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 Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:42 pm
"I believe she may know this already. That and .. she would walk to the ends of the earth, fight any battle, would die for you, if it came to it. She cares more deeply for you than she does for any other being I am aware of." he said with a nod, watching Fox with a serious expression.
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:45 pm
" This I know, she is a angel, I wish that she would understand how much joy she really gives to the world and she would finally understand what she dose for me, but she is to low on her self, that is something that I want to brake her off though I know it will be almost imposable. ." He said softly but with a soled tone in his voice. With that he waved his hand and a new leather top came on the boy and he smiled and giggled." Okay all better."
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 6:34 am
A Name of Power "Her presence is intoxicating." she said with a smile, watching him with great curiosity. "Now, there's more to your thoughts, I can see it clearly." she said with a very toothy grin. You a very good perspective of things.......*he said then ziven woke up in front of both tired. He blinked and wanted to help her but she fell asleep just as fast. Which made him worry. Then it hit him he could sense it is as she wasnt there but, he could feel her presence in the house. He blinked a few times and took a card out but then he shake his head and didnt do it he just held it there in his hands as he talked to Feldspar again. now he can express fully without worrying about ziven* but sadly you are mistaken. I would like to say she is not intoxicating i would rather say she has an impressive charisma but is not like i would not resist her if i wanted to. but that isnt the point is there. As i already told you I cared for her since the first day she entered to this place but theres was seeming ly no attraction to her rather a sense that she needed someone to be her friend. She exuded this from every pore in her body. It seemed that sooner than expected my heart was for her, and even that i seem to reject her since she had already one named reeve. You gotta understand i would go to the vast universe for her, i would do anything to help her be a better person and care about herself i care so much i would even endanger my life in other to save hers. this is natural in me to help and cared about other people and even my friends i like to show a kind of love to everyone. "Agape" is a greek word that means "love based in principles" That i have tried to live my life to put before me my need and to help those who need me. i even go further as to put my own happiness back so the other lives happy *sighs* I didnt know this will cost me dearly. As i tried to show her with actions what i feel for her and instead.... i guess in somepoint in time i forgot my principles and put my own needs in first plane. Though with this *he shows the card it has a drawing of him and another girl with a set of books around them it looked like a tarot card* I regained a reality check and thought again to put my own happiness aside in order to make her happy. Dont get me wrong i am happy that she is happy but at the same time my heart writhes in pain and sorrow. Quite the contradiction huh? *he giggles again looking at her*
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 2:04 pm
Brom smiled and lay a hand on Fox's shoulder with a nod. "You're a fine young man. She has grown more than you probably realize. And I think it's a lot to do with good friends like you and Seisuke remaining by her side no matter what. Now. Is there anything you need?" he asked with a kind smile.
"Seisuke, you are a good friend. Not just to her but for myself and Brom also through your care of Ziven. Everything you have said makes sense. If you ever need something, just let us know." she said with a smile before looking back to Ziven who seemed to be more calm than she had in a while. "I wonder what she is dreaming of. When she was young, she would have terrible nightmares."
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 4:17 pm
Other then a new glass of water and a hug, nope. " That was all he said as he smiled up at him and nodded his head.
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 7:36 pm
With a chuckle, he moved closer to fix, giving him a friendly hug. "As you wish." he said with a wink, grabbing Fox's glass and taking it back upstairs for more water, returning a moment later. "Anything you require, let me know."
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 7:46 pm
" That will do it. I am a simple person I don't need much. " he said as he tuck the glass and sipped on it just like before.
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 7:55 pm
Without even thinking what he was going to say next he said to her "I need to have something like you and tut like you and brom like eragon and saphira like fox and mai like angel and zero something more deep than friendship to fill this empty hole i have in my being" He blinked and quickly changed the subject "ehh she is not there at the moment. she left her body and is somewhere here in the vicinity in this house. You see that earring on her ear it can tell many thing as well i did sense it a while ago. But i also sense she somewhere safe "
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 8:15 pm
"Ahh .. there it is." he said with a lopsided grin. "Beyond all else, a person of simple pleasures is one whom she appreciates most."
Tilting her head, she was a bit confused. "You wish to bond? Or to mate? There is a very big difference." she said softly, looking to him with narrowed eyes, trying to understand better.
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 8:21 pm
" This is true, just being around her makes me happy she is a good person after all." He said as he bent down picking up his daggers and his two guns once again. The daggers hung slightly behind him at a angle one gun rested on his right leg and the other behind him on his back just above his butt almost at the same angle as the daggers but just in a different spot. " I feel like walking back up there, so I can interrupt a moment but I don't know, if it is truly in me.
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 8:25 pm
It is a rather compicated Feldspar though theres a difference in essence the seem the same thats why i meantioned both beacuse both could fufill that empty space though rather i hate to use the word mate because in my past that only meant to have intercourse with another. I know now the other meaning that it has. Yes i would like something arrgh i cant get my head straight *he slaps his face a couple of times* I would like to show all this i have in here *he points his heart* with all my energy it maybe through a bond though you said it is impossible at my age. So matehood or rather said the compromise that is more intimate than friendship is what i need.... Or something to tell me what to do next.....arggh *he shakes his head trying to explain but fails to do so*(sweat i did this kinda long winded sorry i made this simple moment long winded)
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 8:48 pm
"Let's try. If there is a reaction like before, we will return here." he said with a smile nodding his head.
"Goodness, I see. Well .. I'm afraid I can't help much there. Though I held consciousness when I was an egg, I chose Brom. But .. there is so much more to it than that." she began, thinking more. "For me .. for Ziven .. mating is so much more than sex. Soulmate, I believe, is what you may call it."
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 8:51 pm
Fox walked heavy up the steps to the room, he was aiming to make there talk even a little more aquard then it already is going. Making it to the top of the steps he looked over at Ziven then to the other two and smiled at Sei then winked at Feldspar.
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 8:54 pm
You hit the nail! and Being here for me helps a lot Feldspar though it may help more if you tell me more about you i rather only know about this much *he puts his fingers bery close and smiles. He blinked as he heard fox and rather became so embarassed that he was all red*(i will be back tommorow so wait for meeeee *smiles*)
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Posted: Sat May 17, 2008 8:39 pm
She continued to fuss in her sleep though not waking for anything. When morning came, she woke slowly, lying about in the bed silently, watching the others in the room.
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