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Ly obviously wasnt wanted here so he got up and ignored whatever was said to him and just went to his room and shut the door, feeling kind of hurt that all Rayne cared to think about is his mother. God only knows he is the father of his new brothers and he gets not even an onuce of gratatude or something? Well its nice to know where he stands, obviously to him Noah concived them himself which means that for all he cared, Ryane didnt even want him in the picture so he will just leave them being happy families without him.

"Its one hing to pinch someones a**, its another to do what you did. I said i didnt want to rush things, pinching someones a** in a playfully mannor is going at an easy pace but to do what you did is going a little to fast for my liking." He said as he put the roses down on the seat beside him and wrapped his arms around the angel and rested his head on his shoulder "as for you playing in the nude, i cant see that happening with me for a long time. I am rather conservitive, I have my moments like when i was in the jacuzzi but mostly im conservitive which is why im not used to it and why it is going to take ages for me to get into the mood to even think about having sex" he said as he kissed the angels temple.

Ly walked over and opened up the hidden compartment in his room and took out a bottle of whiskey and shut up the wall and opened it and took a swig. He wnted to be good to Rayne, seriously but how could he when it seems like Rayne didnt even seem to care about him? Noah said he will warm up to him but untill then whwat is he meant to do? Just sit back and be ignored? There was only so much of that one person can take. He fell on his bed, took another swig and put the bottle on his dressing table and laid there thinking.

Kim murred at the kiss and felt so happy being in the angels arms again that maybe he could get used to this all the time, he was starting to devolpe strong feelings for him yet to say that he loved him would take time though there was a deffinate chance he will end up loving the angel, it was just going to take time is all. "Thank you Sabin, its appreciated" he said as he just cuddled into him and relaxed more.

Ammut walked down stairs holding two of his children who were asleep fter spending time with Ward and Kuri's children and saw the mer "oh hi, I hear your looking for Ly right? Well if you cant find him anywhere then the best place to look is his room. Though hes gotten over his past he still likes to sulk in his room which is really the only time he does go in there alone, so if you care to go to the first door on you left when you come up the first flight of stairs then you will get Noah and Ly's room, i can bet just about anything that he will be in there." Ammut said as he carried on down the hall with his two children "excue me, but these two need to get into their cots, names ammut, perhaphs i will talk to you later" he said as he walked down the stairs.

Kim smiled "i know you didnt Sabin, I am just far to new to this whole dating thing, I just need to learn the ropes thats all and im afraid that will just take time" he said softly as he burrying his face into he angels neck "due to being new and not being around many people I am just not used to all this thats all. Its why I dont love you, i mean i care for you deeply and all and I know i will grow to love you as i am starting to devlope stronger feelings for you but its just going to take me time to actually fall in love with you.

Please dont think of this as something bad, its not, its just that with being new i also have my whole religion that im sorta turning my back on slowly so its just going to take time to fully adjust to the fact that im turning gay. I am just going to have to take time for anything major to happen between us thats all, please stay with me disite how im feeling and acting?" he asked as he kissed his cheek, not wanting him to leave his side when he had grown rather fond of him.

Kim giggled "thank you and maybe i maybe after all these years i need corupting" he said as he murred at his kiss "maybe Ly was right when he said i shouldnt let a book rule my life, its just that after all this time its a little bit hard giving up that book when its sorta been made apart of you" he said as he stiffled a yawn and closed his eyes and just enjoyed sitting there with the angel.

Ly heard the knock and groaned when he heard the mers voice and was slightly annoyed yet knew it was best to let him in "come in Rayne, the doors unlocked" he called as he grabbed the bottle off the table and took a swig of it and held it as he turned over onto his back and stared up at the the 'roof' of the canopy bed. His his arm over his forehead and he other holding the bottles neck over the side of the bed and waited for the mer to come in.

Ly took a swig of whisky "care to join me for a drink?" he asked as he got up off the bed and pressed the small notch in the wall and opened up his secret compartment which had an assortment of spirits. "Its ok, i just have a past that was based on being ignored and humiliated a bit after I was banished from my pack. I have gotten over it mostly but still sometimes, you get me comming back into my room where I spent over six years, sulking." he said putting the whisky he was drinking on the table and taking out two glasses "name your poison" he said as he looked at Rayne.

Kim looked up at him and smiled "Im a little bit tired but nothing major, I think i can last the night especially if I have your word you will sleep with me again?" he asked as he returned to his normal position with eyes closed and just cuddled the angel.

Ly shook his head in ammusment and rolled his eyes "I doubt it, i dont get drunk that easily. I have been drunk twice in my entier drinking life, it takes alot to get me drunk so a few little shots wont do much to me. There is only one thing that will get me drunk after 5 shots and thats something im not telling you" he said smirking at the mer as he grabed the two glasses and whisky and walked over and handed a glass to Rayne and put whisky in both and put the bottle on the near by dressing table and sat down next to him.

"Besides that, im now a father, i shouldnt be getting drunk when i now have four lives in my care to look out for" he said as he drowned his glass and filled it up to the same level again and smiled at him. "so, since we are now family, anything you would like to know? I have nothing to hide" he said as he took a sip of his drink.

Kim giggled "nice to know that im warm and my beds softer though i would rather have your company over them any day" he said as he drew lazy circles on his arms.

Kim shook his head "no, i dont want to go down, if theres one thing you should know about me that is that i cant stand being around alot of people. I will go down for dinner but that is it, i dont like crowds and with something like 40 or so people down there, thats one crowd i dont want to be mixed in with. I will go down when its closer to the time but i dont want to go down and mix with people when im not used to them" he said as he just snuggled in closer to Sabin.

Ly smiled at the mer and looked down at his glass and sighed and started telling Rayne about his past, then about how he and his mother meet and how how he has his father back and a brother and eveything else in between. "thats that part out of the way, I guess everything else isnt really that valid, well besides me proposing to your mother but other then that you know all there is to know about me.

There isnt really anything i like or dislike in ways of food or drinks and i dont really have a favorite color and all that other stuff but I do like old buildings with a good story to them, its why I love this place so much, the history that surrounds is is horrific and grousome yet cool. Muraki used to live in this place back in the 18th century so he is now a multi millionaire and has a beautiful old house to boot, he took me in when i was 16 years old and i have lived here ever since and became one of the three heads aroud this place when Muraki started to get inandated with more and more anthros." he said taking a few sips of his drink and looking up at the mer.

Ly looked at him and had been wondering what this Shale thing was all about for a while now "Rayne, i know that it might be best to ask your mother but who is Shale and what happened to him? I only ask because Noah has only mentioned him a couple of times yet never gone into detail. He has told me about Marius but never said anything about Shale and its been sitting in the back of my mind for a while now, wondering who he was but I just never have bothered to ask him as I always thought it was a sensitive subject like Mari so I would let him tell me in his own time yet i think his own time may never actually come and that leaves me rather curious about what happened. Please, dont tell me if you dont want to or cant or whatever but since you mention him I am just curious once more thats all." he said taking a sip of his drink.

Kim shook his head "im sorry but no, you can go but I am not stepping foot down there, there is a part of my past that I havent told you and that has to do with crowds and why im afraid of them. I just cant face them, its why im even thinking of not even going to dinner, I just dont want to be around crowds, I hate them, so please go and enjoy yourself, im fine just being here" he said as he remembered what happened with a couple of kids from the orphange and how he was so humiliated and started to cry a little bit.