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 Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:20 pm
I don't want my friendship with him to fade just like it faded with my ex because I can't keep myself happy and I just don't know what to do..I'm so tired of being depressed but I don't know how to make myself happy, no matter what I look back and all I see is depression, even through the happiest times in my life..and I've tried to get over it, but even when I'm happy as all hell, even when nothing..nothing is wrong with my life, or the tiniest thing wrong is I like someone and I don't have the courage to do anything about it, I still am uber depressed. I don't know how to stop it...and I've just run out of things to do, I've run out of ideas on how to hide it, I've run out of things to say, and I've run out of tears to cry. When I get in a really depressive mood, I don't feel the pain that I've been confliciting upon myself, like yesterday I kept biting myself and it didn't hurt that much, today I'm hyper because I'm finishing up my third diet coke and I could feel myself biting down. I never feel hungry, but I always feel weak, so I eat rarely just so that I can get by. I don't ever feel dizzy, just like my legs get weak and such.
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:22 pm
I'm just so ugh out there :p well anyways...that was nice to get out of my system..now I should probably play word bump again...
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:24 pm
I'm going to cry echelon talked to baka last night crying and he still won't talk to me crying
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:26 pm
I think echel0n hates me crying
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:30 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:31 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:35 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:36 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:37 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:40 pm
so it's soo spelled asthma
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:42 pm
when am I going to get to page 154, how many posts are on a page..and omg i'm not at 24k yet crying god I've gone up like 400 gold crying that's not as much as it use to be...what's the gold system now anyways?
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:45 pm
seriously like how many posts are to a page, isn't it like 15 or something..i totally want to go to the next page crying I know commander pidgeon knows...he counted or something :p
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:48 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:49 pm
so echel0n so doesn't hate me ::does a little dance:: yay! and i seriously think i bruised my wrist cause it hurts crying
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:57 pm
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