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 Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 2:02 am
Im secretly a furry.
Not into yiff though. >>
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 3:44 am
I was pretty cold to a lot of people yesterday because I'm sick and tired and a little over emotional at the moment. ._. I feel really bad about it, even though I didn't say anything mean and it was them who made me upset in the first place, but whatever.
In other news, I'm tired of being such a doormat. You know you've reached a bad point when people are happy to just say whatever they want about you because they know you aren't going to fight back no matter what. =|
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 3:52 am
Silly RiRi I was pretty cold to a lot of people yesterday because I'm sick and tired and a little over emotional at the moment. ._. I feel really bad about it, even though I didn't say anything mean and it was them who made me upset in the first place, but whatever.
In other news, I'm tired of being such a doormat. You know you've reached a bad point when people are happy to just say whatever they want about you because they know you aren't going to fight back no matter what. =| D: you should be less passive. or get a actively aggressive person to defend you.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 4:02 am
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Why dont you go and say sorry to them... Even if it turns out they didn't notice, or they shrug it off, or they get angry about it, the act of saying sorry and clearing the issue up will make you feel better.
Doormat... as in doing things for others or letting others do things to you?
Also you might be feeling this way because you sick... try and get a little sleep and all that *pets Riri*
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 4:26 am
I probably will apologise later, since at least two of the people didn't deserve it. Gotta wait for them to get online, which could take a while.
Doormat as in doing things for others. I like seeing others happy, but I don't really draw a line in terms of how much I'll do for them, and I need to. I'm also very passive; I don't like getting into arguments, so a lot of the time I'll just go with what someone else is saying to keep the situation calm.
I guess I'll go to bed early tonight. For now I have to do homework. =w=
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 4:39 am
Silly RiRi I probably will apologise later, since at least two of the people didn't deserve it. Gotta wait for them to get online, which could take a while.
Doormat as in doing things for others. I like seeing others happy, but I don't really draw a line in terms of how much I'll do for them, and I need to. I'm also very passive; I don't like getting into arguments, so a lot of the time I'll just go with what someone else is saying to keep the situation calm.
I guess I'll go to bed early tonight. For now I have to do homework. =w= *cough* mmhm. *debates pulling up quotes*
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 5:18 am
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Mmm thats the worst thing with being online... you have to wait for the other person to get online too!
Yup making others happy is ok yet if it's having a bad effect on you (it must be for you to comment on it) then the only advice I can say is to use the word 'no' when people ask you to do something.
Not getting into arguments is fine... but if you disagree with something, you have got to speak up. It's possible to have a discussion about a topic rather then a argument.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 10:36 am
Silly RiRi I probably will apologise later, since at least two of the people didn't deserve it. Gotta wait for them to get online, which could take a while.
Doormat as in doing things for others. I like seeing others happy, but I don't really draw a line in terms of how much I'll do for them, and I need to. I'm also very passive; I don't like getting into arguments, so a lot of the time I'll just go with what someone else is saying to keep the situation calm.
I guess I'll go to bed early tonight. For now I have to do homework. =w= Apologize to the two. None of the others. ninja
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 11:38 am
I'm pretending to be someone I'm not.
I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'.
I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me.
I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was.
But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 11:49 am
iRainbow Frosting I'm pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'. I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me. I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was. But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal. ...... Find guys who're worth your time?
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 11:52 am
iRainbow Frosting I'm pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'. I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me. I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was. But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal. ALTERNATIVELY, you could be changing yourself And whenever you try to change yourself, you lose your identity for a little while, because you're reorganizing If your "friends" disrespect you, find a different group, although it'll be really tough, you'll eventually find people who love you
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 11:59 am
Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting I'm pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'. I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me. I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was. But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal. ...... Find guys who're worth your time? Ugh, I'd rather not. I've tried so many different types of guys. I'm just done. I'd rather stay flirty and untouchable. Asexual, in a sense.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 12:01 pm
iRainbow Frosting Divine_Malevolence iRainbow Frosting I'm pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'. I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me. I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was. But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal. ...... Find guys who're worth your time? Ugh, I'd rather not. I've tried so many different types of guys. I'm just done. I'd rather stay flirty and untouchable. Asexual, in a sense. Then don't try them. Wait for something to fall into place? Perhaps you can't stand the common variety, yet there could be a rare bud that could be found in the future, when least expected?
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 12:02 pm
SoulSkourer iRainbow Frosting I'm pretending to be someone I'm not. I'm a 'mule' and a 'new life'. I'm hiding my real self because I got tired of being involved in drama and having guys use me and break me. I'm a lie, and I wish I could reach out to people and trust them to still love me if they knew who I was. But I know it won't happen, because they'll all think I was just playing a prank on them....And in reality, I'm just doing this to try and mend the broken pieces to heal. ALTERNATIVELY, you could be changing yourself And whenever you try to change yourself, you lose your identity for a little while, because you're reorganizing If your "friends" disrespect you, find a different group, although it'll be really tough, you'll eventually find people who love you Technically, I kinda am... I'm trying to act different then normal. Both to remain unrecognized and also to try and close the wounds in my heart and mind. I'm just scared that if it slipped, my friends would think I was being malicious and/or mocking them. Which I'm really not....I just need a break before I snap. And a breather.
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 12:10 pm
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