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 Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:18 pm
Kestin Sha CleoSombra Kestin Sha I don't know why I bother sticking around. I've wanted to leave so many times...I just don't feel accepted here. But I...I guess I just resist until I can't anymore. I want to stay, but is it because it's familiar and I can't let go, or because I actually feel like I belong? I wish I could remember these things from all the times it's happened before...but for all I try, I can never recall those kinds of things. The feelings. Maybe it's better I don't...Sorry for any typoes. My eyes are glazed over and I just don't have it in me to rub them.
Just ******** the people that don't like you.
I'm pretty sure 50% of the guild hates me, but do I care? pfft yes
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:22 pm
CleoSombra Kestin Sha CleoSombra Kestin Sha I don't know why I bother sticking around. I've wanted to leave so many times...I just don't feel accepted here. But I...I guess I just resist until I can't anymore. I want to stay, but is it because it's familiar and I can't let go, or because I actually feel like I belong? I wish I could remember these things from all the times it's happened before...but for all I try, I can never recall those kinds of things. The feelings. Maybe it's better I don't...Sorry for any typoes. My eyes are glazed over and I just don't have it in me to rub them.
Just ******** the people that don't like you.
I'm pretty sure 50% of the guild hates me, but do I care? pfft yes*hugs* I don't hate you. But I know you don't love me.
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:32 pm
Kestin Sha I don't know. I guess I just get the feeling like...I'm tolerated, and I might even be liked, but I'm not loved. Not by more than one person. And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it...
I better be the one person <.<
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:35 pm
Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha I don't know. I guess I just get the feeling like...I'm tolerated, and I might even be liked, but I'm not loved. Not by more than one person. And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it...
I better be the one person <.<
I just really want someone to kill me. I don't care how. I'd prefer short and painless but I don't deserve that. I don't even deserve to die. But what do I care anymore. I can't...I can't anymore. It feels...cold...
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:40 pm
Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha I don't know. I guess I just get the feeling like...I'm tolerated, and I might even be liked, but I'm not loved. Not by more than one person. And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it...
I better be the one person <.<
I just really want someone to kill me. I don't care how. I'd prefer short and painless but I don't deserve that. I don't even deserve to die. But what do I care anymore. I can't...I can't anymore. It feels...cold...
But of course that means that I don't want you to die... I'd be devastated... I really think that things will turn around for you eventually, maybe once you move out of your parents' house. Just hang in there for now, please? =(
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:42 pm
Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha I don't know. I guess I just get the feeling like...I'm tolerated, and I might even be liked, but I'm not loved. Not by more than one person. And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it...
I better be the one person <.<
I just really want someone to kill me. I don't care how. I'd prefer short and painless but I don't deserve that. I don't even deserve to die. But what do I care anymore. I can't...I can't anymore. It feels...cold...
But of course that means that I don't want you to die... I'd be devastated... I really think that things will turn around for you eventually, maybe once you move out of your parents' house. Just hang in there for now, please? =(
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:51 pm
Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune I'm glad you finally realize that I care about you >w< <33333
But of course that means that I don't want you to die... I'd be devastated... I really think that things will turn around for you eventually, maybe once you move out of your parents' house. Just hang in there for now, please? =(
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:52 pm
Kestin Sha I don't know. I guess I just get the feeling like...I'm tolerated, and I might even be liked, but I'm not loved. Not by more than one person. And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it...  
Pfft...I doubt anyone "loves me"
I bet I annoy half the guild most of the time XD
Take you kitty with you?
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:53 pm
Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune I'm glad you finally realize that I care about you >w< <33333
But of course that means that I don't want you to die... I'd be devastated... I really think that things will turn around for you eventually, maybe once you move out of your parents' house. Just hang in there for now, please? =(
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:55 pm
Aneyana Kestin Sha I don't know. I guess I just get the feeling like...I'm tolerated, and I might even be liked, but I'm not loved. Not by more than one person. And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it...
Pfft...I doubt anyone "loves me"
I bet I annoy half the guild most of the time XD
Take you kitty with you?
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 9:57 pm
Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha I don't know. I guess I just get the feeling like...I'm tolerated, and I might even be liked, but I'm not loved. Not by more than one person. And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it...
I better be the one person <.<
I just really want someone to kill me. I don't care how. I'd prefer short and painless but I don't deserve that. I don't even deserve to die. But what do I care anymore. I can't...I can't anymore. It feels...cold...
But of course that means that I don't want you to die... I'd be devastated... I really think that things will turn around for you eventually, maybe once you move out of your parents' house. Just hang in there for now, please? =(
I can be gone for three or four weeks at a time and they remember me. :3
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 10:01 pm
CleoSombra Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha I don't know. I guess I just get the feeling like...I'm tolerated, and I might even be liked, but I'm not loved. Not by more than one person. And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it...
I better be the one person <.<
I just really want someone to kill me. I don't care how. I'd prefer short and painless but I don't deserve that. I don't even deserve to die. But what do I care anymore. I can't...I can't anymore. It feels...cold...
But of course that means that I don't want you to die... I'd be devastated... I really think that things will turn around for you eventually, maybe once you move out of your parents' house. Just hang in there for now, please? =(
I can be gone for three or four weeks at a time and they remember me. :3
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 10:08 pm
Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune I'm glad you finally realize that I care about you >w< <33333
But of course that means that I don't want you to die... I'd be devastated... I really think that things will turn around for you eventually, maybe once you move out of your parents' house. Just hang in there for now, please? =(
Awww =(
My parents told my brother he could take one of our cats with him when he moves out XP
Is your cat really enough of a reason, though? You seem so miserable there D=
Well... good night... I hope you feel better in the morning <3
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Posted: Tue Oct 19, 2010 10:10 pm
Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha Little Miss Fortune Kestin Sha I don't know. I guess I just get the feeling like...I'm tolerated, and I might even be liked, but I'm not loved. Not by more than one person. And sometimes I wonder if it's worth it...
I better be the one person <.<
I just really want someone to kill me. I don't care how. I'd prefer short and painless but I don't deserve that. I don't even deserve to die. But what do I care anymore. I can't...I can't anymore. It feels...cold...
But of course that means that I don't want you to die... I'd be devastated... I really think that things will turn around for you eventually, maybe once you move out of your parents' house. Just hang in there for now, please? =(I've da super secret comments upon de subject tae proofs it.
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