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 Posted: Tue Oct 27, 2009 10:39 pm
Demons Pleasure Arahata TheCoquettishHaberdasher One of the reasons I don't date alot... I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, and I'm afraid that guys will think I'm a freak when they find out. It's done some really strange things to my body, and the last thing I need is some dude talking crap about me or freaking out because of something I have no control over. You can go on and on about my personality, but don't call me out on losing the genetic lottery. It's something that you can't help, and guy will understand that fact. You will find a guy that loves you for you, you just need to test the waters ok im lost (and kinda slow) what is polycystic ovarian syndrome? PCOS is a hormone problem where, instead of having a normal menstrual cycle and normal ovulation, eggs remain in the ovaries and become cysts. If eggs aren't deployed, hormones aren't released, and everything goes FUBAR fairly quickly. Last I heard, it affected 1 out of 10 women, and it's crazy-difficult to find doctors that know how to treat it. Anyway, the whole thing has made me insanely self-conscious, which is stupid, because I know some lovely ladies that also have PCOS and have gone on to meet guys and have fabulous relationships. I'm just... chicken. *shrugs*
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 12:21 pm
TheCoquettishHaberdasher Demons Pleasure Arahata TheCoquettishHaberdasher One of the reasons I don't date alot... I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, and I'm afraid that guys will think I'm a freak when they find out. It's done some really strange things to my body, and the last thing I need is some dude talking crap about me or freaking out because of something I have no control over. You can go on and on about my personality, but don't call me out on losing the genetic lottery. It's something that you can't help, and guy will understand that fact. You will find a guy that loves you for you, you just need to test the waters ok im lost (and kinda slow) what is polycystic ovarian syndrome? PCOS is a hormone problem where, instead of having a normal menstrual cycle and normal ovulation, eggs remain in the ovaries and become cysts. If eggs aren't deployed, hormones aren't released, and everything goes FUBAR fairly quickly. Last I heard, it affected 1 out of 10 women, and it's crazy-difficult to find doctors that know how to treat it. Anyway, the whole thing has made me insanely self-conscious, which is stupid, because I know some lovely ladies that also have PCOS and have gone on to meet guys and have fabulous relationships. I'm just... chicken. *shrugs* oh.....well dont be upset. just go on with ur life i guess
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Posted: Sat Oct 31, 2009 10:01 am
There are only 4 people at the moment that I actually care about... And I feel like I'm drifting away from all of them... They are all moving on...
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Posted: Mon Nov 02, 2009 6:46 am
Errr....
This is kinda big
But okay..
I'm literally going to commit a murder.
WOOHHH that felt good.
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 8:37 am
I have a girlfriend, but I'm in love for a girl I met before I met my girlfriend. I never kissed that girl, but still want to!
Cool confession, uh?
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 8:40 am
TheCoquettishHaberdasher One of the reasons I don't date alot... I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, and I'm afraid that guys will think I'm a freak when they find out. It's done some really strange things to my body, and the last thing I need is some dude talking crap about me or freaking out because of something I have no control over. You can go on and on about my personality, but don't call me out on losing the genetic lottery. My GF has the same syndrome. And even with the problems, she has a normal life.
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 3:25 pm
I have so many confessions. But this one is more like a mix between a confession and a what do you do thing.
I happen to love someone wo doesn't exist, not that whole edwrd thiing goin on with teens, I really think he's cool. But, i met a real person in school who might me and i dunno if i like him like that, but wea re good friends. I feel guilty inside, yet don't know for who.
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 4:47 pm
I really wish I could help you there.
I know I had this uber crush on this kid, and this other kid was like so into me. And I was like, even if I date you. I'd be in love with him and never get over it. In the end. I got over him, and fell for the other kid. I think its sweet, if you wanna leave out how much of a dirty b*****d he is now... It is sweet. Like the movies.
XD
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 6:21 pm
I've never dated anyone I knew in person. No one is attracted to me in any way. I've only had online romances.
It's very sad ._.
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 6:25 pm
IM MENTALY INSANE! 4laugh
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 7:38 pm
I am also insane, but am good at hiding it. Do you hear the voices? They're telling me to run. Run far away. Escape, now.
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 8:32 pm
Im confusing suicide with romance becuase im in love with people at my school who are wayyyyy more popular then i am and could care less about me and i drive myself insane over them, i even scored nine out of ten on a depression quiz that was in a text book at my school, i think that my self induced low self esteem has to do in part with my crushes
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Posted: Tue Nov 03, 2009 9:39 pm
isecretly hate all my friends at school...
"friends"
reason is~they don't get why people go goth, or wear eyeliner, wear black, etc. emo
or ONE particular person does-but the others just don't really care about me. crying
friends should love, respect, and treat each other the way a friend should
sad
my best friends live far away from me.
yeah, i seem like a loner. but i really am social and fun & lots of people love to talk to me. i need to find new friends but i have the same class for 3 straight years (because of reasons-we're smart)
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Posted: Wed Nov 04, 2009 6:40 am
Terisse Gwyneira I've never dated anyone I knew in person. No one is attracted to me in any way. I've only had online romances.
It's very sad ._. *Pets* Same here Teri, I've only dated online. Mostly because everyone who asks me out is only interested in sex... And usually male... Mine~ All mine~
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Posted: Wed Nov 04, 2009 11:46 am
Eris of Snuggles Terisse Gwyneira I've never dated anyone I knew in person. No one is attracted to me in any way. I've only had online romances.
It's very sad ._. *Pets* Same here Teri, I've only dated online. Mostly because everyone who asks me out is only interested in sex... And usually male... Mine~ All mine~ sadly, im not even good enough for anyone online. ive only been in one relationship, but it lasted only like a week. *sigh*
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