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I had noticed my mentor eating a mouse alone. I heard him sigh so I picked out a fish and walked over to him "Hey Ravenfeather is something wrong?" I sat down beside him and started to eat my fish.

Ravenfeather felt two other cats walk over to him as he ate his mouse. The first one was Sweetkit, asking him how he was. "Fine." He mewed. The next one to walk over was his apprentice, Troutpaw, asking him if anything was wrong. "Nothing's wrong, Troutpaw." He lied. "But thanks for the concern." He added with sincere gratitude. He was grateful for the company the two of them where giving him.

Mosstar looks at cloudfang waiting for a response, but she wasnt looking at me, she was looking in the distance. I looked behind me but no one was there. "Um, cloudfang, are you all right? if you dont want to talk about it that is perfectly fine, I understand." Mosstar said but she was still gazing in one direction.Mosstar started to get a little queasy.

CloudFang: "Thanks MossStar. Well, I had never knew my father. After my mother had me she got sick. I took care of her the best i could. It hurt me to see her coughing and seeing her spit out blood once in a while. She told me stories about my father and she told me that he always said "If you have to die, Die for something woth fighting for, die fighting." She fought hard. She died fighting. and when she died i could'nt believe it. I kept calling her name and she never answered. Finally i accepted the fact that she was no longer there. I buried her and i cried and cried." CloudFang got lost in her memories for a while. she then shook her head and came back to reality. "I-I'm sorry. that must have been boring. If you are willing to listen i would like to tell you one more thing. but if you are busy i can tell you later." she glanced at the cats in the clearing then turned back to her leader.

CloudFang: "um.. well alright if it's not too much trouble." Sh shifted her paws. "When i was little i used to say that one who gives up everything must be very stupid right? My mother then told me listen to the story and then see if you are right. she said that there was once a cat that was a loner but he roamed through the forest very often. He was stupid because the other cats were able to take advantage of him. He lost all his power this way. the cats would lie to him saying "this will really help the forest." and tears would stream down his face and he would say: "please be happy" after he had lost everything he was too ashamed to be seen so he went to the darkest part of the forest. there he met monsters. the monsters tricked him as well. he gave up his paws and tails and legs until he was just a head. he even gave up hsi eyes to the monster. the moster ate his eyes and said: "Thank you i will give you this in return."
that was a lie. and all he gave him were a leaf with writing that said fool. the cat cried and said: "Thank you thank you! this is the first time anyone has given me anything i am so happy! thank you thank you!" and while tears were flowing from the place where his eyes were he died. my mom told me that: "others may laugh and find it stupid. but i thought abotu how lucky the cat was. loss, suffering, its pointless to think about these things. the cat didnt think about them. i wont trick anyone even if they deserved it. i just want them to be happy." and i said: "yeah."
She looked at her leader and asked: "do you think the cat was foolish?"

"Instead, Jadefoot will you come with me. I have something I need to talk to you about." "Is that allright with you, Jadefoot."

NightFlame:
"Well, not really. If you have someone to talk to then you will be alright.." "heh." he looked down closing his eyes for a moment then opening them and looked towards the sky. "We all have memories we wish to erase, but i want to live with all of my memories, even if they are sad memories, even if they are memories that have hurt me, if i keep them and keep trying without running away... if i keep trying someday i'll be strong enough that those memories cannot defeat me."
He looked at JadeFoot with his light blue eyes. "I believe that. I want to believe that, because i want to think that there is no such thing as a memory that's okay to forget." He looked down and sighed.
"So.. Have you had a memory you wanted to forget?"