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 Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 6:32 pm
≈The emptiness will haunt you≈ "Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me.
As the ground vanishes I wonder, will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas." Feels like crap. I've had it before.
Too many times to count. >.< "And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch.
As I watch everything unravel, why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?"
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 6:38 pm
As have I. XD As a lot of my friends know I used to be suicidal til Mar gave me a reason to keep going,
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 6:40 pm
≈The emptiness will haunt you≈ "Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me.
As the ground vanishes I wonder, will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas." Oh. I still don't have a reason for going. All I usually want to do is disappear.
Just like when you look like a ghost. "And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch.
As I watch everything unravel, why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?"
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 6:48 pm
*hugs* You just have to sit back and look at everything. Honestly you don't need another person to give you a reason. I enjoy the cool breeze on my skin and would miss it. I love the different tastes of every food and drink that touches my tongue and would also miss that. I relish every precious moment spent with my friends, my moments with Mar more than anyone else.
Quite simply, I've come to enjoy living.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 6:49 pm
≈The emptiness will haunt you≈ "Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me.
As the ground vanishes I wonder, will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas." I've come to find it a annoyance.
You're the third friend I have that tries to make me think of a reason. "And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch.
As I watch everything unravel, why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?"
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 6:53 pm
>> I'm sorry. I...I just don't want anyone to suffer like I did. Holding a knife to your chest messes your mind up.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 7:01 pm
≈The emptiness will haunt you≈ "Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me.
As the ground vanishes I wonder, will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas." I've had a knife to myself and others quite a few times. So don't worry. "And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch.
As I watch everything unravel, why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?"
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 7:03 pm
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 7:16 pm
≈The emptiness will haunt you≈ "Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me.
As the ground vanishes I wonder, will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas." Yea. My family thinks they're helping, I feel like killing myself more when they "help." "And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch.
As I watch everything unravel, why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?"
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 7:22 pm
Forgive me if I sound crazy but you're still alive. So that means that somewhere in your head there's a little spark that keeps you going. Perhaps you should find it and figure out what it is. Just a suggestion Wolfy.
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 7:25 pm
≈The emptiness will haunt you≈ "Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me.
As the ground vanishes I wonder, will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas." Yea.....
I'm not gonna be rping til I get two more profiles done. "And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch.
As I watch everything unravel, why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?"
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 7:54 pm
Kay. and I'm sorry that I haven't today. [speaking to everyone]
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 7:57 pm
≈The emptiness will haunt you≈ "Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me.
As the ground vanishes I wonder, will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas." That's ok. I'll probably start rping Saturday or Friday. "And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch.
As I watch everything unravel, why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?"
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 12:33 pm
Mmm, nice hot shower. :3 Now I'm laying on my comfy bed. Oh you're useful my Wii.
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 12:54 pm
≈The emptiness will haunt you≈ "Maybe I am crazy and my mind is trying to deceive me.
As the ground vanishes I wonder, will the sky be the next to fail me?
Paint abandons canvas." Yes, yes Wii's are useful. "And my brush can't seem to start again from scratch.
As I watch everything unravel, why should I even try to stop the collapse?
Why should I even try to stop the collapse?"
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