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xXx“People irritate me... All I can do is hurt people which is why I don't bother with such possibilities of friendships. You all may interpret me as however you wish to interpret me. It's your right to have your own opinions just as I have my own. Bakoneko lady, shut the hole in your face. I'm a hypocrite, a jerk, a teenage boy, a child, an adult and a mother freaking demon berserker. I'm an unsolved Rubix cube and thus far no one's solved it. I wear my heart on my sleeve and this is always the response. The truth hurts just as bad as a lie which leads to...” Wennin stated rather smoothly, his gaze showing that same bored expression it normally held yet seemed somewhat sadder than it had before. He'd even took the effort to pause there to make a drum roll on the side of the machine for dramatic effect. They should be glad he hadn't run off yet and simply tuned them out.
xXx“Hypocrisy. Man cries about the fact that Joe Blow over there lied to them, but yet they cry about how when the truth isn't something they wanna hear. Would you rather I lie to you all by saying Kokonoe's sexy as all get out and that the world is full of rainbows and butterflies? No offense, Kokonoe-sempai. You're really rather pretty, but not my type personally... I don't even know my type... Such a pain,” the dark haired male yawned lightly as he softly patted Alice on top of the head with his middle finger a bit hesitantly. It was uncouth, but it showed that there was some kindness behind his words and expressions of boredom or irritation. He stated things like they were in his opinion and kept his distance for a reason. There were always a reason or two behind his madness. Most of his reasoning was because he would only end up hurting someone either physically or emotionally. He was his own worst enemy and therefore he avoided friends... Avoided people unless he needed to kill them.
xXxClosing his eyes, he flashed a flicker of a smile at Alice although it was a bit more sinister than he'd intended. “I'm not good with that sweet side of life... You'd all have better luck with Cres than me. Be nice to each other and become each other's strength. When one is feeling down, build 'em back up. Dark Azarias, he'll figure it out eventually. He'll learn to accept all of himself and you need to help him realize that. Let him gain a friend or two, then give 'em a slight scare every once in a while. He'll want to control the darker side which means he'll have to accept you in order to do so. Just think about it. As for me, I'm working on my temper by sitting here with you all. Fortunately enough, I haven't destroyed the room yet so I've accomplished that much for now. Capice?”

-- Kokonoe --


Kokonoe's face turned a little pink at the noise of Ezra's giggle, still speaking to Wennin all the while. "I can solve rubix cubes just fine, but it is rather pointless when the hinges are glued so they can't move. You are certainly right that you are a hypocrite, saying every one has a right to a opinion and then telling me to put away mine. While it is true that you have a temper, it could also be said that you are conceited just by the simple fact that you may be the next death, and that you wear your heart on your sleeve." She stopped tickling Ezra suddenly when he was suddenly taken away from her, developing a slight pout.

"Congratulations on figuring out who you are Wennin. You accept the truth, but then you are unwilling to do anything about it but fetter on about how everything is horrible like a ball of spiky negativety, bouncing around spreading your accepted self hate and then projecting your overkill truth onto others. I can't say the world is full of rainbows and butterflies either, but there always some." She chimed slightly as she sat behind Ezra her soft hands petting his hair, looking at him a bit adoredly.

"I can also add that you try to avoid others by being a general well rounded semi-rational p***k, in attempts to keep them away because all you think you can do is hurt them, and you have even come to accept the role, calling it the heart on your sleeve. All I can say is get over yourself, and realize that whatever past you had can be left behind, so you can realize that it is okay to have friends now. Or if you so whole heartedly accept yourself as crap, why don't you go bury yourself in sand so we can move on with our lives...." Kokonoe's word were sweet yet sharp, telling him that if he didn't change himself in some way, things would only get worse, but until he did, they would still be here waiting for him. It was clear that saying that having methods behind madness would only be a cover for being just over their own head in their emotions.

xXx“Sure... Here ya go, Ezra-chan,” Wennin murmured lightly as he filled Ezra's cup with more of that soothing bubble tea. At least someone was enjoying the tea besides him. Listening to Azarias seem to argue with himself, he shook his head slightly. He hadn't shown many emotions in his lifetime other than dark amusement - more like crazy or insane laughter -, boredom and irritation. Dark Azarias seemed to find sincere smiles as a good thing whereas New Azarias, his mental name for him, found expressions not worth showing. Which was it?!
xXx“His name, Dark Azarias, is New Azarias due to the fact that he resembles that of a blank slate. It's as if he's starting anew by showing no emotion whatsoever. Common sense,” he muttered as his gaze never shifted from Ezra in case he wanted to say something else. His fingers still fiddled with the ends of his hair as he thought about what both sides of Azarias said. Things would be funnier if he just stared blankly at someone, but monotony wasn't his forte based on his temper. How he was now just seemed to make others mad at him and his attempt at a genuine and sincere smile ended up in a vicious smirk or so Alice insinuated by telling him he smiled wrong. Could he just hit his head against the machine he was sitting on?

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