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 Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 7:31 pm
Embracing her with a desperate motion, Bastarache felt his molten tears begin to slide on his cheeks.
"God... I'm so sorry... This isn't me... I'm so sorry... So... sorry... I'm sorry... I can't... say anything else... I'm sorry..."
He embraced her with everything he had, bis burnt skin against her, his tears falling onto the ground and letting out smoke.
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 7:35 pm
She sighed, feeling him embrace her, "Shh..It's okay, Blue." She decided not to day much, simply holding him close to her. She wasn't sure what to do, but somehow this felt..Right.
She stayed there, crying with him, hugging him, "Blue, it's gonna be okay. This is all gonna be okay. I'll be here with you, right next to you." She rubed his back and clung to the back of his shirt with her hand, "I'll always be here."
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 7:37 pm
Blue Bastarache embraced her and spoke in a childish manner, "You're not gonna leave... are you..? Will you... take me as I... no... Please don't go... Please... I have... a handful of... nothing... Only you... are here..."
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 7:39 pm
She closed her eyes and smiled softly, "Yes, Blue..I'm always here, always was, always will be, Blue." She pulled away from him so their eyes met, "Don't worry. I'm not going anywhere."
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 7:42 pm
"Tell me..." Blue Bastarache said, feeling ache spread to his body, feeling his burnt skin singe his mind, "Why... does this... keep happenning..? Isn't... there... a way to... control... him?"
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 7:51 pm
She sighed and looked away, not knowint what to tell him. She finally looked up, it becoming more clear, "Yes. Yeah there is..Void comes to those who are empty. Those who have pieces missing. You need someone to fill that void.." She stared into his eyes for only a moment, but for that moment she saw into his depths. She saw his fears and memories. It was his parents. She could tell. She then leaned in towards him, kissing him softly on his lips. She pulled away, trying to hide how she felt, "What did you feel?"
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 7:56 pm
((Ohh man... Raven is gonna be sooooooooo mad! blaugh ))
Bastarache felt her soft lips on his burnt ones; and he felt pain more than anything.
"I..." Bastarache coughed up blood onto his burnt hand, "I felt... you." he said, "Right here... I felt... a momentary retreat... I felt..." he stopped.
"You." he replied, despair emerging from his eyes. He remembered it all, he felt the thought of Raven swirling inside of his head...
Moving up, he brushed his burnt lips onto hers, only momentarily, then pulled away, looking onto the ground.
"I... I'm filthy... wasted... piece of s**t..."
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 8:01 pm
She rested a soft hand on his cheek, staring deeply into his eyes. She saw intense pain, but not physical. She then saw what she thought, her fears becoming confirmed. Her white eyes took on a faint blue hue and she noded, quietly nderstanding what she saw, "You don't love her," she whispered. She looked down and a tear fell to the floor, "Blue. You're still empty. Even with her." She didn't know who the girl was, all she knew was that something was wrong. She looked back up and him and sighed softly, "I..I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that.."
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 8:07 pm
Blue Bastarache stared into her eyes. He felt vacancy fade into his eyes, making them blank of all emotion one more time.
"I... don't really know." he said, laughing bitterly, blood sliding out of his eyes, "It's just that... I... need someone... to fill this Void..." he sighed, sobbing, "I... Don't know... Isn't it so... pathetic..?" he sighed, "But... she needs me, Loli... She needs to fill... her void... Or at least... that's what I felt... I..." he looked into her eyes one more time, guilt flashing in them, "I... don't know... if..." he stood in the edge of a dilemma.
He felt thoughts interact, develop, clash, oppose, agree, disagree, kill each other, give birth to each other...
"May God forgive me..." Bastarache said, before moving forward and kissing her... Not pulling away immidiately this time.
(You shouldn'tve said that... You should've... You must've...)
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 8:09 pm
(( scream that's all I have to say... blaugh sweatdrop whee wink ))
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 8:13 pm
She stared at him, knowing his couldn't be right. "He has a girlfriend, Loli.."
She stared into his eyes, "But she isn't the one posessed. Void is too strong. I haven't expelled in such a long time..I..I don't know what to do, Blue.."
Hey eyes grew wide and she suddenly stood up, "Okami..What have I done?!" She stared atound before burrying her face in her hands, "No! I-"
She thought about Okami..What had she just done..
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 8:16 pm
Looking down at his burnt body, Bastarache sighed, feeling his sigh burn his teeth.
"You see..." he said, "I can't... help... I don't... have anything to offer... but pain... but shame... but hurt..." he looked at her, "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... I... I didn't mean to... Loli? I'm sorry..."
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 8:20 pm
She looked down at him, back into his eyes, "You have so much to offer, Blue." She looked at the door, "I can't stay. Okami..s**t.." With that, she ran out, leaving him against her promise. but the words "I'm still here" were burnt into the door as she ran out.
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 8:25 pm
Blue Bastarache felt her leave. He closed his eyes, feeling his eyelids burn, and then, stared back into himself. All he saw was a razor void that only harmed others.
(What am I? A destroyer... harvester of sorrow... I plant sorrow... I harvest sorrow... I... Wanna die...)
Lying his burnt, abused, scorched body onto the flat surface of the arena, Bastarache embraced himself.
"Please God... Let me die here... I don't wanna live... on hurting others. I don't wanna live..."
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 8:31 pm
Raven wandered into the arena. She looked curiously at the door. The words, "I'm still here." were burned into it. She frowned, wondering what that was about. The further she wandered into the arena the more her heart fell into her stomach. She felt it...though she didn't know how...it smelled of it...of betrayal. She sucked in a deep breath as she noticed Blue's presence.
"Blue?"
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