aino10shi
baka_sempai
aino10shi
baka_sempai
they did
sad basically besides me the only other friends he has are the ones he made here on gaia. so aino I heard about you always liking how happy he was and thingss like that..think of it this way..when he was acting happy here he was probabile crying IRL
..I cry too.....I pretend to be happy and run away from it all in Gaia. I wasnt kept like a prisoner...it was the reality that hurts me.......I wanted Baka to be at least happy...he's my friend and there's nothing more hurtful than seeing your friends cry in pain
I know exactly what you mean
cry I am sure he was acting happy for you then.
so he does care and ll but sometimes I even have to wonder how he manages to hide it all
For me, I would cry myself to sleep......but knowing that you have no friends and no way of being independent must be more painful...
I can yes yes or no myself but in baka's case its true.. I usuially am on gaia tracking him and watching to see if he is alright.. I see people that are nice to him and others that just mock him without thought.. I just want to amke them live his life and see if they mock him again..
you realize that baka told me that the whole reason he wears black and works with shadows is because thats what he feels his life and soul is like..
I am making a promise to you now aino.. if I am online and baka ever gets picked on again I am going to hurt who ever is doing it to them..
and technically I am not supposed to tell anyone this but hey you can understand him too.. he told me as I was taking him to the hospital that when he got mocked or hurt in gaia it felt lijke they were doing it to him in real life so thats why he wanted to die.. he thought that with the pain IRl and now it comming from gai he had nothing left to look forward to..
do you understand aino
