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Ghost-it Notes Vice Captain
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 Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 12:55 am
((Awww sorry John ;_; I should've saved you from Liv's company. Sleep well!))
As it turned out, Sil only liked forwardness and honesty when it wasn’t directed towards something that she couldn’t—no, wouldn’t change. The change that happened was subtle, something Sil was not. Her delicate features had only a hint of sadness on them before, a marked improvement from how it had been several months ago had she talked about this exact subject. The sadness, while it didn’t disappear, changed in it’s nature; it was hurt and disbelief from the words that came from Liv’s lips. Her attention snapped to her, dark eyes narrowing incredulously as if she honestly could not imagine Liv of all people saying that, and as Sil realized this moment was rooted in reality then came the anger.
“I don’t even understand… why you would mention this,” Sil said tersely, her voice quivering slightly under the weight of her own feelings. Her voice hadn’t raised; it had heightened, but in a way that hinted at hurt and betrayal. She had gone out on a limb confessing anything to Liv at all when she had been keeping her reasoning a secret, and to have her turn around and say something like that had been throwing her trust back in her face. “Lavi and Cross have nothing to do with each other. Even if Lavi and I had stayed friends, Cross and I would still not be together,” she was honestly a mesh of horrified and angry that Liv had managed to make her relationship with Lavi sound like he was just a replacement because she felt adamant that couldn’t be further from the truth. “The correlation between the two is non-existent. The fact that you even…”
The apology, the attempt to right the words fell on deaf ears; she may have not had Lavi’s perfect memories but this moment resonated heavily without the extra help. Even if Sil fit herself into Liv’s ideal world—broke things off with Lavi and ran off to marry Cross, that ideal world was impossible. She would be leverage, killed likely. Cross as well. Lavi would be heartbroken, Sil would be heartbroken, their friendship would be over. The risk that they had taken when they decided to be together had been far deeper than taking a risk in romance; they risked their long, extensive and deep friendship on the stakes that they could love one another, that their relationship could go even deeper. Even if they somehow managed to stay friends and be civil to one another, their relationship could never be the same. It had stopped being the same the second Sil had let her feelings slip out so many months before.
As much as she wanted to yell at Liv, tell her that what her and Lavi had decided to do with their relationship was none of her business, she managed to keep her angry words tucked beneath her tongue. She swallowed, let out a hot breath through her nose and crossed her arms, finally honing in on her last few sentences. “You talk so much about Lavi’s happiness and throw mine in there like an apologetic footnote,” she stated bitterly, the muscles of her jaw tensing beneath the effort to keep her words as civil as was possible. “For the record, because you didn’t ask, I am really, honestly, truly, happy with what happened between Lavi and I. Even if we only get to spend one day together or a year, I will always be happy I found out what it was like to fall in love with my best friend and how wonderful that feels even if things are so far from perfect it’s laughable.” Her lips pressed together in a tight line, the pink of them paling beneath the pressure. “Life isn't perfect, especially not ours, and the great thing about loving someone is that even if it doesn't turn out the way you wanted it to, you can smile and be happy that you had the chance to try. The only thing I would have regretted was letting this chance pass me by because I was too scared to take a risk that has turned out to be worth it in every way instead of wallowing in what I wish could have been with Cross or anyone else."
With the last of her calm words, she stood up and brushed her hands along her trousers. Her face was a cool, callous mask and she was clearly done defending herself. "Are you and Luci ready to go home?"
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 1:21 am
((Too many ovaries in one park. : D *Crawls to bed.* ))
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Ghost-it Notes Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:11 am
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:42 am
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The Sleepy Dragon Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:46 am
(( Yay, new Glee c: I don't know about Saturday Night Fever though... :c ))
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 9:51 am
((Morning y u so damn early? :c ))
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The Sleepy Dragon Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 10:01 am
((That's what it's morning for :c I was up earlier even... but I felt ok tired-wise... tummy-wise not so much :c It bothered me all through my classes, too xD))
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 10:09 am
((*flop*
Good day~
Ugh, Deviantart is pissing me off right now...))
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Ghost-it Notes Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 10:11 am
((Nooooooooo :c Bad tummy... It's my fault for not getting a post done after being distracted by that monster up there. *Pointy.* I'm sorry Lavi-tummy. Forgive meeeeeeeeeeee. orz
Cory will just have to make up for it ;-; <3))
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 10:14 am
((Hey Jack~ c:
Cory's fail-dancing certainly helped xD He's so awkward))
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The Sleepy Dragon Vice Captain
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Ghost-it Notes Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 10:23 am
((I wonder if Cory dances that bad IRL
Jack: Welcome home! I missed you somehow ;-; what happened on DA? :c ))
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 10:25 am
((Haha, he does xD He admitted in an interview that they all had this dance boot camp thing, and he failed really bad xD))
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The Sleepy Dragon Vice Captain
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Ghost-it Notes Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 10:31 am
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 10:34 am
((DA has this new system in which they're trying to get lesser known artists on the frontpage. This is all fine and dandy, but instead it's made it so that really shitty art gets on the frontpage instead. I'm looking at the frontpage right now and I see a bunch of mediocre art that only has about five comments. It's frustrating since I've been using that page for inspiration and eye candy.))
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2012 11:17 am
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