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 Posted: Wed Jul 21, 2010 10:48 pm
 Riley glanced over at Jamie, who he had apparently stepped on. Oh, jeez. Seeing as how the room was clearing out pretty quickly, Riley took that to his advantage and scooted over to where Jamie had curled up, crawling under the blanket with him. He nuzzled him a bit, smirking at the thought of the other's reaction.
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 9:33 am
♫ⓝ Ⓘ Ⓒ Ⓚ Ⓨ ♫ ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳  "Daddy? How are you today?
You must be proud for the boys
That you have raised."♬ Nicky was sitting outside now. The hectic aura in the club room was making him feel overwelmed. Music blasting in his ears Nicky pulled him thin legs to his chest. He thought about Ryan with a light blush. And hoped Layney was doing okay. " Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time..." Nicky sang absently. Something he did often when listening to The Used. Taking in a deep breath he stood up. Hoping Ryan would make his way out of find him soon.. ♬"Your withered heart
And everything its seen.
Your cuts and calases,
You had kids to feed." ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 10:54 am
Ryan walked past Devon, still wiping tears and walked into the hallway to see Nicky. He smiled.
"Hey Nicky." He hoped he wouldnt notice the tears.
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 11:32 am
♫ⓝ Ⓘ Ⓒ Ⓚ Ⓨ ♫ ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳ "Daddy? How are you today?
You must be proud for the boys
That you have raised."♬ Hearing a voice Nicky turned around. Moving a piece of dark hair from his face he got a good look at who it was. Ryan. But something was wrong. Tilting his head Nicky frowned. "Ryan? Are you okay?" He asked taking a step closer to the blue eyed other. Putting a hand out to his cheek Nicky ran it down his face. "What happend?" Nicky asked, his voice sounded pained. ♬"Your withered heart
And everything its seen.
Your cuts and calases,
You had kids to feed." ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 12:02 pm
Ryan blushed at the gentle hand on his face. He closed his eyes to compose himself and replied,
"It's nothing, Nicky. Dont worry about it. Besides, Im ok now." He gave a weak smile, and tugged down on his sleeves. He leaned toward his touch. He looked Nicky in the eyes.
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 12:07 pm
♫ⓝ Ⓘ Ⓒ Ⓚ Ⓨ ♫ ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳ "Daddy? How are you today?
You must be proud for the boys
That you have raised."♬ Concerned look in his eyes Nicky pulled his hand back gently. "Are you sure?" He asked looking back into Ryans eyes. Nicky felt his heart saying something was wrong, and normally. It wasnt wrong. Taking another step towards Ryan Nicky gave him a brilliant smile. "I know it seems wierd to talk to someone you dont really know, but I'm here if you need me. Kay?" He chimed, trying to reassure him. ♬"Your withered heart
And everything its seen.
Your cuts and calases,
You had kids to feed." ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 12:09 pm
Ryan reached out hesitantly and took Nickys hand and gave a gentle squeeze. He found comfort in Nickys gentle touch.
"Thanks. And Im here for you too. You have my number right? Call at anytime." He gave a still weak smile. Cutting had always taken energy out of him. He hoped it wasnt noticable through his shirt.
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 12:45 pm
♫ⓝ Ⓘ Ⓒ Ⓚ Ⓨ ♫ ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳ "Daddy? How are you today?
You must be proud for the boys
That you have raised."♬ Smiling Nicky shook his head. "Please. You dont have to thank me." He chimed. Looking back into the others eyes Nicky caught something. Pulling Ryan to him Nicky didnt take his eyes from his. Something was wrong, and he knew it. Pulling Ryans arm up his sleve fell. Cuts revieled. Nickys eyes went wide and he dropped Ryans arm and took a step back. Nicky felt his eyes burn. "I..." He didnt really know what to say. Words would form, but he was in a strange state of shock. "Ryan..." Nicky said softly feeling tears threat his eyes again. ♬"Your withered heart
And everything its seen.
Your cuts and calases,
You had kids to feed." ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 12:51 pm
Ryan gasped and eyes were wide in fear. Did he think he was a freak? Did he hate him now? He felt tears well up and he started to cry.
"Im sorry... Im sorry... please dont... dont hate me..." He hated how quiet his voice was and how it cracked with tears. He looked at Nicky, who took a step back. He struggled with the anxiety. He didnt want to lose him. He tried reaching out... but his arm was frozen mid way. He looked at Nicky... begged him with his eyes.
Nicky was the only person to know. And that terrified Ryan. His cover was blown. By someone he...
by someone he loved.
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 1:18 pm
♫ⓝ Ⓘ Ⓒ Ⓚ Ⓨ ♫ ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳ "Daddy? How are you today?
You must be proud for the boys
That you have raised."♬ Seeing the tears roll down Ryans face Nicky felt his heart pang. He never liked tears, even happy tears. Because theres alywas some kind of pain behind everything right? Taking a step towards ryan Nicky took his hand. "Please, stop." Nicky said in a waek voice. He was on the verge of tears, seeing Ryan like this. The fear, and pleading in his eyes made Nicky's heart pang over and over. Pulling Ryan to him Nicky wrapped his arms around the boys back and held tight. "Please." He pleaded in a small wisper. ♬"Your withered heart
And everything its seen.
Your cuts and calases,
You had kids to feed." ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 1:25 pm
Ryan didn't hold back the tears. The minute he was in Nickys warm embrace, he laced his arms around his neck and hide his face into his neck. He cried and held on.
"Im sorry... there was nothing... nothing..." He felt like a child. He felt a recent scab open slightly. He winced but never let go. He didn't want to lose Nicky.
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 1:40 pm
♫ⓝ Ⓘ Ⓒ Ⓚ Ⓨ ♫ ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳ "Daddy? How are you today?
You must be proud for the boys
That you have raised."♬ Tightening his arms around Ryan Nicky tryed to sooth him. "Its alright Ryan... Everythings gonna be alright." He cooed to the other. Rubbing a hand back and forth on his back Nicky gave him another light squeese. "Im here now." Nicky said. ♬"Your withered heart
And everything its seen.
Your cuts and calases,
You had kids to feed." ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 1:44 pm
He pulled away only to look Nicky in the eyes.
"Your not scared of me? You... You dont hate me...?"
He wasnt sure how anyone would respond. Nobody knew about his struggle with the cutting addiction. He didnt know.
Ryan kept his arms around Nicky's neck. He felt tears spill over and they ran down his face. His eyeliner was smugded and his heart ached. He ran a hand through his soft hair. He defiently didnt want to lose him.
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 1:53 pm
♫ⓝ Ⓘ Ⓒ Ⓚ Ⓨ ♫ ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳ "Daddy? How are you today?
You must be proud for the boys
That you have raised."♬ Pulling a hand from around his back Nicky wiped tears from his face, and makeup. "Why would I hate you?" Nicky asked with an understanding smile. "How could I be scared?" He asked him. Putting the arm back around Ryan's back nicky pulled him close again. "The only thing I know is that you need someone. And honestly. I wanna be that person." He said giving Ryan another light squeeze. ♬"Your withered heart
And everything its seen.
Your cuts and calases,
You had kids to feed." ≲ ♩═════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════════♩≳
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Posted: Thu Jul 22, 2010 1:59 pm
Ryan smiled weakly and closed his eyes, trying so hard not to cry again. when he opened them, Nicky was still there. A small understanding smile on his face.
"No one has ever found out... I didnt know how you would react..." He looked at him, a little embarresment showing in his eyes. He has neer showed this much emotion to anybody. Especially not to someone he just met, and liked.
Ryan managed to choke out,
'I want you to be that person too..." 
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