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 Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 6:49 pm
yori wanted to feel bad, but he didn't. Ben was the closes thing to a father he had, and he died for that girl. yori wasn't ready to forgive her yet. especially when she does something stupid like she did.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 6:54 pm
Shaon saw it again, her real father, dying, falling, her fault. the blood everywhere, the axes, the men then pain as she shrieked, falling down on her side, unable to sit as she collapsed, crying and sobing uncontrollably, her arms around her stomach as she cried, gasping breaths between.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 6:58 pm
yori came back into the room and watched her cry. he figured it was good for her, but he was starting to get worried about the baby.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:00 pm
Shaon sobbed continously. she was porbabl;y dehydrated, but she didn't care. her heart was dead, her mind was dead. she didn;t know what to do. she wanted soemone, she needed anyone. she had to go back to Altair now. now or she was going to give up she stood weakly to her feet and struggled to the door, still choking sobs.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:04 pm
Yori stepped into her way. "Where do you think your going?" he asked in a worried voice, even if her tried to hid it.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:05 pm
She ran into him and nearly fell. "away from here." her voice was broken and disjointed as she cried. she couldn;t even bring herself to push him out of the way.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:12 pm
Yori grabbed her and forced her onto the bed. he then got up. "Sleep. eat. you have a baby now. at least give it a chance." He walked out of the room and into the kitchen to get her something to eat.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:13 pm
she didn;t have the will to get back up and fell back to the side, crying. "Dad...brother..." she cried. "i'm so sorry...so sorry..."
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:16 pm
"What are you babbling about?" He asked as he brought back a bowl of warm oatmeal.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:19 pm
"it's my fault...again...everything...everytime...i don't even deserve the air i'm breathing..." she murmered. "i don't even deserve to have met Ben. i'm a stupid worthless b***h and i have no reason to be here..." she cried between words, shaking.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:27 pm
Yori sigh. "Do you even remember Ben? He would forgive you and trust you no matter what you did. he wanted you to live a better life that he gave up his own. Regardless if you wanted him to or not. he loved like one of his own daughters. it normal to be sad about his death, but you act like no one else cares about you." He placed the bowl of oatmeal on the table. "Eat."
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:29 pm
"no one else does care..." she murmered, tears running down. "all the people who cared are buried beneath mounds of dirt by now!" she cried.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:34 pm
I think Ben body was burned. Yori though, but felt he didn't need to say it. "Drus cares about you and... and i know it doesn't seem like it, but... i... care about you. you and your baby." Yori felt weird saying it. he didn't even say that to Ben.
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:38 pm
"Drus doens;t need me, and you hate me." she responded, hugging her knees. "you onyl want my baby to live. you don;t care a dingo's kidney about me."
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Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2008 7:45 pm
Yori laughed and sat next to her. "Drus is a... independent girl." he slightly blushed but quickly hid it. "And I don't hate you that much." he joked; tring to lighten the mood. strong emotions felt weird to him.
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