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Kou appeared minuets later out of the kitchen with a plate in his hands and a glass of milk. Wasn't much in the fridge, so I hope PB&J's is good enough. I'll go out and buy groceries later. Kou said as he seated himself on the floor next to Saidi's bed and held the plate up to him and set the glass on the nightstand. Here. Kou said with a faint smile on his face.

Kou looked up at him and sighed abit. They say that one can never be too careful, I wonder if thy realize how rong that saying really is. Kou said as he rocked his body back and laid on the floor. There is such a things as being too careful, and even then things can happen. WIf we live our lives being so consumed with being careful and all the consequences if we aren't, how can we say that we are alive? Kou said deeping interlocking her fingers behind his head. I'd much rather relax and take each day as it comes, who cares what might happen in the end, I wouldn't let that stop me from living the kind of life I wanted to. Kou said as if he here in Saidi's shoes. He awlays looks sad, even if he smiled, Kou couldn't shake that out of his head. He wanted the boy to be happy.

Kou sat up and gave into the urge. With a soft, steady hand, Kou reached up and put his hand on the boy's cheeck, directing his line of sight straight into Kou's eyes as he looked at him. You need to live for yourself, not for the sake of others. Or else you'll miss out on alot of things in life that you personally want to do. Kou said in a soft yet caring voice. It was the truth, if he couldn't live for himself then he isn't really living at all.

If you live for your mother, then what purpose will you have when she dies? Will you follow her? By living for her does that mean that you have no personal goals for yourself? Kou said lightly as he carassed Saidi's cheek. If you don't learn to live for yourself then you can't possibly start to live for others. That's more servitude then living. kou said looking deeply into the boy's eyes. He was serious.

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Kou listened to the boy and let out a sigh of relief. That's good to hear. Kou said as he got to his feet, still holding the boy's face in his hands. With a bright smile he leaned down and kissed him on the forehead. I don't want you to die either. Kou said softly with a smile as he dropped his hand from Saidi's face and walked back into the kitchen. If kou found someone deemed worth it, he becoms attached very easily and he couldn't help but feel drawn in by the boy. Resting his hands on the counter he let out a small sigh. I've got to be losing my mind... He thought as he just stood there, trying to sort his thoughts.

Before Kou knew it, Saidi was in the kitchen with him washing his dishes. Reaching over and turning the water off and shook his head, looking down at him. You look tired.. you should lie down and relax. I can do the dishes. Kou said looking at the boy's face, even though his eyes refused to meet his own. Kou couldn't blame the boy, nor did he really expect anything in return. Kou couldn't help how he felt and sometimes he couldn't control how he acted either, although he really did try.

Kou put his hands up and sighed. You win, I fold. Kou said jokingly. With a smile on his face as Saidi looked at him he moved his eyes down to his watch to see what time it was. Assuming I can find one, I'm going to step out and do some grocery shopping. You can come with me if you like. I honestly can't say I like the idea of leaving you all alone.. Kou said his voice trailing off. If something did happen, he's have no idea and would be so pissed at himself for leaving him alone. It wasn't that he didn't think he could be alone or that he was trying to baby him or anything like that. He just wanted to be sure the boy would be okay.