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 Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 5:44 am
No sir it will not. When I am drunk I get whisky d**k like a BOSS! No sex for me when I'm hammered.
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 5:48 am
It will it always does... straightest of the straight straight guys were all over me. but that sucks... never heard the term whisky d**k before... but it makes me giggle. my plans of awesome are foiled. nah I don't have plans. You're with a girl you love and she loves ya and stuff, I respect that man. I'll flirt like a slut but I seriously respect it. I hope you kno that.
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 5:50 am
Oh no I understand.If I didn't I wouldn't be nearly as cool about it. Yeah I just heard the term this year. But I dig it.
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 6:02 am
I never want to use it to describe myself... I have a hard enough time finding people who actually will get me going and want to do me... (sucks being gay and not that good looking) like I like that I like men, but the world don't make it easy on me... seriously everytime you tell someone there'sthis fear that they're gonna try and kill you or something... no matter how nice they seem. I've had death threats before... so yeah... sometimes it sycks to scuk men.
where am I supposed to find a boyfriend or something? I want someone awesome... like you... well not like you cause then you'd be less special, bt you're an awesome guy nash, cept when you occasionally throughout the 'eeek gay man attacking me' card... not that I blame you really.. I'm just being selfish and grumpy when I critizic e that. but yeah, like you would be a rad oyfriend, your gf is lucky... I think... I dunno.. I assume so form what I know... <********
alchol = typos
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 6:13 am
Well lets not get too teary eyed on each other there man. Yeah, you defiantly didn't get dealt an easy hand, but I like to think the world is growing more accepting of homosexuals. I think that would be a fair assumption.
as for me throwing out the "eeek gay man card" I do it outta love man. It's a joke, but if ya got a problem with it i'll let it slide.
I think the world, or the force, or a god, whatever has a way of working things out.
Speaking of gf, there's the call now. Mmmm... snow....
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 6:14 am
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 6:17 am
Nah I know it's a joke, the card thing but everything is bitterness when you've lived a life like mine, I just don't let people see it, 'cause I have to be strong for the ones who don't have the strength to pull themselves through it like I can.
Snow? I can take that two ways ( redface ) but whatever it is, have fun man.
/ish hugged by a Cobra
hello cobra, did you hear, auggie has alcohol in his system and is therefore becming sincerely emotional. hahahahaha, crash and burn! /makes plane noises and explosion noises.
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 6:23 am
I did in fact read that. It's okay though, I has seen Auggish emotional and drunk before. It's all good. It's nice to be able to vent and get your feelings out sometimes, especially if you've had a difficult life in some regards.
...I can't imagine its very easy for you to constantly be searching for love, but never feeling like you can attain it.
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 6:33 am
Oh it's more than that, Auggie was bullied in primary school for being fat and a loser, same in highschool and whole bunch of stuff that pushed me to the edge and there was the whole attempted suicide thing, got through it but left me with no self-esteem
I can't actually feels emotions in the middelground now, I can only feel extremes, like I know I'm sad or happy or whatever but I no longer feel it, and like I DO feel despair and extreme joy and etc. but anything that isn;t exteme I don't feel. there's the paranoia
That and I'm constantly at war with people in the world, seriously... I'm sorry cause I know you're a christian and darned good one at that, but I've got a plethora of study under my belt which says eff you to 'gay =bad according to the bible' and christains are really not helping... think about it... gay kid growing up as the son of a minister... stuck in a temple of a religion which enmasse persecutes me.
I feel like I'm losing my mind as my emotions spike everywhere and every thought runs rampant while Im still expected to hold it together for myself and others. that and I'm 19 but because I HAD to move out of home or leave everything dear to me behind, when mother moved to the other side of THE COUNTRY oops cap... i had to grow up... i wasn't ready...
AM I seriously supposed to carry the weight of proving Gen Y aren't s**t bastards?
that b***h who said I wa spossedd by demons is so lucky I didn't smash her head in... no I sat there and respected her beliefs and perspective... why?!??! 'cause im more of a christian than she is... and I'm an agnostic with elemtnal y wiccany crossbreed with some aspects of christian god leanings.
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 6:47 am
I've got nothing for ya, spet you're a bigger man than I. My old boss used to say s**t like that, hence why he is my old boss.
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 6:52 am
Keaton: I think that's a compliment, regardless, night man. You're cool guy, in another world we'd be hot lovers, but here we'll just have to settle as acquaintances getting to know each other.
Cobra: thanks for being... well cobra and stuff. it does help, but there are some things no amount of help can actually help with. no matter how much good the help does otherwise.
bah time sleep or go unconscious, whatever comes first, I can't stand be awake and this weak. If I'm gonna act like a p***y about my life I'd rather not be aware of it. Good night.
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 7:04 am
Augoeides Keaton: I think that's a compliment, regardless, night man. You're cool guy, in another world we'd be hot lovers, but here we'll just have to settle as acquaintances getting to know each other. Cobra: thanks for being... well cobra and stuff. it does help, but there are some things no amount of help can actually help with. no matter how much good the help does otherwise. bah time sleep or go unconscious, whatever comes first, I can't stand be awake and this weak. If I'm gonna act like a p***y about my life I'd rather not be aware of it. Good night.
I hope you sleep well Auggish! drink lots of water! heart
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 7:08 am
Cobra_X Augoeides Keaton: I think that's a compliment, regardless, night man. You're cool guy, in another world we'd be hot lovers, but here we'll just have to settle as acquaintances getting to know each other. Cobra: thanks for being... well cobra and stuff. it does help, but there are some things no amount of help can actually help with. no matter how much good the help does otherwise. bah time sleep or go unconscious, whatever comes first, I can't stand be awake and this weak. If I'm gonna act like a p***y about my life I'd rather not be aware of it. Good night.
I hope you sleep well Auggish! drink lots of water! heart Not that it's acting like a p***y to express your self, but ya can't go around crying all the time. Stiff upper lip and all that. We're men! Aren't supposed to feel anything if we can help it! I need a man anthem. Like the spam song from monty python but instead of "Spam spam spam..." it goes "Man man man man man...."
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 7:13 am
Well, you can't go walking around crying all the time, but there's nothing wrong with crying when real grief exists. Stiff upper lip, sure, but you can't be a robot. We're humans, we have emotions... to deny them / suppress them due to society's standards would take away from our humanity. Obviously, we still need to have control, but still... we can't always keep a stiff upper lip.
As to a theme song, I guess I prefer to listen to the never ending supply of "Real Men of Genius" clips that exist out there.
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 7:44 am
On a lighter note. Anyone have any suggestions for a direction to take my character? I'm not totally sure as to which way to go with him. He's probably going to be Hyoton, but I'm not as pumped up about him as I've been past RPCs and I just need something to get me wanting to do it. Any crazy ideas for Ice characters?
I was thinking either an Icy assassin with taijutsu supplemented with nin.... OR a ton of Icy Genjutsu. Which could be pretty cool.
AND and side note. But this one is about my avatar. I dunno what to do with it and I feel like mixing it up
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