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 Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 7:16 pm
Busy too... for a long long time... ^^;
Where did Talon disappear to? *gets ready to pounce for whenever he returns.*
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 7:17 pm
I am bob.... and I am bored.
And I want..... o.o something... and.. I can't have it because the person I want it from is not... here or something.. and they are the wrong sex for me to normally like.. but that's ok because i like them anyways...
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 7:23 pm
Goosey needs to go shower...
Goosey be on later! 4laugh
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 7:48 pm
And the goose returns...
With hair that almost matches her avi's...
'cept its not purple... gonk
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 10:06 pm
Call me Rose, I'm new here.
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 10:06 pm
Unfortunately everyone, You will most likely be loosing me. In that, that includes my mule, since I am her typist also.
No, I'm not having my internet disconnected. I'm not getting married and moving away. I'm not getting bored with role playing.
I'm loosing my life. Not exactly loosing it, I'm giving it up. I've suffered a heart ache that has torn my heart assunder, deeper than any I've ever felt. I've felt my soul be ripped from my body. I've been hurt more than I can imagine and I'm done feeling this way everytime something like this happens.
I have problems. A few of them. But none of you guys need to worry, where I'm going, there's no need for them. I'm going to a better place.
Thank you everyone. Thank you all for everything. You have been great to me in my short time here. Playing here was a bliss that I hope I can attain in future lives, where my head is not so messed up. I'll be on for the next two days. Then on the full moon, I'll be embracing my moon Goddess.
You are all wonderful, and I want you all to know that this is in no way related to you, not even you Sarah. I'm sorry that I couldn't be a better person for you all.
~Lauren Lynn~
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Eloquent Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 6:13 am
Hope to see you back soon Hatred, we'll miss you!
And I really like your avi DTT! Cool purple 4laugh
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 7:53 am
*CLINGS to hatredsonly leg* NUUU crying
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 8:26 am
Hey, I'm back from my 2 weeks of camp early, because I contracted Gastric Entrilitis through a pathogenic micro-organism. In other words, I got some little disease-causing thing from the lake there.
So... What's been going on in my absence?
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 8:29 am
*worried* you know it sound like shes going to welll you know....
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 9:11 am
First thing I'd like to say this morning is that I both damn and bless my friends. Mel, Rhi, and Phillip.. sadly I explored the wrong side of my soul with you. I'm sorry for worrying you.
Mel, you know better than anyone else what's .. 'wrong' with me, I've been put on a different medication, maybe this one will actually work and we won't have to play this game anymore. Thank you for standign by me and trying to give me those dreaded pep talks, though you said they weren't.
Rhi, I'm sorry for being an a** last night, you didn't diserve it. Your view of disenchanting me with my own cuts was a strange one.. but it seemed to work. Thank you girly.
Phillip. I both hate and love you deeply. You made me swear to do exactly what you said before you ever told me what I was swearing to. Mind you, this won't happen ever again. You made me swear to never pick up my blades again and you made me swear I wouldn't kill myself. I hate you for tricking me, I love you for who you are. Thank you, not for saving my life, but for caring enough to do it though you knew it would make me mad with you.
Everyone else, I'm sorry to also be worrying you. I have a few bad problems that I've been taking medication for, which the medication suddenly stopped working almost a week ago, which has made it hard to play with you guys well. I'm hoping none of you that I play with have noticed very much.
Thank you everyone. Thank you for being here when I have no one in real life to turn to. It's a depressing substitute, to be typing my apology and my thanks, but when you've been abandoned by everyone you care for in real life, the net is a great place to loose yourself, ne? Anyways, thank you.
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 9:13 am
*TACKLE POUNCES AND HUGS!* YAY ^____^! *does the happy dance!*
Don't feel bad at all. I know I myself have seen that dark place. Three of my absolute closest friends have faced the same darkness. You stare into the abyss and the abyss stares back. There's no shame in having been there.
And as for online... *shrugs* Sometimes it's a life saver. I for example have a physical unreasoning terror to disembodied voices. If I can hear someone's voiace responding to me, hear the reflection and intonation without seeing the face, I literally gag/want to/do throw up, and if it last longer than maybe thirty seconds then i literally recoil.
It really handicaps me >_< as far as jobs go. I even tried to do an phone interview once and i ended up throwing up with the people on the other end listening. (needless to say i did NOT get the job) *ramble ramble ramble*
I guess what I'm saying is that online can allow you to be more expressive of your thoughts and feelings. It may not be as good as in person. But it's certainly no worse than the phone.
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 11:21 am
*dismissive wave* I mostly forgave you. Stress and all that. You're not the first person the disenchantment worked on, and I'm glad both you and she are still alive. Besides, by virtue of the fact that it IS the internet, if you make your decision, I can't really d anything about it, now can I?
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 11:24 am
*GLOMPS GUMMI TOO FOR GOOD MEASURE*
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Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 11:26 am
*glomps back* Lurv you, too, Mello, my dear. ^_^
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