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The scarlet jester Captain
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 Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 5:15 am
*crashes in the one area of the CB without pillows when I fall from my perch in the rafters*
SORRY SORRY!
I know I bailed on my shift last night......my body wouldn't work anymore i guess it got tired of 2-3 hours of sleep with these new meds and sorta broke down....with the pain to match
But Im back and ill do my best to NOT let mortality make me its b***h...>.<
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 5:27 am
The twilight punk *crashes in the one area of the CB without pillows when I fall from my perch in the rafters* SORRY SORRY! I know I bailed on my shift last night......my body wouldn't work anymore i guess it got tired of 2-3 hours of sleep with these new meds and sorta broke down....with the pain to match But Im back and ill do my best to NOT let mortality make me its b***h...>.< hey Twi' you know if you don;t let you body rest it can't effectively heal either, so basically take it easy every once and a while.... starts to walk away, stops turn back and glares sadistically t Twi' "or else" goes back to a happy-go-lucky smile and walks away twisted
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 5:30 am
>_>;; *waits till he finishes walking away*....... <.< you know twi, he's right. only the ones who get sleep are the strongest. you want to be strong don't you? i know it's not your fault. but do your best to sleep more ok?
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 5:40 am
CheeTeme >_>;; *waits till he finishes walking away*....... <.< you know twi, he's right. only the ones who get sleep are the strongest. you want to be strong don't you? i know it's not your fault. but do your best to sleep more ok? o.o actually it is I have been purposely not taking my prescribed sleep meds and using sleep training to power nap so I have time to do everything and work out the new systems ^-^ Hes right to aim it at me ive been up on purpose and he knows what its like to go without sleep we had a bit of a heart to heart already ^-^ I guess I could always stop taking all of them and let pinkamena come back then ill be to scared to sleep ^-^
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The scarlet jester Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 5:46 am
yells back 'if you don't already have something to help you sleep .... melatonin.. it doesn't need a prescription, can be safely taken regardless of most other medicines, and is avaib;e basically any place with a pharmacy{ ex. walmart target kmart shopko walgreens costco um some gas stations even, and is pretty effective for helping with sleep}
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 5:49 am
Naw they give me trazadone but that knocks me out for between 6 and 12 hours usualy....I have work to do.....in a day or so people will be whining for an rp again....
Maybe I shoould close power poll early and work with what i've got
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The scarlet jester Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 6:21 am
The twilight punk Naw they give me trazadone but that knocks me out for between 6 and 12 hours usualy....I have work to do.....in a day or so people will be whining for an rp again.... Maybe I shoould close power poll early and work with what i've got again twi' you cant handle everything the world shoves at on your own, trust me i've tried .asking for help when you need it isn't weak it's wise,and that is also a hard thing to admit because it requires humility....if you need a helping hand with the guild duties lt me know i am pretty sure at least few others do as well
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 6:25 am
Well I have crew I just never give any orders XD
Besides as stated in the Whats your Virtue and your Vice thread my Vice is sacrifice which means I give even at the expense of myself....I know its a bad habit but Id rather others be happy and want for nothing than me ^-^
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The scarlet jester Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 7:01 am
The twilight punk Well I have crew I just never give any orders XD Besides as stated in the Whats your Virtue and your Vice thread my Vice is sacrifice which means I give even at the expense of myself....I know its a bad habit but Id rather others be happy and want for nothing than me ^-^ I know i read it do you know my i am stubborn bull-headed fool who when you say something is impossible;i say watch me and i keep trying till i succeed, my vir virtue i feel the need to protect those i know, AND YOU SACRIFICING YOUR HEALTH MAKES ME VERY VERY UPSET, so that said if you sacrifice too much it benefits no one....
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 7:04 am
SokoBlairse13thsin The twilight punk Well I have crew I just never give any orders XD Besides as stated in the Whats your Virtue and your Vice thread my Vice is sacrifice which means I give even at the expense of myself....I know its a bad habit but Id rather others be happy and want for nothing than me ^-^ I know i read it do you know my i am stubborn bull-headed fool who when you say something is impossible;i say watch me and i keep trying till i succeed, my vir virtue i feel the need to protect those i know, AND YOU SACRIFICING YOUR HEALTH MAKES ME VERY VERY UPSET, so that said if you sacrifice too much it benefits no one.... Then your virtue is compassion and your vice is stubbornness or pride you should go post there ^-^
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The scarlet jester Captain
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The scarlet jester Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 7:15 am
im tooooooooooooootally not drowning myself in sweets right now.
*tries to hide big bag of sweets but ish to small in cat form*
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 8:27 am
Damn.....looks like ima have to sleep some more...damn my mortality....sorry guys and gals Twilight will be back later
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The scarlet jester Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 10:33 am
=.= *sigh* honestly i really do wish you gave me more duties twi. you know i could handle it. and i'm trying to respond to everyone in that poll but you keep jumping in and taking over. i try to stay out of your way, but you could always just let me help you too.
also i think you'll be fine to let the week run it's course. while everyone musters ideas take it easy. in this stage you are supposed to be resting while we do the thinking. the point of the poll was to let other people do the designing, and you either hit the "yes" or "no" button. i can always discuss the reasons with them for you. if you are feeling good yea of course you can join in too, but you are pushing yourself too far by being on gaia just waiting every second for someone to post. just ignore gaia for a few hours at a time. it will be healthy for you.
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 12:32 pm
I know I know >.<
Ive always been a hands on gaia especial when were talking about my baby I love brainstorming its thereaputic.....not joke ask my therapist writing is my healthiest coping habit it makes me happy and fills me with a sense of wonder.....
My world is dark and broken.....there blood everywhere and beings that love to hear me scream......monster lurk every corner.....Let me have my light.... Its the light, the coward, or the dog you pick chee but I wasnt named Zach the hellhoud for nothin.....
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The scarlet jester Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 10, 2014 12:49 pm
-into the shadow i brave-
into the darkness I go walking there all alone
into the darkness i go-
though the shadow of death pulls inviting my soul
into the darkness I go-
i know not my way though many times have I read this hell fed road
into the darkness I go-
they lost one s wandering in the cold
i come to guide you home-
take my hand i will bring you back
the light will be bright -
it is blinding at first and will test your hope
don't worry it will be here if you just open your eyes-
i cant stay, I'm sorry, I wish i had time, but i a losing the battle for my soul
into the light o urge you to go-
-Connor Dane Bauer- aka:Soko Blairse13thsin...
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