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 Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:22 pm
Valheita The Crystal Kitten Secret: No one is this world really knows the real me... I hide my true self away, waiting I guess, for someone I feel like I can really be myself in front of.I do that also. Sometimes, even I don't know the real me, that's how good I've gotten at hiding myself. I don`t really think I know who I am at all. Its been so long since I`ve really been close to myself.... If that makes any sense at all.
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:24 pm
I guess finding ourselves is a major theme in this board....
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:27 pm
Heartless901 I guess finding ourselves is a major theme in this board.... For now I guess. My case is really just finding myself again.
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:31 pm
The Crystal Kitten Heartless901 I guess finding ourselves is a major theme in this board.... For now I guess. My case is really just finding myself again. Well, you can try something new, like my drifting. Or maybe, if you want to find yourself again, do something you used to love, and now hate for almost no reason, and just do it.
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:32 pm
If its any consolation I have had to change identities several times because of my friends receiving rude PMs and being threatened for hanging out with me due to a very angry ex girlfriend.
So feel free to PM if you ever need someone to chat to. x:
Ive had the same issues ^^
and may be able to help. :3
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:36 pm
Heartless901 The Crystal Kitten Heartless901 I guess finding ourselves is a major theme in this board.... For now I guess. My case is really just finding myself again. Well, you can try something new, like my drifting. Or maybe, if you want to find yourself again, do something you used to love, and now hate for almost no reason, and just do it. I`m trying to start anew after all thats happened. I don`t think I could go back... The friends I have now.... Probably won`t understand me in a while...
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:37 pm
Secret: There's this dude in my class that keeps flirting with me and asking me out to dinner, and I kind of skirt around the whole issue. I haven't exactly gotten around to explaining my sexuality to him yet, either. I mean, yeah, he's a pretty cool guy and all, and I definitely don't see him like that, but it just . . .
It feels nice, having someone interested in me for a change. Lately everything's just been hitting me pretty hard in that area; like, it's difficult to find out that you like someone, you're interested in them, but they don't swing that way so you've just gotta' back off, Jack.
And then I keep feeling like a pervert for staring at her legs--but, come on, short-shorts? She's killing me! And then going on and on about her tan, and "this tattoo" and "I like your hair" and yadda, yadda, yadda. gonk
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:41 pm
AliceofHearts Secret: There's this dude in my class that keeps flirting with me and asking me out to dinner, and I kind of skirt around the whole issue. I haven't exactly gotten around to explaining my sexuality to him yet, either. I mean, yeah, he's a pretty cool guy and all, and I definitely don't see him like that, but it just . . .
It feels nice, having someone interested in me for a change. Lately everything's just been hitting me pretty hard in that area; like, it's difficult to find out that you like someone, you're interested in them, but they don't swing that way so you've just gotta' back off, Jack.
And then I keep feeling like a pervert for staring at her legs--but, come on, short-shorts? She's killing me! And then going on and on about her tan, and "this tattoo" and "I like your hair" and yadda, yadda, yadda. gonk D: Awwww poor alice I could see that being awkward. o.o
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:44 pm
The Crystal Kitten The friends I have now.... Probably won`t understand me in a while... well, there is something that I picked up, from playing GTA4 no less, is this: We all have baggage. No exceptions. And despite what we may have done, and what we regret, we cannot have it taken away, nor can we leave it. We always carry that baggage, wherever we go, whenever we do anything. But the trick is; is that you need to learn to accept and learn from it.
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:52 pm
Heartless901 The Crystal Kitten The friends I have now.... Probably won`t understand me in a while... well, there is something that I picked up, from playing GTA4 no less, is this: We all have baggage. No exceptions. And despite what we may have done, and what we regret, we cannot have it taken away, nor can we leave it. We always carry that baggage, wherever we go, whenever we do anything. But the trick is; is that you need to learn to accept and learn from it. When you fall, get back up and dust yourself off, then keep going on with your head held high. Learn from the past and keep that knowledge for when you will need it in the future... Accept all you have done for it will never leave you. Thats what I have learned. Dunno if its good enough though xP
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 8:31 pm
Secret: I'd promised myself I wouldn't have romantic feelings toward someone on the internet, and then recently I realized that I really like someone on gaia and then I found out that he already has a girlfriend. So now I'm depressed, even though I know it would never have worked anyways *sigh*. I guess that just goes to show that you should always go by your principals even when it's something not entirely in your control.
@Crystal: I have that problem as well. I often feel like people don't really know the real me, and then I wonder if I know the real me.
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 8:32 pm
Secret: I ******** hate helping people. but i do it because sometimes im so damn GOOD at it
i dont hide who i am. i found myself through trial and error. im almost done, but by that time, ill have grown up all they way. its like knowing when your gonna die, you dont want it to happen yet youll be ready when it does happen.
i still want to walk around and say ******** you to a random groupof kids and know that im more intelligent than them because i overcame my hormones and i know how to control myself most of the time
i'm still ify on this whole new situation im in. i have to readjust to not having a spirit by my side.
yeah she kinda phased into me n stuff. the water spirit can be credited for that n.n
i also feel lonley since my spirit kinda went baibai in a way
if you want the story, wait awhile before things level out. then itll bee a good story
also: Soul skourer is annoying the s**t out of me. pm me if you want a story, and i dont like to leave out many details n.n
soyeah thats my lil quip
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 8:32 pm
Jikoniau Secret: I'd promised myself I wouldn't have romantic feelings toward someone on the internet, and then recently I realized that I really like someone on gaia and then I found out that he already has a girlfriend. So now I'm depressed, even though I know it would never have worked anyways *sigh*. I guess that just goes to show that you should always go by your principals even when it's something not entirely in your control. @Crystal: I have that problem as well. I often feel like people don't really know the real me, and then I wonder if I know the real me. I promised myself that I'd never have romantic feelings at all. But..... That didn't work well fer me. @.@
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 8:33 pm
l Mimiaru l Secret: I ******** hate helping people. but i do it because sometimes im so damn GOOD at it i dont hide who i am. i found myself through trial and error. im almost done, but by that time, ill have grown up all they way. its like knowing when your gonna die, you dont want it to happen yet youll be ready when it does happen. i still want to walk around and say ******** you to a random groupof kids and know that im more intelligent than them because i overcame my hormones and i know how to control myself most of the time i'm still ify on this whole new situation im in. i have to readjust to not having a spirit by my side. yeah she kinda phased into me n stuff. the water spirit can be credited for that n.n i also feel lonley since my spirit kinda went baibai in a way if you want the story, wait awhile before things level out. then itll bee a good story also: Soul skourer is annoying the s**t out of me. pm me if you want a story, and i dont like to leave out many details n.nsoyeah thats my lil quip I like helping people. But.... Only upon my own time.
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2009 8:38 pm
Divine_Malevolence l Mimiaru l Secret: I ******** hate helping people. but i do it because sometimes im so damn GOOD at it i dont hide who i am. i found myself through trial and error. im almost done, but by that time, ill have grown up all they way. its like knowing when your gonna die, you dont want it to happen yet youll be ready when it does happen. i still want to walk around and say ******** you to a random groupof kids and know that im more intelligent than them because i overcame my hormones and i know how to control myself most of the time i'm still ify on this whole new situation im in. i have to readjust to not having a spirit by my side. yeah she kinda phased into me n stuff. the water spirit can be credited for that n.n i also feel lonley since my spirit kinda went baibai in a way if you want the story, wait awhile before things level out. then itll bee a good story also: Soul skourer is annoying the s**t out of me. pm me if you want a story, and i dont like to leave out many details n.nsoyeah thats my lil quip I like helping people. But.... Only upon my own time. i feel like hugging you xD yeah for some reason i feel close to you well it IS a secret thread woo that means another person ill protect in a split personality that has yet to phase into me >_> *lays facedown on floor* i think ill just go to Wednesday land now... *makes quote in siggy*
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