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 Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 3:39 pm
"always." she whispered, gliding out and sneaking gracefully and quietly out the door.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 3:47 pm
Ben closed the door behind her. he didn't like the idea of Shaon going into the mouth of the lion, but he knew she could handle it. He walked over to the computer and watched the screen.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 4:16 pm
Shaon crept back into the room, her hands full of all the files. she dropped them all and sank to her knees, crawling into a corner and closing her eyes, letting the tears run as she stayed away from Ben. he'd no doubt seen it, and she didn;t want to feel the embarrasment as well as the pain and hurt.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 4:24 pm
the computer center was turned off. and a chair was thrown into the wall. Ben Ben was not there. He had left awhile ago. the the office, to the alcohol. He had heard Shaon come in and walked downstairs. he got up and staggered to the basement. he walked into the middle of the room. not looking at Shaon, not even in her direction. "I... I shouldn't have ... let you gone." His eyes were red, "I'm... sorry. I'm so sorry." He stair at the ground as his eyes watered.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 4:27 pm
Shaon didn;t acknowledge him, only stayed curled in the corner, curled up as she cried. she felt sick, worthless, disgusting. she just wanted to die, so bad. she'd gotten what she needed to for ben. she continued to cry heavy, broken sobs from the ground.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 4:33 pm
Ben couldn't take the sound of Shaon weeping. He looked to the door. He could go back up there, and get lost in alcohol like he did when he lost his wife. but he knew that was when he was the wort father. Ben wiped his eyes and looked around at the mess he had caused. he walked over to the chair that he had thrown and picked it up. he started to clean the room.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 4:35 pm
shaon had left the stack of files near the door, all piled up and in order, even though she had dropped them down.
In an attempt to silence her tears and retain soem dignity she bit her shirt sleeve, cramming it into her mouth as she cried, curled up with the other arm around her torso.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 4:41 pm
The last thing ben picked up was the files. he grabbed them and walked over to SHaon. "These are yours." he told her, there was a lump in his throat as he spoke.
(gotta go eat.)
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 5:05 pm
"i don't want them..." she said numbly. "i hate them...i hate it...everything..." she hugged herself tighter, wincing her eyes shut again. i just want to die.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 5:20 pm
Ben sat down beside her. "I'm sorry I let you go. I should have known it was to dangerous." Ben looked at her. "Do you think you'll ever forgive me?"
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 5:23 pm
"you're not the one who did it..." she choked, shivering. she felt like she was going to throw up, like ehr head was going to explode, and her heart felt broken, even moreso than it did already.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 5:31 pm
"I know, But I put you in that situation. I should have known better, I'm a horrible fa-" Ben stopped himself. he was about to say father. "Friend."
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 5:35 pm
"i miss my brother..." shaon cried at the mention of friends, hugging herself and biting onto her sleeve, tears soaking the collar of her shirt. she wanted her brother back, to hold her, to tell her it'd be okay, to take care of her like before.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 5:40 pm
Ben put his arm around her and wiped her tears with his coat. " What happened to him?" Ben asked her in the most caring way possible.
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Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 5:44 pm
"they took him from me..." she mumbled numbly as he wiped her tears, morereplacing them. "they stole him from me...they dragged him away..." she sobbed continuosly. "they took everythign from me...they hurt him...they hurt him so bad...." her chest heaved through her strained breathign as she choked from the tears. "and they killed him...my dear brother..."
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