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The girls seemed like they were going to burst.It wasnt about them cracking,it was much more than that.It was about who would crack first.Roxanne knew how badly Bianca wanted to talk to Dean so she eyed Bianca.Roxanne had been sleeping alone for the entire time that Sam was gone,one more night wouldnt kill her.Bianca knew this so this begun another stare down.Roxanne was egging Bianca on.She even looked at Sam and shrugged like it didnt matter to her even if it did.This made Bianca's eyes go wide.No,no.Roxanne could not be cool with that.Roxanne had to crack she had to want to share the bed with Sam after all this time.Bianca folded her arms,watching Roxanne.This could go on forever,honestly.If the boys werent there trying to make them crack,the girls could be silent for days.They've done it before.This was years and years of sibling torture that allowed them to be able to do this.Roxanne folded her arms and matched Bianca's gaze.Only this one was condescending.Roxanne was practically sending her mind-messages saying that she would loose this.Bianca glared Dean and Sam and then glared Roxanne.She wouldnt! She would not raise the flag! The younger sibling shall win this time.Roxanne knew that Bianca wasnt ready to give in,that she'd probably do this just so she could win.Roxanne sighed and looked at Sam."No" she said,breaking the battle.Roxanne lost,Bianca won.Bianca jumped up in down in celebration,still not saying anything.Roxanne nodded in approval."Now,i'm just going to let this thought sit in biggrin id i let you win?" Bianca stopped jumping and stared at Roxanne,trying to read her face that was now emotionless.Bianca's shoulders slumped,she knew that she could talk but she just wanted to get a few more minutes over Roxanne."That's not fair,you can't let me win" she looked at the boys."You guys are jerks.You know how long you could have went without us talking?" she pointed at Sam."It's your fault.You could have stayed out of it.Meany". Bianca looked at Roxanne."Did you let me win?" Roxanne shrugged."Maybe i did.Maybe i just really wanted to sleep with Sam.You could never know with me.I love mysteries so much that i have become one". Bianca spazzed out."Redo! You cannot let me win!" Roxanne smiled."No one said that i let you win,Bianca.It's all in your head.Take your victory with pride." And still,this wasnt enough for Bianca.She wanted to know if Roxanne had let her win but Roxanne wasnt giving off anything.She just wanted for Bianca to win for once.Bianca deserves her victories also.

"Aww" said both girls in unison.Dean cutting hair,it seems so cute."No one ever cuts my hair.I do this crap on my own.It never goes past my shoulders". Roxanne raised an eyebrow."There was year that Bianca had her hair way down her back....but it was curly.That wasnt a good year for her" This got stuck in Bianca's hair.It's not like her hair was horrible,she just had a lot of it."I cut Roxanne's hair,though.She can't cut it for herself". Roxanne shrugged.She really couldnt cut it for herself.She was a perfectionist and she'd end up with no hair in the end if she did it on her own."Dean started a conversation about hair..Very interesting" Bianca took Roxanne's sketch book off the bed without even asking and flipped the pages.Roxanne shook her head and took the sketch book away,clinging to it."This is mine.Don't touch" Bianca had remember when Roxanne had first gotten the sketch book.It was thick but over the years,Roxanne kept ripping pages out and either burned them or framed the good ones.Now it was much thinner and only had really good drawings in it.Bianca smiled and whispered "Do you want us to get out of your room?" Well,it wasnt really a whisper.She raised her eyebrows,she was slowly going to get revenge on Roxanne for letting her win.Roxanne shrugged nonchalantly like it didnt really matter to her.She just plopped herself on the bed and stared at the ceiling."Eh".

The way Sam scanned her body made chils strike through her.She smiled when he said that he missed her."I miss you too.So..So much." She bit her lip,not really sure if she should do this without really asking first but she was going to do it.It was going to bother her every time they spoke if she didnt do it.Since he brought the sketch book with her onto the bed,just carefully flipped the pages and showed him the one of Mary."Just look at her and tell me what you think." She couldnt say anything without sounding like she was literally planning how their daughter would look or telling him all the gory details of the future but it all just came out."While you were gone Zachariah took us 5 years into the future and there was a ton of s**t wrong with the world that we don't even need to talk about but this one person is really important" She spoke quickly like she always did when she was nervous."She's 5 years old and her name is Mary.She seems so tiny when she stands next to you but uh.....That's our daughter." She smiled quickly,hopefully this wouldnt weird him out.
Bianca looked at Dean and nodded."Yeah.You called me 'baby'.You only call the Impala that.I bet future me feels really special" she pouted a bit."We're so cute in the future,though.Holding hands and kissing a whole lot.Why arent we like that now?" She didnt have an explaination.She never was really like that with any guy before.Dean would be the first for a whole ton of cutesy stuff."I mean...i know we're not really into all the major gushy stuff but.....a little hand holding isnt too bad,is it?"

Roxanne's heart was racing.What if this wasnt such a good idea?What if he didnt really want the baby? It's not like she was planning on getting pregnant at the current time but what if he didnt want that at all? Maybe the girl wouldnt even be concieved.She was concieved because Roxanne ran off to see Sam,who knows when she would have done that? The smile on his face washed away all the worry that was plaguing Roxanne's mind.Roxanne grinned,she was even smiling a bit in the kiss.She was so happy that he was going to stay with them.The kiss was sweet and soft and it just made her mind go numb.She missed him so much that he could lay down and she'd probably feel giddy. (xD.Imagine that."Hey,Roxanne,Could you pass the salt?" *Mass amount of squeals from Roxanne's fangirling) When they pulled away,she smiled at him.Lord,she was going to be doing a whole ton of smiling for the next couple days.She grabbed the sketch book again and flipped it to the page of the three of them.Sam in his suit and the two females in dresses.Only in this drawing,Roxanne didnt put the blood on their dresses.She knew that she would want to show Sam so she'd leave that part out.Mary was holding Sam's hand and looking up at him."And the cutest thing about her is that she uses the puppy dog eyes against you"
Bianca but her lower lip and smiled."It's a start" She was being playful,of course.You can't just kiss a girl and hold her hands and not expect her to be all giddy.She didnt want to be serious but her future self said to stop being so timid.That he won't bite."You don't have to be afraid,you know" she began."I know things didnt go so well with Lisa and Cassie-" This was the first time that she actually mentioned them since she met them.Usually Lisa's name would get thrown into something by Roxanne but Bianca never really mentioned it.If he didnt want to,why should she? It's not like they were her girlfriends,they were his."-but i'm not going anywhere.I can promise you that.So you can open up to me,unload whatever you wish cuz i can take it" Her smile had disappeared when she spoke,that was probably the most romantic thing she had ever said.She wanted him to know that,though.He needed to know that.The smile slowly crept back on her face,she was happy that she told him that.

Roxanne sat up quickly and pushed her hair behind her ears.Would she lie? She could just say that she had been watching him but she couldnt bring herself to do it.She turned to look at him,kicking off her shoes and sitting with her legs crossed.Criss-cross applesauce as the elementary schoolers would say.She sighed,looking at him."I'm just going to tell you everything,okay? You're going to have more questions and i just want to tell you everything" Great,her wanting to share their daughter lead her to being the one to tell him everything."The croatoan virus was surging through the world.When we got there,there was signs of it in Australia.It was Lucifer's...ammunition,i suppose.Y-You said 'yes' by then.He'd been in you for some time.5 years,i guess." she only thought this since her future self said that Roxanne had wanted to tell Sam about her being pregnant but he had already said yes."The world looked...horrible.Bobby was dead,Cas was....Cas was stoned.Chuck...Chuck was surprisingly okay.Dean was alright,easily shooting a person who showed signs of being infected,holding Bianca's hand,those two were being all romantic and such.Future Bianca and Dean spoke about us as if we were dead,at first i thought that i just got infected but future Dean found the Colt and they were going to kill Lucifer..Kill you" she sighed,about to go into details about what she knew of him saying yes."When we got to Lucifer's hide out,Dean sacrificed his 'friends' even Cas and knocked the 3 of us out.When we came to and went looking for him through the mass screaming and gunshots,we saw you killing him". Roxane sighed and flipped to a drawing of Sam killing Dean.His foot on Dean's neck.It's not that she wanted to keep this memory,she intended on burning the drawing.She just wanted him to know what happened."And then you called for Mary and she seemed so sweet an innocent but she had blood on her dress...she didnt even seem scared about someone's blood being on her dress,she was just sad that the dress was ruined.Bianca thinks she strange for that,i wish i knew more about her." Now was the part that involved them the most."My future self..she was a real b***h.She told us what happened.Dean didnt let you come back but i ran off to see you.We had sex like any normal couple but Dean and Bianca were hunting me.When they found me,Dean called it off for good,disowned you.That was enough for you....you just snapped." Roxanne rubbed her neck,awkwardly.She didnt want to have to tell him all of this stuff.She ripped the page of Sam killing Dean out of her sketch book as she kept speaking,she didnt want to keep that in there.Not near her pictures of her daughter."Then she said that she found out that she as pregnant and when she went to tell you,you had already said yes." Roxanne had been crumpling up the paper in her hands.It wasnt angrily,she seemed relieved to be getting rid of the thing.He had already saw it and that was enough."He was in you for about 5 years,Sam.That meant that all the stuff...me running off to see you,getting pregnant,Dean disowning you and you saying yes? That should have been happening soon.Maybe even in a matter of weeks" She sighed,letting go of the paper."Roxanne said that Lucifer let's her see you from time to time.Even if you were possessed,i stayed with you.You said 'yes,Sam and Dean said 'no' and the world went to s**t because of it.Lucifer said that no matter what we do,the future will always be that way.No matter what details we change,the world would come to that" She didnt know what she was trying to say so she just got up and lit the cumpled peper on fire before dropping it in the trash bin.That wasnt their future and she didnt want it to be.She didnt want any traces of Sam killing Dean,she wanted to forget about even seeing that.
Bianca sighed and put her hands on Dean's shoulders."It won't,okay?" She was surprised at how sure of her self she sounded.She even put a hand over her heart and said "I promise" Even if she worried about him,she didnt want him to worry about her.

Roxanne shook her head."It's not going to happen,okay? You know,now.The future Bianca told me to think about everything that i do.Every possible outcome.I didnt get it when she told me but after i saw myself? I get it.Sam,i was happy to see Dean dead.I blamed him for everything.I heard Bianca die.Not just my future self,i was there to hear my sister scream.I'm not letting any of that stuff happen,none of us are". She avoided the part about their daughter,she loved that part.She didnt want anything to change about having her.She just didnt want to have her so quickly,she was being raised around Lucifer and demons,that wasnt right.That shouldnt happen.Even as Roxanne was thinking about the little girl,Sam said that he wouldnt let anything happy to her.He said 'when' not 'if'.She smiled slightly,really she wanted to smile brightly but Sam's recently rambling made her control her smile a bit.He did want to have her."I think that's what i did in the future.With all the Croatoans and Dean and Bianca's missions that could cost them their lives...i don't think i'd be able to last like that with a daughter.Atleast she seemed safe and happy with Lucifer" Why did she even say that? She held a hand up."Don't...Don't even beat me up for that.It sounds better in my mind" Roxanne walked over to Sam and looked up at him."None of that stuff is going to happen,okay? We're all together now,Lucifer won't get to you.You won't say yes.I don't believe him.At first i did but it's not because of what he said,it's because it was you that was saying it.But it wasnt really you,he was lying.He's not going to get inside you,okay?"
Bianca sat down next to Dean on the bed.Well,he had a point.They'd really be after her a** now.She rubbed her eyes a bit before saying."Yeah,i know." she looked up at the ceiling."One thing i know for sure,i'm going to find that chick and i'm killing her.I'm telling Roxanne and we're just going to find her and kill her to illiminate that problem.As for me? Don't worry about it" she smiled."I mean,i know demons will probably kill me but i've known that for a long time.I mean,we're hunters,right? Anything could kill me,to be honest.Demons just have..a bit more determination" She was telling the truth,it didnt bother her as much as it should.Roxanne was right when she spoke to Raphael,they could die in this whole mess.He'd just be taking them out of the fight."I'm sure that i'm going to be fine,though.Atleast for now.Maybe next week i'll suddenly feel my approaching death,you never know" For someone who was talking about their death,she was being extremely positive about it.

She was smiling at him.He missed her also.She didnt know why she felt so giddy all of a sudden.It felt like they had just started dating and the tiniest thing could make her swoon.When he mentioned their daughter again,Roxanne's eyes went wide.She nodded slowly."To be honest? When Dean spoke to you on the phone,i was about ready to just find you" So her future self wasnt really lying."If we were supposed to do it tonight then...we can't" She didnt want it to seem like she didnt want to have a child with Sam.She was ready,sure,but it wasnt right."I mean,i want to have a child.We're not really getting any younger but if i'm pregnant,i won't be able to help you if you need anything" Well,it was true.If she was pregnant,she wouldnt be able to do anything.Hell,even being in the Impala would be a danger.If she wanted to find out everything she couldnt do,she'd go to Bianca.If she got pregnant,Bianca would hound her to avoid anything that could kill the baby."And i don't want to raise her like this.In the future,Lucifer was raising her.We're tyring to stop the apocalypse,she could get hurt and i'd be just a burden by being pregnant". Bianca actually realized all of this before Roxanne.She told her not to do anything when they were in the car."Unless....you really want to have her"
Bianca thought about it.Did he want to know how they got like that in the future or how they were like this now? She decided to go with their future selves.She wouldnt be able to explain what happened to them at the moment.Bianca shrugged."The world's horrible,make every moment count,right?" That didnt sound as intimate as she wanted it to be but it was an explaintion-just not on a good one.(I was taking to long to think of anything else to add.You would have gotten this post 20 minutes ago)

Roxanne smiled."God,you're so sweet" It was true,he was also so sweet to her.She looked down at their hands and smiled."You know what the strange thing is? I'm never going to forget her face.Ever.I'm going to look in the mirror,at my eyes and just remember her.I'll see your bangs and remember her.Everything's going to remind me of her". Even if Sam said that the little girl looked like her,she thought the little girl looked like Sam.She pouted a little bit."She was so cute and tiny.I hope she doesnt have my height..." Roxanne looked up at Sam with wide eyes."Actually...your height would be a bit scary for a girl" her face broke into a large grin.She knew that she'd most likely find herself talking about the girl now."I'm probably never going to be able to stop talking about her.I'm warning you about this now.We'll most likely have conversations about her.She doesnt even exist yet but i already know that i love her".
Bianca sighed.What about her? "Well,with the amount of times that i've nearly killed myself? On purpose?" It wasnt suicide attempts,she wanted to explain that."When i was hunting on my own,i'd do the dumbest things.I'd probably be watching some witches,waiting to strike and then one of them would make a joke and i'd just giggle a bit too loudly.I'd tell Roxanne about it and she told me that i was doing it on purpose without really knowing" She didnt know how this was relevant,she just felt like telling him that stuff happened to her too.She never really spoke about her hunting."Every case i had...every single one..i'd do something that could kill me" she smiled at herself.It wasnt a good smile,it was a nearly pitiful smile."After a while,i just stop talking to people.Once you understand me,there's not as much to say." she shrugged."Doesnt it get annoying,though? Me talking all the time? I think it gets annoying.But then again...guys arent really around long enough to tell" she mad a 'huh' noise realizing how long Dean has been around.She wanted him to be around longer.