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"Nooo!! You stay with him...I wont let you do this when he needs you so!
You cant turn your back on this...you know it isnt right...."

Jak slammed his fist in the side of the bar, his heart tormented.

"You cant say you love us and walk away...we need you...dont you see angel? You're the glue that holds us together...we cant be happy without you..."

Jak pulled himself up, steadying himself against the bar. He leaned there for a long time, struggling with the ache in his heart before coming to a decision.

"I wont let you leave him angel....please love him for me...."
He pressed one last desperate kiss on her lips, sadly stroked Suru's hair, and made his way to the door. His pain mirrored in his eyes, he turned to look upon them one last time before opening the door and walking out.
As the door closed behind him he stumbled. Collapsing to the ground he leaned against the wall, his body shaking uncontrollably.

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After probably half an hour or so, Liam slunk back into the club. He kept his eyes on the ground and his head hung as he returned to the stool he'd sat at before.

Lena... he said softly, his arms wrapped around himself as if he were going to be sick. I'm so sorry for everything...

Liam closed his eyes tightly a moment, his entire being tensed up. When I left...I went to see Ophelia....he told Lena. Because while I've been gone, and it's you that should have been on my mind...it was her. I don't know why...and I tried to change it but it wouldn't change...he said, his voice becoming increasingly scratchy as he felt the urge to vomit.

I'm so sorry... he repeated, wrapping tighter around himself as he curled forward, clenching his teeth. I never wanted any of this to happen... he said as his body trembled visibly. I didn't want to hurt anyone...he forced through clenched teeth as he shifted uncomfortably on the stool.

Inconceivable guilt ran rampant through his soul as he felt Lena try to console him. For the life of him he couldn't understand why she was still even standing there, when he was almost positive any other girl would have turned their back on him. It's not okay... he finally managed to say. I don't want to hurt you...And I know I'm doing so... he said. He wanted to move away, so she couldn't touch him, but the pain in his heart was making him terribly weak. He still felt he had enough energy to beat his head in, however, but let his forhead fall to the countertop with a rather startling thud.

Liam looked to Lena, his eyes bluer than she'd ever seen them. I don't want to be like this... he said, his voice barely audible. I don't want to lust after others...when I have all I ever needed and more in you...