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 Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 3:55 pm
Ammut closed his eyes, feeling Cia's tail now around his waist and droped his legs to the ground, moving closer to him wraped his arms around him and kissed him a little more passionatly for a few more moments before breaking the kiss, playing with his bottom lip a little befoe pulling away completely. He at there blushing a little, not knowing what to say, the kiss was way better then he had receved from past lovers. They didnt care if they got kissed or not and if they did it wouldnt even be classed as a kiss as long as their tounges were stuck down his throat. He snuggled into Cia and rested his head agienst his shoulder and one hand upon his chest, wondering what the out come will be from this, a part of him silently hoping this wasnt going to be just another one night stand.
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 4:00 pm
Ciaran didn't know what else to do, so he pulled Ammut closer to him, rest his hands on the other's back, staring at the wall infront of him. He was deeply confused, but somewhat...happy. He still didn't understand what was different about the kiss, but he didn't care.
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 4:10 pm
Ammut closed his eyes as the other demon held him, he would of been confused if a thousand years or so of one night stands hadnt taken his toll on him and now had sex whenever he wanted it but only when he wanted it and sometimes he never had sex at all for a couple of days dispite craving for it or not. Maybe he just wanted to settle down now, maybe he and his body had, had enough of random sex and just wanted to now find a mate or at least a long term relationship at the very least. He cared for this demon, not just some lustful caring that he had felt with the others he had slept with but something more meaningful and he liked it. He sighed happily and thought it was best to at least try and talk about this, staying silent wasnt going to help either of them to much "Cia...that kis was..." he couldnt describ it, there was something about it that was deffinatly not like the others "...it...it was great..." he said softly, knowing it was lame, but that was all that could come to mind s he was starting to get a little confused now himself.
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 4:28 pm
"It was..." And the thought scared Ciaran. He wasn't supposed to enjoy kissing! Not the way he did now. This wasn't right...or maybe it was, and Ciaran just wanted to be wrong. Gah, it was all so confusing! How was he feeling? Why was he feeling that way? What was he supposed to do?
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 4:40 pm
Ammut got up and nuzzled the demon a little "im sorry Cia, I have had more time to calm down and not get so shocked over this then you. I might be a slut but i have died down alot since I first started all those years ago. I think its best if I just leave, I will let you think about what has just happend since im sure you arnt used to this and me being here isnt going to help you any and so I will leave you to it" he said a little sadly, not wanting to leave Cia yet knew he had to. He stood up and started to make his way to the door "but please, use the jacuzzi and anything else in this house as long as you want, your my guest so please take your time and hang out here if you want. I will be in my room on the third floor if you want me, its the one right at the end of the hall on the back wall" he said not able to turn around or else he would just stay with him when he knows that isnt a good idea. He sighed and carried on walking out the door, he hated leaving him but he needed to think and he was deffinatly not welcome when he was needing to do that.
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 4:54 pm
Was that regret Ciaran was feeling? Regret for just letting him leave. But he wasn't sure what to do. Should he stay here? Should he leave? Should he follow Ammut? Gah! Too many damned questions! He sat there for awhile, thinking...
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 5:04 pm
The demon floated slowly up the two flights of stairs and into his room and shut the door quietly behind him and flew to his bed and hovered over it before folding his wings back and just dropping onto the bed. He hugged a pillow and started wondering what would happen now, Cia was a slut and so was he yet he had more time to realise what he wanted unlike him and though he cared deeply for this demon he knew that Cia wasnt about to probably give up his life and remotely settle down. He was an idiot for even liking the guy when he knew they both had lives that consisted of nothing but random sex even if he had died down a bit from doing that every day. He wanted Cia in his life, as a boyfriend, hell if it happend, even as a mate but he knew Cia wouldnt allow that, sluts dont settle down till they had enough and something told him that Cia and a long term relationship that consisted of sleeping with one guy alone wasnt his thing. He sighed and hoped Cia would be ok.
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 5:11 pm
"Ciaran, what have you done this time?" The demon said, running his fingers through his hair. He needed to talk to Ammut. He wanted to make sure he was alright, he'd looked pretty upset when he'd left. He stood up and left the jacuzzi, making for Ammut's room without putting his clothes back on, just wearing the towel still.
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 5:18 pm
Ammut rolled over and looked at the wall, and hugged one of the pillows on his bed still. He didnt even want to look at the door leading out to the hallway right now as he knew that down stairs was a guy he wouldnt be able to have and he would just have to deal with that. Untill Cia was over the one night stands, which wouldnt be for...well...god knows how long he just had to deal with it and move on and treat this like another one night stand dispite how he felt....dispite how thinking about Cia like this actually hurt...a new feeling for him indeed but there was nothing he could do...
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 5:31 pm
Ciaran stood in the doorway for the longest while, watching the other demon, "Ammut?" he said quietly, taking another step in and biting his lip awkwardly.
((Sorry it's short, but I have to go out.))
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 6:10 pm
Ammut turned around and looked at demon with sad eyes and turned around and faced the wall again yt this time sitting on the bed. "please go, you shouldnt be here...." he said softly trailing off and hating those words comming out of his mouth but he shouldnt be, not when he needs to think...not when it would probably be best if they never kissed at all. "Just forget what happend, you and I know both know that sluts dont have mates, they dont have relationships, they dont have anything untill they feel like it and when that time comes there is only a select few who will be with you dispite our history and even then they arnt sure 100% that we will or will not cheat on them.
I have had time to think about what I want and what I dont want and I have stopped having sex as much as what I used to and started to realise that there was more out of life then just sex but that has taken me over a thousand years to understand that. But if I know you like I think I do then you arnt ready for anything remotely like a relationship or what not and I know this and I have to deal with whatever feelings I have started to have for you and just ignore them no matter how much it hurts." he started to cry while looking at the wall silently "I...I care for you, deeply, I dont know how this happend but I know that what I feel for you is something that I know I shouldnt and thats why I just want you to go and forget this ever happend."
He said crying a bit harder though still silently, hurting himself by saying what he was though not turning around to look at him, he couldnt he just knew that it was in Cia's and his own best intrests to forget this happend and realise that they were both sluts, pure and simple. Cia wasnt ready for this, Cia never had 1000 years or so to learn what he did and though it killed ((no pun intended ^^;; )) him to say this to him he had to or else he would hurt Cia more and that is something he didnt want to ever do. "so please Cia, just forget this ever happend and leave...." he said knowing he will regret this but it was for the best...
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 6:19 pm
Ciaran didn't listen, he moved further in until he was seated beside Ammut, "I'm not leaving. This...it's confusing, but it doesn't mean I don't want it," he made the other demon look at him, "I was sitting there, and I was thinking, and I know this much. I want to atleast try this, Ammut. You...you're different. I feel sifferently for you."
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2005 6:41 pm
Ammut looked at him, something told him that he was actually serious, this wasnt just some line he was using on him. He wanted to turn away from him but couldnt, he looked into Cia's eyes and smiled somberly at him, "Cia..." he said softly in almost a whisper and blushing slightly due to what hes about to say next "care to help me break in this bed?" he asked knowing he was still meant to be celibate but still its not like he will be leaving after this, its not like Ammut was going to be just another one night stander so he thought that his guardian wouldnt mind if he broke this little celibacy thing just this once.
"I know that i shouldnt be asking you this sweetie but right now I just want you..." he said trailing off softly yet more seductivly then he was meant to as he wraped his arms around Cia's waist and pulled him towards him and kissed him just as softly yet passionatly as before with.
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 2:48 pm
Ciaran grinned and pulled back after a moment or two of kissing, "Hm, I guess Ed really has no way of telling if I did anything, right? So why not?" his grin broadened and he glanced at the door, which he had left open after coming in, "Should I get that?"
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2005 2:53 pm
"Let me" Ammut said grinning as he slid off the bed "your the guest here after all" he said smiling at the demon, pleased to be able to make him happy "and of course she wont know" he said ressasuringly as he shut the door and locked it "now where were we?" he said as he made his way back to the bed and sat down and kissed him once again, nibbling on his bottom lip teasingly.
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