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Can't i get friendly with the person who i cared the most? And yes i did but that is a mere coincidence. That is not even worth being angry at me your friend. Hehe you are correct though you dont what does my link to her does so i gues you find out about that soon enough. About my methods are rather simple really i have a little "bird" that watches over those who care the most and yes that means you too Fox. And if it is about the bond or contract i rather say you two made at the lake i have pretty obvious i know about it. Yeah *shows the ring he has on his hand* I will do whatever it takes to protect her and care for her even that is not reciprocated back neither by you or her.

"Well.. I know longer Sleep.. really.. When I rest In this realm.. I awake in my realm.. Hell.. And Though I am there in mind, my body will, still take the wounds of my mind. So.. In Hell if i am wounded then so unto my body. In This Realm.. It is very difficult for me to die now, though, in Hell, It could happen.. any time.. I suppose.. Though i get stronger with each travel to hell." He said with a nod. He was too, so that wasnt just a lie. He stood up walking into a dark corner. When he returned from the shadows he was wearing a tight black t-shirt. He wondered of whom else was there, he felt different presences.

He shook his head. "Ive been unable to meditate. Once i reach my meditative state, I fall asleep it seems, well, end up in hell." He said with a smile. He forced it, hell was no joke. It wasnt fun and he didnt enjoy it. He tighten the leather collar around his neck. It looked close to the one that his real father was forced to always wear.

He laughed abit. "I am well.. Only a few changes, my hair is a bit longer.. the ink on my back.. My eyes have changed.." His tail pokes him abit. "Oh.. and i have a tail.. Other then the physical Aspects i dont feel much different.."

He wasnt lying to her, though he wasnt telling the full truth. He didnt tell her of his horrid thoughts or feelings, for the fact that he has never had an ill feeling towards ziven. Though she was the only one.

"Well.. ya.. I remember every trip to hell.. The horrible things ive seen. The beasts which reside there. The worst part of it.. is my father sent many whom are there back... so im not the most liked being in hell.. But yes.. I remember" he said scratching his head.

"As for the feelings... Emotionally.. I seem to be more.. unstable.. then before.. I blow up over things.. and go into rages.. ive harmed innocents.. a few times.. I cant seem to control myself once im in a rage.. i cant stop some of my more.. wicked thoughts.. Though I have never had a ill thought of you.. When im around.. the only thing i think about is you.. the only emotion i feel is loved.. I dont feel hatred.. or anything bad like that.. Being around you makes it bearable.. If it werent for you... hell.. id probably become another Yawgmoth.." He said with a laugh. Though he laughed, he was hardly joking. He would do what he wished when he wished, not caring of whom was harmed in the meantime. Though Ziven brought him back. He scratched his neck by the leather collar.

He Growled loudly and released a Roar. His hands quickly turning into claws. His tail coiled around his leg again. His eyes balls were pitch black. He knew what his father wanted and knew what his father chose to do. He wasnt gonna let this happen though. He wasnt gonna let his father win. "He is not my father. Sin, was my father. That man Is just an obstacle in which I will overcome. "

He took several deep breaths and contemplated what to do. Thinking of moving through the shadows to his fathers location and ending this were sounding rather well.

He looks her in the Eye. "I will Goto the bar.. And Let him know.. I fear him not.. and he should fear me.. And above all things.. I will not lose.." He says to her with a smile. He leaves his house, looking back with a nod. Then He Disappears in the shadows.