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 Posted: Fri Jun 16, 2006 3:05 pm
[I dunno how I 'm going to enter again... -Shrug.- I'll get around to it eventually.]
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Posted: Fri Jun 16, 2006 9:13 pm
Fiore wiped a tear off his nose with his tail and sniffled
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Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 12:25 am
Micheal, as he normally did, addressed the last comment first. He stretched his hands out in front of him, staring and a multitued of scars, all small and faded. Knicks, papercuts, little scratches that you barely noticed the moment after it happened, all scarred over, becoming a testimate to the hard work they were put through.
"Often, we forget how important our hands are to us. How often do you pick something up, write something or fix a problem and at the end think 'Gee, without my hands, I never would have been able to do that'?" You cut your hands, it happens, you're working, you barely notice. Maybe...at some point in your day you'll look down, see a little blood and give a moment's thought to what might have caused it but it's not until you loose a finger that you realize, 'hmm, maybe I should have worn gloves.'"
Micheal frowned and scratched at a small section of his scalp for a moment, "I think I wore out that analogy two or three sentences before that last one..." He sighed and let his eyes trace the other man's form, mentally undressing him without shame or the courtesy of trying to hide it.
"I haven't found a better system. I feel that, as what could be considered an almost complete human, I've got very little time to fall in love. I think that by forming a union, joining with another in the most sacred way possible I'll be able to tell long before talks of favorite colors and childhood illnesses will. I think...I'll just know. Isn't that such a human sentiment? Just...knowing. I guess I am odd."
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Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 7:08 am
Kira opened his eyes and stared a few moments at his hand. He flexed his fingers, thinking to himself. He sighed and closed his eyes, leaning back.
"You aren't really all that odd.." he told him with a steady voice. He ran his fingers through his hair, letting it fall back down. "I need to get this cut..." he told himself quietly.
His mind had not raced so much in one night. He had lost some of that intelecutal beings when he had came to earth. That had been almost...what? ...six..seven..ten years ago? He still had ways of not adjusting. That was a reason why Uriel had chosen him. He was always finding a way to bend a rule here or there. He smiled slowly to himself, thinking of the slight scoldings he recieved then the kisses that had followed. He shook his head chasing off the thoughts and memories.
"In other words, you are saying through..intercourse you find out about the person?" Kira opened his eyes and leaned forward, resting his elbows on his legs, his head in his hands. He turned to see Micheal looking at his body. Another small, tight lipped smile appeared. "Sex...is an escape for you isn't it?"
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Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 3:07 pm
((maybe i should reenter or just go somewhere else too?))
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Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 5:51 pm
Micheal frowned, "Sons of God mixing with the daughters of the Earth..." He muttered softly, thoughts of Uriel had brought up things that he hadn't in centuries. Since long before he'd been cast from heaven. "I suppose it makes me a deviant, I find pleasure and yes...escape from this earth in the arms of men but make no mistake, it's not just the physical act. I am looking for love, someone that I can look at and think, 'This is why. This is why they're so much happier than me.'"
He finally gave in and lit up another cigarette, he didn't usually smoke this much, something about Kira's presence made him nervous. "Were you part of Enoch's war?" That wasn't the name for it, as far as Micheal knew there hadn't been a name for it. "I'm sure you were, I was still in Heaven at the time, God hadn't chosen to punish me yet but with our lifespans the mere centuries that had passed meant nothing...200 angels, nicknamed the Watchers, had gone to earth and lain with human women, teaching them enchantments and the art of weapon-making and leaving them pregnant with unholy children..."
"I suppose it would have been long before you and Uriel were lovers. At the time he was still called 'Guardian of the Stars' and he sat to the East of God's throne. He was leading Enoch through Heaven, had been doing so for 365 years before his human body could no longer go on." He gave a sharp bitter little snort. "I hated that little s**t, he reminded me of all I'd done. Son of Cain, he despised me and made it well known to your former lover. From the way he reacted, I've always believed that Enoch was more than just a man he led through the wonders of heaven. A lover...perhaps."
He shook his head, flicking ash into the little dish on the coffee table, "I'm sorry, I've gotten off track. The angels' children were monstrous giants, they stood 3,000 ells and once man could no longer support them, they fed on them and created horrible havoc. Enoch wrote it all down in a book called "Enoch's Gospel" also known as "The book of the Heavenly Lumanaries." So, the 'good angels' went to God and asked Him for permission to cast the 'bad angels' from Heaven and forced them deep into the earth. Azazel...God he was beautiful, was the leader of those that had gone to earth and he begged Uriel's human lover, Enoch to plead with God to let them out, they were repentent. They were denied because they weren't truly repentent for what they'd done, but merely saddened by being cut off from His light."
"I was stupid, I'd hated Enoch for so long without realizing that it was my guilt that I'd really despised." His hands shook as he took a long puff of his cigarette that appeared to do little if any good toward calming him down. "I told Uriel that Enoch had been spending far too much time with Azazel, I knew him better than I let on before we were almost friends, he was the jealous type, I'm sure you knew and immediately left the son of Cain, leaving him in God's hands.
I should have known that the lie, killing an innocent love, would make His Judgement harsher. Almost immediately afterward, I was thrown from heaven, cast into this life that you see me in now. I figure, if I can find love as innocent and pure as theirs was, even if it was just friendship," He added for the man's benefit, didn't want him to get pissed and upset about a relationship he might not have known of. "I might make up for at least...half of my crimes."
((I'mma drag one of my buddies into the RP so you and moth'll have people to talk to))
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Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 7:25 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 7:47 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 10:04 am
Kira shook his head, lost. He had not known many of the workings of the heirarchy, heaven...or even a lot of the other angels. He had done what he was told, most of the time, and had not been given reasons.
He watched Micheal, keeping a blank gaze, but taking everything the man was saying in. He was amazed, appalled. He didn't know what to think so honestly..he tried to stop even though he failed horribly.
He kept his mouth shut, afraid to say something stupid. He ran his fingers through his hair, slightly a nervous gesture. He didn't know why.
"Love...as a sort of repentance? Would that count?"
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 7:03 pm
"I don't know." Micheal laughed and lit up another cigarette almost the moment after he crushed the previous into the tray. His laugh seemed edged with a little hysteria. "I don't know. Isn't that wonderful? I have no idea."
He grinned, placing the cigarette between his lips. "I don't know. After years of always knowing everything, just knowing no matter what, without even trying..." He chuckled, "It was amazing how much I took for granted."
He sighed, his laughter dying on his lips like the ash that fell in gray clouds from the burning end of his cigarette. "I guess it's not the best idea, but at this point...it's all faith."
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 7:24 pm
Kira nodded and a slight, tight-lipped smile forced itself upon his lips. He was amazed that he had seen this brillant being stumped at something. He studied Micheal again, seeing him for once on the same level he was. He lost all thoughts of this man being truly superior, not knowing if that was correct or not.
"You smoking a little too much," he scolded, not entirely serious.
"I making you nervous?" He looked at the ash falling from the cigarette. He looked up, catching Micheal's eye just for a moment. He gave a slight cough, which was actually not faked, the room smelled of the smoke from so many smokes in such a small amount of time.
He was running out of conversation, and the alcohol was already playing with his body and mind.
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 7:26 pm
[Thank you for the thought. You are too knid.]
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 10:19 pm
((Now if my friend could just get accepted to the guild itself...))
Micheal nodded and put his cigarette out before standing, his lean muscles carrying him swiftly toward the big bay windows that opened out onto a balcony. He was on the top floor and there wasn't another building quite as tall all around them, secretly that was why he'd chosen this apartment.
Once the windows were opened and secured, a slight breeze chased the smoke from the room and Micheal returned to the couch. "I suppose...seeing another of my kind after so long is a bit...nerve racking. I hadn't realized how much. You see, faith isn't exactly easy for me. After so many years o being able to reach out and touch God, the idea of having to have faith that he hears my prayers is...unsettling."
Micheal upbruptly showed a far more self conscious side of himself, "Being near you makes me competely aware of how wrong I could possibly be. It's a horrible thought, that you've wasted your life. Of course, that's a little bit more human as well, too human I think." he growled a little at himself. "So yes...you make me very...nervous."
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 6:07 pm
((*cries* Where'd everybody go!))
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 9:42 am
Craid ((*cries* Where'd everybody go!)) (*chuckles* steel-sama ish a bit distracted in his real life at the moment and will seldom come on for a little while. and for everyone else, they need ta re-enter, includin myselfXPP but i'm gonna in a fewXP))
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