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 Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 9:04 am
Hiryo touched his lips peering up at Kudo and smiled. "I didn't mind. Thank you again." He said softly looking down.
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 10:22 am
Kudo jumped onto his couch and lay on it, his eyes closed, not speaking. He turned on the couch so he lay with his back facing Hiryo. 'What the hell's wrong with me? He's my friend... it was just... just a friendly kiss... that's all... right?' He sighed to himself and found his hand running unconciously along his scar.
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 5:31 pm
Hiryo looked at Kudo and sat down on his bed tracing the scar just showing on his collar bone self conciously. "Are? Are you alright Kudo?"
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Posted: Sun Dec 18, 2005 6:30 pm
"I'm not sure Hiryo." His fingers traced the scar once more and then to his lips. What was wrong with him? He was gay, so what? He wouldn't get close to anyone ever again, he had to distance himself from Hiryo before something bad happened. He let out a sigh and he didn't wanna face Hiryo. He thought he might be letting him down.
((IDEA! What if I have Kudo distance himself a good amount and then something DOES happen to Hiryo... and Kudo blames himself, goes to save him... lame happy ever after crud?))
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 7:12 am
(Laughers yes the old happy ever after though it might no work here. )
"Perhaps I shouldn't of came here." Hiryo muttered standing taking the plusie cat cuddling it. "I'll leave you alone for now." He said walking out the bedroom looking at Kudo one last time before walking down the stairs. 'It would be best if I gave him some time alone I guess.'
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 2:17 pm
((...hm?
Ah I wish they were like Ritsuka and Soubi from Loveless... that's such a spiffy anime.))
Kudo wanted to go after him, everything in his being told him to not let him leave but his body wasn't listening to his heart and mind and he didn't move. He curled tightly to himself, "It's best... it's best if I distance myself. I ... don't wanna push him away though... what if I hurt him... the one thing I don't want to do..."
Zaner was just walking into the hallway to call them out and she saw Hiryo. She blinked and went over to him, "What's wrong kiddo? Did Kudo do something to you?"
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 5:58 pm
(Loveless...hmmm I'm going to have to look that up. HIryo has Post tramic stress disorder so Kudo actually admitting he loves him isn't going to fix everything."
Hiryo shook his head blue hair curling by his ear. "I..I'm just going for a walk. Kudo needs to be by himself for a little bit." He said looking down. "Is that alright?"
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 6:20 pm
"Why what happened?"
((whats that?))
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 6:25 pm
(It's a mental illness, it where he gets his flashbacks, jumpyness, mood swings from. )
"I..I'm not sure..perhaps you should talk to him." HIryo said holding the cat plusie close.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 7:21 pm
"No. It's obvious, I know my son, he cares for you Hiryo. So let's go talk with him together. Okay?" Zan smiled sweetly.
Kudo then turned his body so he could look at the ceiling. He heard their voices out in the hallway. His blind eye was open and it stared at the ceiling too because his hair fell away.
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 7:42 pm
Hiryo looked up at Zan. "O..Okay." He said weakly. He didn't want to leave Kudo alone and upset. "If..your sure."
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Posted: Mon Dec 19, 2005 8:06 pm
"It'll be fine sweetie." Zan moved to attempt to usher him back into the room, but before she did so she called down the hallway. "Zenji, GO GET TASHER FOR ME!" She heard his reply and continued to go into Kudo's room with Hiryo. "Kudo hunny, your friend looks a little upset, talk with us."
"Look mom..." Kudo sat up and his eyes fell to Hiryo. His face made Kudo feel sick. "Hiryo..."
"There now see Hiryo? He loves having you around."
Kudo wasn't paying attention. "...I'm sorry Hiryo I just.... "
Zan watched and then prompted him, "You're trying to distance yourself thinking that's gonna help, aren't you baby? You know it won't..."
"I KNOW THAT!" He cried. "But I...." His voice fell off.
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Posted: Tue Dec 20, 2005 6:09 am
Hiryo looked up at Kudo having followed Zan up. He listened and whimpered falling back a few steps hands over his ears. 'You know that don't you? You can never get away.' He shook his head red eyes closing collapseing in a corner. "No."
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Posted: Tue Dec 20, 2005 11:57 am
Kudo jumped up to rush to him when he collapsed in the corner but then he held back, what if it was his fault? It couldn't be his fault! No...
Zan was there before Kudo anyway, she knelt in front of him quickly, "Hiryo, I'm sorry, please... are you alright?" She gently reached out to touch him on the shoulder.
"Don't... touch him Zan, he doesn't like it..." Kudo said suddenly and he pushed past his mother and looked at Hiryo, his eyes terrified. "Hiryo, have I upset you? Is this my fault... Hiryo..." Kudo looked like he was going to cry.
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Posted: Tue Dec 20, 2005 7:28 pm
Hiryo shook his head giving whimpering ahnds tearing at his blue hair. "Make him stop! Just make him stop! " He wailed red eyes frantic no longer seeing anyone in the room.
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