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Bianca wa just laying there,staring at the ceiling.She didnt sleep at all.She had just been staring at the ceiling.She knew that he was having a nightmare,sometimes she could just tell but she didnt wake him up.She didnt know why,she just wasnt sure if she should wake him.Most people didnt remember nightmares anyway.They have the moment of fear,their heart racing but after a while it just fades away along with the dream.And suddenly,you don't remember what you were even scared about.That only happens sometimes.Hopefully,this was one of those times.Bianca rolled over to the other side of the bed and peered at Dean."It was really bad,wasnt it?" She spoke with the sleepy voice.Not like she just woke up,but like she's being trying to fall asleep.She felt that she thought best when she was sleep deprived.It was really the exact opposite,her mind played tricks on her.She propped herself up with her elbow."Can you remember it? Want to talk about it?" she tilted her head to the side.At the moment,she didnt feel that it was weird that she was just there awake the entire time.

Bianca smiled at him."You're not going to forget it.Not yet,atleast" he wasnt going to keep weaseling his way out of things."It would happen to me when i was younger.After i found out about Roxanne,i'd wake up sweating and cold with my heart racing.I'd just crawl into bed with her.I'd remember it for a few days,maybe.Only if it was serious". She kissed him lightly on the cheek and went back to staring at the ceiling."And as for the sex-" Bianca turned her head to him and eyed him for a minute while biting her lower lip before saying."-I don't think you can handle it right now". she made a face at him and smiled,she liked teasing him.It was suddenly one of those moments when she just stopped talking and was staring at his eyes,she really did love their color.It just seemed so..pure,despite all the s**t that he's been through.Bianca sat up and beat her pillow a bit.If the pillow was a person,they'd be badly beaten.She never really got to fix her pillow because she never wanted to wake Dean.Now she had the opportunity.She neatly placed the pillow back and let her head fall against it roughly."You're interesting when you sleep.You look so peaceful" she paused for a moment."I did not just say that...i sound like Twilight." When she was awake she'd either stare at the ceiling or Dean.Sometimes she'd choose the latter.

Roxanne furrowed her brows when Sam kissed her neck.It's not that she didnt like it,she just felt cold.She rarely feels cold.Roxanne would do this thing of stretching in the bed before actually getting out and when she did,she felt her own skin.Okay,she was pretty sure she had on clothes.She kept her eyes shut."I'm naked" she stated.Well she was pretty sure that Sam noticed that also.Her entire body went stiff for a moment.They were naked.A male and a female naked leads to one thing...well it could be multiple things like skinny dipping but at the moment,there was only one conclusion.(xD.Skinny dipping)They had sex.She couldnt really remember what happened.Everytime they have sex,they remember protection so it's okay."We used protection,right?" even as she said this,there was a hint of doubt in her voice.Neither of the girls used birth control.Ever.Bianca,being the medical nerd that she is,knows all the harm birth control does to your body so she refuses to use it and so does Roxanne.So birth control is never an option.Roxanne didnt turn to look at Sam yet.She knew that when she did,she'd know that they didnt use it.She just wait for him to tell her that they did,that they didnt do the exact opposite of what they were intending.
Bianca grinned."Oh is it really?' She just smiled at him,still looking into his eyes.Sometimes he made her wish her eyes were any color other than brown."Your eyes are so beautiful". again,she paused for a moment."....You know what,usually a guy would say that to a girl but i'm okay with me saying it.It doesnt sound strange at all" To the girls; when a guy calls a girl beautiful it's okay but when a girl calls a guy beautiful,their words have a bit more depth.It has a stronger meaning to them because it's not a common word used to describe men.She grinned."You're beautiful.Very beautiful."

Roxanne took a deep breath and rolled herself out of the bed,she didnt even stand up,she just crawled over to Sam's bag and took one of his shirts before putting it on.It worked for her,man.Plus,she always wanted to do that.Just wear his shirt after sex,it always seems cute.Even at the moment,Roxanne smiled at him."I just like the way i look in your shirts". It was a dorky moment but she went over to her own bag and pulled out her laptop before getting back on the bed."Okay,we don't remember anything.We obviously had sex.No protection." she nodded,looking at him."So....Her middle name is Alexandra,just wrap your mind around that.Mary Alex.You may need to get that name into your head." Roxanne opened her laptop and began typing.She wanted to know how long it took before she could know if she was pregnant.Really,she could just wake her sister up and ask her but since Bianca told her specifically not to do this,she'd keep this a secret."Alright.two weeks.Two weeks and i'll take a test". she closed the laptop and just nodded,as if closing the laptop sealed the deal.She looked at Sam and put a hand on his shoulder and just smiled.She wasnt mad about it but she wasnt happy about it either.If she was really pregnant,she'd just drop out of hunting and take care of her daughter."We don't tell them,okay? I mean...you could tell Dean but you've got to make him promise not to tell Bianca.She's going to flip" Part of Roxanne thinks that Bianca just didnt like the little girl."She told me not to and i said that i wouldnt and i did" Roxanne pulled her legs into her chest and looked at him."Okay,there's a pretty good chance that we're going to be parents". She was ready,she's seen her own daughter and she was ready."Are you okay?" she asked him.She needed to know how he felt.She was a bit nervous,just a little.No one could expect her to be fully prepared for this,they werent supposed to have sex! Let alone unprotected sex!
Bianca furrowed her brows."Dean" she whined."It doesnt work that way." she had to laugh though,it was still cute.Sometimes she'd just imagine how many other girls looked into her eyes and thought the same thing that she did.About how beautiful he was."You know,next we go to a bar,i'm going to hurt a girl" Bianca smiled,a sweet and deceitful smile.The smile that makes you think girls are innocent."I see the way girls look at you" She was teasing again,the way she spoke made it seemed like she was implying that he looked back at them.She even rolled her eyes in an overly exaggerate way just in case he thought she was being serious."Even when i'm with you.You could think that i don't notice,but i do." she squinted her eyes."I watch you like a hawk".

Because Sam mentioned his dad,Roxanne's eyes went wide."What if i'm like my dad? Dead!" Death wasnt a thinkg on Roxanne's mind,it was never an option but she didnt want her daughter to grow up with a mother or father or both.Roxanne turned out badly.Roxanne rubbed her arms,thinking about this."She was too young for me to tell but....what if she's like me?" There was a slight tone of bitterness to Roxanne's words.The thought just came to her mind."What if she's a witch? Have you ever met a witch?" Well he met her but she wasnt like most witches."Do you know that we don't have souls?" She realized that she said we instead of they."Wait...i still have my soul.Most witches don't.You sell your souls to a demon to become fully blown." She wasnt sure if she was full blown,if she got any more powerful then she'd probably terrorize a village.She didnt really talk about witches,it was too complicated when she compared herself to most ones.She had to redirect this conversation back to Mary.Roxanne rested her head on her knees and sighed."Two weeks.I'm not telling Bianca until i take the test." she looked at him and smiled,there was about to be a moment of humor."You're going to have a lot less space to sleep,just saying.And then you're going to have to deal with my pregnant lady problems.My back aches,the morning sickness.The cravings" Yeah,he was going to have to deal with a lot.
Bianca rolled her eyes playfully."It's like they look straight through my clothes." She never said what she was about to say,ever."It makes me uncomfortable". She never said this because it was false until now.It really did bother her.She grinned at him."You don't have to be so jelly,Dean." she exhaled and closed her eyes for a moment,she barely got any sleep and now she was tired.As usual,her body just hates her.She'd have to go on an energy drink run with Roxanne.And by run,she meant run.Roxanne really wanted to run straight.(I can't run straight....i just can't).When she opened her eyes,she scanned him over again before giggling a whole ton.

Roxanne grinned."Oh really?" she leaned over to kiss him softly on the lips.Even that sent a river of chills down her spine.There's a chance that they're going to be parents!"I've got like....5 of your shirts in my bag." She didnt have a problem,she always gave them back after washing them.She just liked wearing his shirts."I'm going to ask you something but don't take it the wrong way,okay?' she looked at him with wide,honest eyes.She realized that they could be a having a child and there was just one problem to it."How are we going to get married?" She never really wanted to have a child without getting married.The question wasnt innocent like she was planning the actually wedding.It was almost sad because she knew that they may not get the chance."I mean...the apocalypse,demons,angels,mother ******** archangels.Sam,i got smart with Raphael.He told me that he would kill me" Her future self told her that he didnt really care for her in the end but still,they changed one thing.That could change also."We're not going to be able to get married,are we? Atleast not yet"
Bianca raised both eyebrows at Dean.That was random."Dean,do you want me to wear your shirts?" she asked this seriously,she would have done it on her own eventually but he had to know something."My sister and i? We're alike in so many different ways.If you let me wear your shirts,they will start going missing.I will be walking around in your shirts all the time." she nodded,she warned him.She never really wore his shirts,she never went near his bag.She was surprised at how Roxanne just casually goes over to Sam's bag and takes a shirt.She just doesnt like going into people's things without permission."But now that i know that you wonder about it? Your shirts are disappearing". She looked at him grinning."You know,i'm a very calm person.On the outside? I'm like this.But when you grin? Sometimes i'm just freaking out." Well,he was beautiful.She wished that he could go to a concert,stupid cases.

Roxanne groaned at hearing about another case.Can't creatures just wait a day? Seriously,they were going to die anyway.The group was just going to roll into the town and gank them.End of story.Roxanne thought about his question.She was worried about Bobby's reaction."He's Bobby,of course we could tell him" Even if she was afraid,he was Bobby.She wouldnt want to keep the secret from him.Bianca and Dean,she could handle.She wished that they could just sit there and talk."We'll talk about marriage later,i guess". She kissed him on the cheek before finally getting out of bed and going into the bathroom.She did her morning routine.Shower,teeth brushing,hair combing.The only thing that was missing was her sister.When she came out,her outfit was rather ornate for once.Usually the girls would make the horrible choice of wearing lightly colored pants when there was the chance that they'd get blood on it but they liked the risk.The routine never took as long as it should have,she was in,out,and done.Roxanne sighed."The one time i just want to relax,just sit and talk,we have a case."Sam was waking Dean and Bianca up,Roxanne knew that Bianca would question her.
What he said made her smile.He could be very sweet when he wanted to."The last guy a dated-actually dated-,i opened up to him.But he was too okay with that.And it was boring." She said the last sentence like an air head.Well it did get a bit boring for her.Someone who's slept with a lot of guys.She was never bored with Dean though.Bianca held onto one of Dean's hands and kissed if before saying."Okay,we're going to be closer because this is different,we're different." They really were different.They loved each other and they wanted it to last.She felt like she should tell him that."Because i love you and i want this to last".