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 Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 11:38 pm
Again she blushed a bit, returning to her regular posture. She bobbed her head, looking t him with a quiet, shy expression. "Thank you? Or would something like 'shut up' be more appropriate?" she asked as a smile spread across her lips.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 1:40 am
Whatever is more used among rough girls when they say thank you.* Ali smirked, it was time to tease her a bit.* I bet Reeve would love it if you had that dominant rough girl act the next time you want to kiss him, simply tell him to shut up, grab onto his hair and pull his mouth to yours. Then giggle afterwards like you always do and be innocent again.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 11:03 am
She smiled a bit, looking very shy again with his comments. "Honestly I do not know any rough girls .. the only who seems to be present here is Ms Crow and she does not seem to like me, therefore I cannot learn from her .. other than this.." she said softly. Looking at Ali with an almost angry expression, she walked straight up to him and shoved his shoulders, hard. This was the one and only interaction she had with Crow.
After she had done so, she bobbed her head and returned to their normal distance from each other when speaking. Something was weighing on her mind and she did not know how to say it. "As for Reeve .. I still seem to hurt him more than anything. I do not know how to be better for him, better to him. Ever time we seem to get a few moments alone together we chat and then something goes terribly wrong." she said softly. It was clear that she was very concerned and very confused.
"I do not expect any answers from you on the subject, worry not. After seeing how many problems I have caused for him .. I wonder if I should spend time with him anymore. I do not know how to be good to him, I do not know what I would want from him other than spending time together. He makes no requests of me either .. does not call on me, does not tell me what I am doing wrong only that I am wrong. I do not know what to make of it. And .. everyone he knows hates me passionately. My frustration toward being spoken to so poorly about our relationship when no one will even tell me what I am doing wrong .. My heart is breaking."
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 12:48 pm
* Ali arched a brow at her words and tilted his upper body back after the shove she had given him, crossing his arms in front of his chest afterwards.* All relationships get bumpy more times then you'd want, it's just the way it is. Besides you both probably have little to no experience when it comes to being lovers and that makes it even more difficult, as for others view on ******** them and their opinions. Never let anyone stand between you and your goals. * Ali snickered a bit afterwards, time to see how much in love she were.* You have two options, Either you can work things out and talk about your problems. Or you move on and find a new guy to kiss and cuddle which you will later probably regret.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 3:05 pm
"I want to say '******** them' but I do not wish to say so directly to them, it is rude. And I would tell this to Reeve but I worry that he would be displeased that I do not wish to show respect towards the opinion of those who have known him longer than I." she began. Again she did not know how to accurately express what was on her mind. "And what if they share their opinion of me with Reeve and he decides he believes in their opinions more than what we share? I know he thinks along the same path as they do. It makes me feel like it is truth .. yet it is everything that I try not to do. How is it possible that the things I aspire to do are viewed as the opposite? This is so frustrating!"
Stopping for a moment, she realized this was an awful lot like her experiences with her master when they first met. "I am reminded of my first months with my master. There was so much that I did not know, I wanted to seek familiar things but there were none to be found. A new place to be, new people .. well there were only my master unless we went to visit others but those trips were always few and far between. It feels nearly impossible to know how to be around others at all times .. which compounds on my belief that I should basically become a hermit, not interacting with anyone. But I want to be around people .. just .. I never have really had the chance to until now. The circumstances of my childhood and life until now affect everything .. the same is true for everyone though! Why is the way I am so wrong?"
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 3:10 pm
Who said it's wrong?, you're yourself. To hell with those that can't accept that* Blunt and direct, spoken in true Ali style.*
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 3:44 pm
"That is how I have always been, what I have always believed just a little less blunt. If someone wishes to spend time with me, that is wonderful, providing that we both enjoy spending time together. I am so confused by this since before now .. either people have accepted me and spent time with me or they have not. Plain and simple .. but with Reeve, he basically half accepts me but wants to spend small amounts of time with me." she said softly. Her brow furrowed as she pondered this more. "I should stop seeing him. It is the most logical solution." she said, her voice sounding hollow but she was confident in her words.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 3:50 pm
Then do, move on and find someone new. But not Fox or that pervert Davian.* Ali shrugged a little by the though of them both.*
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 3:56 pm
Slowly she bent at her knees, pulling her skirt underneath her as she did, sitting on the ground. "I think of Fox like .. well, what I believe it would feel like if he were my brother. I know not what it is to have a brother, but I imagine the feelings I harbor toward him are exactly that. And David .. One moment I am pleased to be friends with him, the next I am ready to inflict great pain upon him for his idiocy."
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 4:01 pm
* Ali bursted out in laughter once again when she spoke of David, he had no idea she felt like that towards him.* Yes he is a moron, sadly I've even touched his tongue with mine. Worst day ever.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 4:06 pm
"Most of the time we get along just fine, I have helped heal him and know some things and he has done the same in return. Though once he did anger me greatly enough that I placed him in a full body bind so he could not use his wings to steady himself and threw him across the room in the bar. Made a very loud crash. I felt bad for but a moment, until he spoke." she said plainly, examining one of her hands as she did so.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 4:10 pm
A shame you didn't kill him.* Ali snickered abit as he watched her, she was actually regretting it?.*
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 4:51 pm
"Bah, no sense in killing him. Especially when he is in his demonic state, he will come back but more demonic than he can be currently. It is most confusing." she said, turning her head to Ali with curiosity.
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Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 6:33 pm
I could easily paralyze him for life as well as turn him into a mute, doesn't matter if he's demonic then.* Ali smirked a little before he suddenly gritted his teeth together and staggered a bit, eventually dropping down on one knee. This was strange, when he looked at the beach and sea it flashed from normal to utter grotesque. Normally there were clear blue water and sand, in the other however everything were dark and covered in a weak red mist, red water and strange mutilated bodies lying onto the beach itself around him. When he turned to look at Ziven, he caught a glimpse of her before an entirely different figure stood in his view. Causing Ali to stare at him with wide eyes and unbelief, Pyramid head. It swung it's large cleaver at Ali and managed to scrape him across his right cheek before Ali's vision returned to normal for good, for Ziven it would've been as if the slash had simply opened itself up on it's own and Ali hadn't even budged from when he fell onto one knee.
Slowly Ali reached up and touched the wound, blood. Only the ones inside the fake flesh underneath. Didn't even hurt. He had gotten a warning to stay out from that place, a shame he wouldn't heed that warning.* Heh
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 11:48 am
Moving closer to Ali, a look of concern on her face, she held her hands out to catch him as it seemed he was suddenly feeling quite unwell. When the cut appeared across his face, she wondered if he were coming apart at the seams or something. "What is happening?" she asked, but it seemed he was feeling better already as he said 'heh' and examined his injury. Still wanting an answer, she knelt down also, looking at him with a serious expression but was not going to ask him again as he would answer only if he wanted to.
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