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 Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2006 11:46 pm
-Reeve buries his head into his arms and sobs quietly, not sure what he hates most: the world around him or himself-
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Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2006 11:50 pm
~Reeve...is there something bothering you that you want to talk to someone about, or do you just want to be by yourself?~
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Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2006 11:53 pm
~ You only feel like put...putting up with me cos Hunter left, that he did...and what does it matter if I want to be by myself? It's all I ever -hic- have been and will be...~
(( holidays are hard on the poor boy))
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Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2006 11:54 pm
~I didn't want to talk to you before in case you didn't want Hunter involved, either. And if you want to be by yourself, you know I'll leave you alone. But if you don't want to be...then say so.~
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Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2006 11:56 pm
~ I'm s-sick of being alone, Nyl! I hate it! You're there, Neko and Fen and Hunter, too, and Sakiyn to a degree... but you're not..you're not..who I want...~
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:07 am
~Because you want Sarya.~
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:14 am
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:15 am
~But from what you've told me, she isn't coming back, Reeve. I can't change it for you, as much as I'd like to, and you can't change it either.~
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:16 am
Nyl Phairen ~But from what you've told me, she isn't coming back, Reeve. I can't change it for you, as much as I'd like to, and you can't change it either.~ ~ That -hic- doesn't make me not want her... I tried to be strong...to focus on protecting Aven...but it hurts...~
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:17 am
~It's supposed to. Worry if it stops hurting.~
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:20 am
~ This is the only thing that eases it...and everyone complains...~
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:21 am
~We complain because we don't want to lose you too. Maybe it's not supposed to ease, Reeve. Maybe you need to feel it, because you love her.~
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:24 am
~ I'd rather die than feel this... I'd endure any battle wound... Nyl, I've thought about killing myself at least once ever day... but I can't do it...~
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:26 am
~You better not be able to do it, either. Where would that get you? Would you put the rest of us through what you're feeling right now? ...You would rather die than be able to love someone?~
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2006 12:29 am
~ Oh, come off it, Lady Nyl. No one would miss me, surely not as much as I miss my wife. Human lives are but shadows and dust, and mine's no exception...~
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