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@Karma - idk, I think you can actually get the first book through them, but not the rest. Maybe one day? But it really makes no sense. They have a few of the other things by that author, but idk. Haha, I'll still use the card eventually though I'm sure. Woulda used it today buying my friends xmas gift but they didn't have what I wanted so I STILL had to go back to Borders (now I only have $2 left *sobs*) - although Borders only had one of the two things I wanted to get her, so it's still all fail!!!

Haha, that is so lame it's kinda awesome...although I dunno how likely he'd be to put "dad" into his sn - you know in this hypothetical world where Kaiba Gozaburo would even go into a chatroom to chat with teenagers and err ok well I guess all logic is defied anyhow. Hahaha.

@Kits - Haha, yea it kind of is - like an outdoor mall that is. It is an awesome city, but I'd never want to live there, it's too crazy. And too many smokers. Not as many as Paris, but I think that's a physical impossibility.

Haha, no I'd have to just pay the rest of the purchase after I use the $2 up, or I'll just use it at the cafe and get coffee...mmm...coffee...^_^.

Actually, I'm not sure how much sense it makes, but I do rather like Deity. It's arrogant, self-explanatory, and kind of adds a nice little psychological balance to the whole thing. I think replacing dad with deity would definitely make for an intriguing username, that's just my opinion though, which could be awful, because apparently I'm a moron, hahahaha redface , oh man.

At Borders? Even small isn't going for as cheap as $2, but yea, it'll just be the $2 off whatever I buy next.

And Kaiba is not a moron, he's emotionally stunted but quite intelligent. He isn't getting rejected from grad schools crying . May only be one school, but it's the first one I've heard back from so now I'm completely panicked and miserable. Hooray!! sweatdrop I bought one of those cute little bottles of liquor (Gentlemen Jack - that's whiskey, awesome whiskey - though I won't recommend it you probably wouldn't like it, it's all spice and burn) today just because it was cute and I was already there buying someone else a gift for her party tomorrow night (btw after tomorrow afternoon I might not be around again until Monday, once again heading up to Davis, God I miss Davis). Now I feel I need it, oye ~_~. I'll wait until I get rejected from ALL my schools before I give in to depressed binge drinking stressed .

If you like it, go for it I say!!

Haha...aww *huggles the Seto*, he is not a loser! He's a winner hahahaha.

I hope so, and yea it probably would, but ugh I'm just so scared. I mean, I don't want anything else, I have 0 plan B sooooooooo if this doesn't pan out, ugh, I dunno. I just can't think about that now.

@JK: I have no plan b either XD I just kinda go with the flow...I hate that I'm that type of person T_________T wish I was more organized and crap..Knew what the hell I was doing. But yes Ketz is right, stressing out wont help, but it sure is easy to do!

@Ketz: Haha and Kaiba will be like "Holly shiz! That's my...Step father!!" But not like that...>>because that is not Kaiba at all, but his eyes could twitch :2

@Kits - haha, oh I was just joking, I have only been to the US and Paris so I cant really compare with elsewhere (went to Canada for a day once a long time ago, didn't have a very "Canadian" experience though, other than road signs my day didn't really distinguish itself from life in the US).

Mostly Cali - pretty much all of it. But also Michigan, Ohio, Florida (ick weather awful!! I was talking to this girl at the party last night and I meant to say I didn't know why old people go their to retire - instead I said I don't know why they go there to die ~_~...oh well, I got laughs right? xd ). Also was in an airport in AZ (hope that abbreviation is ok ^_~) for a stopover, but that's it.

But yea SF has a lot of smokers, but in general I think America has way fewer smokers than we'll just say Eurasia - and I'm sure there are parts of Europe and Asia that aren't smoke heavy, but places like Paris and Germany (so says my German and German major friends who have spent much time there) are very smoke heavy. They just don't have the same sort of stigma's that we do. They kill themselves with cigarettes, we do it with cheeseburgers. Considering they're leaving behind much hotter corpses than we are it's kind of hard to convince them to change ^_~. Also we have a bigger issue with alcohol, probably because most other societies integrate it into culture and it's just not as big a deal for them as it is with us, where it's such a taboo, therefore making it all the more desirable.

In the USA smoking is also likely to reduce your number of romantic choices - few people have "must smoke" as a requirement, but many have "nonsmoker" as one.

I know I'm not a moron, but I just feel I made some really bad choices at the undergrad level. Took too many courses I just don't care about in my confused apathy during my first few years (Chemistry, Calculus) which sunk my gpa. Also I have a myriad of interests, but that's also kind of kept me from ever shining at any one thing. I play the flute - but I'm no master. I swim - but I'm no pro. I studied Attic and New Testament Greek - but I'm no classicist. I dabbled in creative writing - but officially, I'm at this point no poet or author. I don't want to regret anything, because I loved it all, it just doesn't make me the best candidate for the things that I want now, which is stressful.

@Karma - Yea, I want to have a structure but it just doesn't work that way for me, I kind of have to fall into my life - it usually works out, but it's nerve wracking, I mean it can't always work like that right? stressed

*twitchy eyes*...hmm...not sure how Kaiba will react yet, it shan't be pretty I'm sure ^_~. I also like the idea of END - or ENDiety - for some reason if it was like that it would make it seem more plausible to me to figure out what EN is, I doubt anyone would get END unless he revealed it, and that wouldn't be as climactic. Idk though, maybe I'm just being weird and wanting to make words longer - because I tend to do that... razz

@Kits - I have a friend whose rigid as heck, but it's ALL worked out thus far. It's really irritating, and I don't want to wish ill on my friend, but ugh, can everything really just be planned that perfect? It isn't right, it's so, so STEPFORD!

Kaiba is always adorable!!! *huggles Kaiba*...but yea I tend to really love stressed/pained Kaiba I must say ~_~.

I'm so glad you know that abbreviation, I'd be a little bit worried if you didn't ^_~.

You can visit other countries, but you'll either have to resign to living in the countryside or just stay in America - or die by Asthma attack - which would be very sad, so don't do that.

I don't think nonsmoker is a physical requirement - physical requirements to me mean "looks," which can't be helped, and I think you can help your vices. I mean smoking IS a health hazard, and a person (of a decent sanity level) wouldn't expect someone to accept "stabbings" as a condition of a relationship, why would they expect death by inhaling rat poison?

It isn't fair - but life's not fair, and then you die.

Ok good, as long as it makes sense to someone besides me, hahaha.

I dunno how I feel about it either...she's my friend and I love her and I'll just shove the creepy feelings aside?

Me too!!! Hence my love of adoptshipping ~_~.

Hahahaha...huzzah!