so stubborn about sparing the other from strife that you cannot see that there is no winning for either of you short if living in peace all the time." he said in a stern town, looking to him with a matching stern expression.
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