SO WHAT DO YOU THINK I SHOULD DO?READ!
Oh my trip to Kentucky..yeah didn't work.
Dad and stepmom got into a huge fight and they go to church and lastnight was the first time I heard him swear! Him and her were talking about divorce.
I went to bed at 10 and woke up at 12 to here stuff be slammed around like doors and stuff and I swear my dad has an anger problem o.o;;
Then he came into the bed room and kissed my cheek and said; "We're not going to make it to Kentucky,we're not going.Sorry"
So when they kept arguing, I just wanted to leave that night and um was up til 5am-ish and fell asleep, then woke at 6:20am cuz stepmom and her lil kids were leaving and then I passed out at 7:30 and woke at 8:00am cuz I heard stepmom and dad arguing and he said all this stuff about her moving out and taking a pillow..cuz she was like o.O talking to her ex (childrens father) to pick her and kids up if dad started pushin her around.
Okay so then she left for Kentucky.Without us and (I live in Michigan) um I was scared cuz 5 minutes after stepmom left to drive to Kentucky, my dad got in his truck and then I called my friend cuz she was up lastnight tryn to comfort me cuz I was scared and so her mom was gonna pick me up...
I told my dad when I got home that I was tired and worried,etc,etc. and he just said to go back to bed and I said I couldn't and I was like- I'll just get my friends mom to pick me up if ur not taking me home..then he told me: "fine, leave like everyone else in my life..". Then he went up stairs and I called up to him: "dad Im not leaving outta your life, I just wanna go home".
Um and btw his "wife"/my stepmom um kinda got my dad away from gma and gpa and the WHOLE family cuz of fights and her not approving..
and so..I really am his only family cuz my bro(19 yrs old) and sis(22-23) wont even see him cuz he changed cuz stepmom..
So then when he called down the stairs some stuff and said :" Do what you want", for the first time I think he actually was crying-his voice cracked and I couldnt see his face..
then when he dropped me off and I hugged him he shoo'd me away and I saw tears in his eyes..
Now I feel so bad.....and....I want to cry to cuz I didnt wanna hurt his feelings and all...oh and not to mention---he might get layed off from his job and he had took 4 days off to go to Kentucky!
I called him and he didn't answer his phone and um then he called me back on my cell on his work phone and I was making sure he was okay. I got my grandma/grandpa to just make sure he's okay cuz they live closer to him...
Oh my trip to Kentucky..yeah didn't work.
Dad and stepmom got into a huge fight and they go to church and lastnight was the first time I heard him swear! Him and her were talking about divorce.
I went to bed at 10 and woke up at 12 to here stuff be slammed around like doors and stuff and I swear my dad has an anger problem o.o;;
Then he came into the bed room and kissed my cheek and said; "We're not going to make it to Kentucky,we're not going.Sorry"
So when they kept arguing, I just wanted to leave that night and um was up til 5am-ish and fell asleep, then woke at 6:20am cuz stepmom and her lil kids were leaving and then I passed out at 7:30 and woke at 8:00am cuz I heard stepmom and dad arguing and he said all this stuff about her moving out and taking a pillow..cuz she was like o.O talking to her ex (childrens father) to pick her and kids up if dad started pushin her around.
Okay so then she left for Kentucky.Without us and (I live in Michigan) um I was scared cuz 5 minutes after stepmom left to drive to Kentucky, my dad got in his truck and then I called my friend cuz she was up lastnight tryn to comfort me cuz I was scared and so her mom was gonna pick me up...
I told my dad when I got home that I was tired and worried,etc,etc. and he just said to go back to bed and I said I couldn't and I was like- I'll just get my friends mom to pick me up if ur not taking me home..then he told me: "fine, leave like everyone else in my life..". Then he went up stairs and I called up to him: "dad Im not leaving outta your life, I just wanna go home".
Um and btw his "wife"/my stepmom um kinda got my dad away from gma and gpa and the WHOLE family cuz of fights and her not approving..
and so..I really am his only family cuz my bro(19 yrs old) and sis(22-23) wont even see him cuz he changed cuz stepmom..
So then when he called down the stairs some stuff and said :" Do what you want", for the first time I think he actually was crying-his voice cracked and I couldnt see his face..
then when he dropped me off and I hugged him he shoo'd me away and I saw tears in his eyes..
Now I feel so bad.....and....I want to cry to cuz I didnt wanna hurt his feelings and all...oh and not to mention---he might get layed off from his job and he had took 4 days off to go to Kentucky!
I called him and he didn't answer his phone and um then he called me back on my cell on his work phone and I was making sure he was okay. I got my grandma/grandpa to just make sure he's okay cuz they live closer to him...
