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 Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 5:03 pm
Unspoken_X *grins* I like you more and more. and that's not just hittin' on you anymore. *smiles back sweetly* Right back atcha ^.~
I was afraid for a while there that you were mad at me for telling you that I tried smoking once, cause you signed off right after I wrote that... I was really worried...
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 5:08 pm
MononokeKitty Unspoken_X *grins* I like you more and more. and that's not just hittin' on you anymore. *smiles back sweetly* Right back atcha ^.~
I was afraid for a while there that you were mad at me for telling you that I tried smoking once, cause you signed off right after I wrote that... I was really worried... Can't blame someone for tryin' something once. I would be mad to discover it was a habit.
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 6:08 pm
First Rant:
"I feel so horrible....but I guess I've been holding it in all this time so he wouldn't see me crying when he returned. I don't want him to worry about me, which is why I try to smile and be happy as much as I can. Because then to me, that shows that he doesn't have someone who's happy who he can talk to. He hasn't been home for a week and I'm already losing my mind...ha ha funny huh? It's not as bad as when demon spoke to me but.....I still feel so empty. He was always the person to go to and tell me "It's not your fault. Everything will be alright in time." And would make me laugh and watch over me in my dreams. He watches over me but....I don't see him. I'm so afraid his darkness will over power him while he's away from me and he'll hurt himself or someone else. That's always been my worst fear: that he be taken over by his inner darkness and I lose him forever."
Second rant:
"W.T.F. I go with you and your little friend to see Prince Caspian so i can get out of the house and WHAT DO YOU DO? Your RUDE the ENNNTTIIIREEE movie and when I ask you to SHUT UP you keep talking like it's no big deal for the other people watching the movie. Sure, it's ONE OTHER PERSON, and SURE, he may not even be PAYING ANY ATTENTION AT ALL! But that gievs you no right to be rude to ME, someone who WANTS to watch the movie and talk the whole time! AND ANOTHER THING! STOP COMPARING EVERY TALL SKINNY GUY TO ******** DUNCAN! He's my best friend but not EVERYONE is ******** DUNCAN! And THEN you have the right to call ME a b***h when your CONSTANTLY one ALL THE ******** TIME. Your just trying to make yourself seem like you have the most balls of the two of us infront of your friends by bossing me around, calling me names, and making EVERYTHING my fault. WELL BREAKING NEWS: You HAVE no balls! So stop ACTING like you do!"
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 8:22 pm
I hate you people sometimes.
I mean, you make us stay late so you people can ******** sing karaoke, AND THEN you people expect us to get up early to do your religious sunday traditions.
GOD DAMN IT DON'T YOU FEEL BAD FOR THE CHILDREN!?
Horrible
No advise
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 8:33 pm
death_verboten I hate you people sometimes. I mean, you make us stay late so you people can ******** sing karaoke, AND THEN you people expect us to get up early to do your religious sunday traditions. GOD DAMN IT DON'T YOU FEEL BAD FOR THE CHILDREN!? Horrible Edit- Sorry if it seemed like I was instigating. i was agreeing with you, death. I hate how people expect you to almost defy the laws of physics to meet their needs.
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 10:17 pm
You come to me everyday, asking how to feel better, how to get over your broken heart. And everyday, its the same. I give you advice, you act like a smartass, and wallow in your own s**t. If you're not going to take my advice, then at least don't be a smartass about it. I truly care and worry about you, contrary to your belief that you're unlovable, but ********, you're one of the coolest people I know, and I will dig my way down to hell and kick your a** from here to Sunday if you go and make yourself taller a la Zetsubou-sensei.
No advice, just huggles.
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Posted: Sun Jun 08, 2008 1:12 am
Bryony Vereil You come to me everyday, asking how to feel better, how to get over your broken heart. And everyday, its the same. I give you advice, you act like a smartass, and wallow in your own s**t. If you're not going to take my advice, then at least don't be a smartass about it. I truly care and worry about you, contrary to your belief that you're unlovable, but ********, you're one of the coolest people I know, and I will dig my way down to hell and kick your a** from here to Sunday if you go and make yourself taller a la Zetsubou-sensei.
No advice, just huggles. *huggles*
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Posted: Sun Jun 08, 2008 1:21 am
People, people, people.
A word of advice: If you are planning on masturbating to a PPV movie, don't actually start until you've already ordered the fecking movie. Don't call me to order it already halfway through your deed...I CAN HEAR WHAT YOUR DOING!!!! This is Dish Network, Not a 1-900 number!! You nasty man! I don't mind ordering it for you, just don't jerk it and breath heavy in the phone while I'm ordering it for you, asking me "Is it on yet?! Is it on?!"
I mean, good God man! I'm just a girl doing my job.
This isn't what I'm paid for.
If I wanted to hear nasty old men beat off, I'd go be a phone sex girl.
I just threw my headset down in disgust when he hung up. I could not believe it. That was worse than customers hitting on me over the phone.
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Posted: Sun Jun 08, 2008 1:46 am
Bryony Vereil You come to me everyday, asking how to feel better, how to get over your broken heart. And everyday, its the same. I give you advice, you act like a smartass, and wallow in your own s**t. If you're not going to take my advice, then at least don't be a smartass about it. I truly care and worry about you, contrary to your belief that you're unlovable, but ********, you're one of the coolest people I know, and I will dig my way down to hell and kick your a** from here to Sunday if you go and make yourself taller a la Zetsubou-sensei.
No advice, just huggles. *hug*
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Posted: Mon Jun 09, 2008 2:30 pm
Come on, boy.
Call me back. SOON. Please.
And don't let my parents know that I called you.
... and say yes, okay?
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Posted: Mon Jun 09, 2008 6:45 pm
I hate this ******** job.
I can't even begin to describe the depths of my anger right now...
All I want to do is ******** help people.
And instead I have to be cussed at and harrassed by people for 8 hours a day. Not for anything I did. But something someone else or the company did. And I have to have a pleasent empathetic tone the whole time...Or I get fired. I try my best to help them with their problems.. but I don't actually see results.
I'm so mad right now. I want to cry. I want to hit something. I wanted to hang up on that b***h.
Now I'm getting one of my bad headaches. ********>
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2008 3:03 pm
So i have an older brother who is an alcoholic and he lives with my grandparents with my mother. Now he came up friday to go out of state for the weekend with a friend well s**t happened he couldn't go so he has been staying here. Well so one night Saturday if i am not mistaken he decides to have an anxiety attack brought on my his alcoholism and hell possible drug use. So i end up having to take him to the hospital and then go back at 4:30 in the morning to pick him up and i had to stay more than an hour till he was released. So i got pissed cause i had friends over and he ruined our night, but i shrugged it off. So my friends come back over the following night, he is on meds for anxiety yada yada yada, and he eventually leaves and all is well for the most part but he still bugged us. So monday came along the day he was supposed to leave but he couldn't get a doctor's appointment until today. So after he gets back from the doc today i wanted to go get something to eat and he decided to tag along sure okay np. Then he makes me wait half an hour and then we get there he ask me to pay for his ******** food then buys a $13 bottle of sake and still has the nerve to ask me to pay for his food. He ended up paying for most of his s**t but i still payed the last of it.
Then he has stomach trouble so i have to go get him gas-x paying half of that out of pocket. So i come home and try to work on a paper due tomorrow but every five ******** minutes it was something else with him. He wanted me to go get him money from our grandfather but when i finally got ready he made me wait again. So at this point we are leaving and he had the nerve to ask me what was wrong and why i hated him. In truth it wasn't just him i was mad at it was a lot of things so i respond "it isn't you it's everything don't think so highly of yourself." Well anywho it progressively goes down hill from there and i call my mom to try and get her to pick him up. Well he is still here i yelled at my mom for how every time my brother and her come down or just one of them and my sister tags along s**t goes down hill cause they bring all their baggage with them and i have to deal with it.
So to sum it up
My brother pisses me off continuously
My mom doesn't do anything about it
My grandfather's preacher calls my brother and he says it is all me.
the biggest part about it is this isn't the first time it has been going on for years. He never knows when to stop bothering people he never stops drinking and he gets violent at times. Hell i had him arrested once before and my mom let him come home the next day...
I truly can no longer take living near any of them cause all they do is bring me stress that i can't deal with and they expect me to bail them out when i can barely keep my own world a float.
I admit i get tempermental especially when ti comes to him but how can i forgive him for anything when he just keeps repeating the same damn mistakes.
ADVICE WANTED
also am i wrong or right in the situation.
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:07 pm
 
@ H E R O ;
You definitely are not in the wrong here.
You're his younger brother for crying out loud!
You shouldn't have to be taking care of him,
and even moreso, he's an adult. Not a child.
He shouldn't need anyone to take care of him.
All people have problems, but they have to deal with them themselves.
They can't always rely on others, even if it IS their family.
As for your family situation, I can relate,
and all I have to say is that you should try to talk it out.
If they won't listen... there's nothing you can do.
However, I do suppose it is a good thing that your brother lives
with your grandparents and not mother... because then,
he doesn't live with you all the time, right?
But basically, your brother just needs to grow up.
Sure, he may have health issues, but everyone has them,
just in different measurements.
He shouldn't have to rely on his younger brother to take care of him,
and his parents and grandparents shouldn't just pass
the blame onto you all the time when it's not your problem.
You should try to talk to them all, but if they're like my family and doesn't listen,
then you have no choice to distance yourself for your own benefit.
But if it comes down to that, just be sure to visit them every now and then...
even though they aren't the best, they're still your family.
-hugs.-
I hope everything works out for you.
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2008 8:15 pm
I was stupid...
I was annoying...
I hate myself for it...
but I am strong...
and I will survive...
this is nothing...
but what if I am not strong but actually weak...
what if he loves her next year...
what if I lose it all because of my foolishness...
I want to be her...
I want to be them...
I want to be out of this body...
Couldn't I just be a bird and fly...
fly away to the certain place I use to be...
was i even there to begin with...
or was it like the rest just a dream...
and if it were why couldn't I go back...
to dream into eternity...
with love,
I love you...
I do...
lily
[no advice]
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2008 10:58 pm
@Hero:
"I know EXACTLY how you feel. My sister is such a brat and selfish most of the time. And EVERYTIME she does something wrong guess who ends up gettign in trouble?Me. Why? Because I'm the "older" sibling and have to take responsibility for what my SISTER does =___= One time she almost lit the HOUSE on fire and it was "my fault" because she doesn't know how to read ******** INSTRUCTIONS ON A BOX! I don't think your wrong in this situation hero <3-hugs- You have every right to be mad at your brother for being such a mooch when you go out of your way to give him a place to stay. I say try talking to the family like Yan said, and try your best to get him out of your house or get him off his a** and get him to do SOMETHING instead of make such mistakes multiple times. And above all, do your best <3"-huggles-
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