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Andy sighed and took the letter, "sit and I'll read it..."he looked around, "It's best not to show Mitch right now I suppose...I'll show him later since he's not here...I'll begin reading it now so listen if you care." sighed the man.

' Hey everyone, this is Kyoya. Bet your wondering how I was able to actually write this stuff, well I did it with help of nurses and plus my hands could still move a bit. Took hell of a long time to finally finish but oh well. After I started having trouble writing and moving my hands I realized I was going to die. I had been told I was going to die since getting SCD and after my hands had trouble I just finally accepted it though I hated that fact.
If you are reading this then I am dead.
I’m not sure what year it is but I’m sure it’s December, 25th.
It’s hard to actually put all I want to into this letter so I won’t, Dad, you will be receiving letters from me at random times and it will have instructions in them or just little nothings.
Well in this letter I’ll tell you all what I wanted to and couldn’t. Sadly with my speech leaving I doubt I could have said it to you all then.
Note the past tense. I’m not alive and back from the grave, I’m not Jesus.

Dad, I love you and I know how selfish I could be and that I didn’t say I loved you enough. I’m sorry. You raised me so well and I’m proud to be your son. When I was having trouble moving and helping around the house you just did what you could to make it so I didn’t feel so worthless. Thank you so much. I love you more than anyone in the world, take care of yourself. You always were working to take care of our family and keep a roof over our heads and also still make time for us. I remember it was rare when you weren’t working but you still found time in the middle of the night to walk in and kiss me good night. Thank you, always a hard worker. Always a loving father. You did so much for your kids; I wish I could have done more. And for pâtés sake! Marry Kaori!

Kaori, yah. He’ll ask you eventually. Hang in there. Dad, stop blushing. Thanks for your help and support. I know the donation you made to help fight SCD will seriously help the foundation and find a cure.

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Andy was so red he looked ready to turn purple.
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Cast, I have a message for you that might help you find a cure. Theirs a letter in here for your eyes only. Read it. You always tried to help me when you could so now’s my way of helping out. I love you man, thanks for being there. I could say so much to you right now but I guess my hands are a little too shaky and I’m starting to cry. I wish I could make yours longer but if I keep writing about you I might make the page to wet. Ha, you know all I want to say already.

Shiva, always the wild one weren’t you? You didn’t like girls talking to Cast, Mitch, and I. But eventually you became calmer in that area. Right now I’m buried in St. Mary’s grave yard and still wearing that sweat band on my wrist. Thanks for being my sister, don’t let any man push you around.
Fight the power! Anarchy! Blah, all that mushy stuff. I hate mushy letters, that’s why I never sent any to Amelia, always made me feel like I was writing a note that would make someone gouge their eyes out.

Delilah, I always felt like I didn’t get to talk to you enough. I wish I could have. There’s this feeling that I could have, I don’t know, learned something or made a closer friend in you. Bet you don’t know it...but I just hugged you. Ha! Put that on a Christmas card! Seriously though, you’re a good person and I did care for you a lot. I hope Cast is treating you well. Keep it up love birds.

Aunt Mary and Uncle Anthony, you two are probably the only family members that I didn’t live with in which I actually talked to. Love you both so much, hey. I see Yuki now to.

Cha, my best friend. I miss you, oh god. Now I’m crying. Please man, take care of her. You know who I’m talking about. Please. Even if you don’t get together, take care of her like you promised. I love you man, so much.

Mitch, whenever I needed someone to tuck me in when dad was at work you would. You read to me, remember that one story? You used to read me Grimm’s fairy tails and said that even though they were a bit gruesome they could make you smile. I smiled to. When your copy had gotten destroyed that one day when reading it to Yuki you dropped it into the lake and never got another copy, I got you one. It’s with this letter. Figured you deserved it back. It’s a big book of all their works.
You chased away my monsters. You helped me even if you were completely busy. Your work kept you busy but you’d stop just to take care of me when Cast said he was busy. He was always busy, looking for a cure. I remember you took care of me then pulled all nighters to get the work done.
You always took care of me no matter what. Everyone else did their best throughout my life since I was a little kid, but you didn’t just do your best.
So thank you, for cooking, cleaning, helping, mending, taking care of, seeing, caring, and loving me. I love you, you’re my oldest brother, but it wasn’t in your job description to practically give your life. You were like a second father, unable to replace the first and main one but still able to act the part. Hope that made sense.
Thank you, I love you Mitch. Take care of yourself, please; I’m begging you...take care of yourself. I don’t want to see you in the place I am. If I do then...I don’t know what... But I’m sure Rosalie will keep you in line.

Rosalie, I didn’t really get to know you well but I’m sure you did a lot. Thanks. Don’t really know all what to say.
But I care a lot for you to. Believe me, if I didn’t then I wouldn’t have bothered adding you.

Lastly, Amelia... you. I will always love you and be there for you. I will be your guardian angel. But first, get over me. Don’t date a** holes, don’t go crazy. Find a good guy, find love. If you don’t then you’re breaking my heart, y’know. I love you more than anyone in the world. I wanted you to be my wife and the person I spent my life with. That was impossible though. I was destined to die and you were destined to live. Please live on for me. Please.
I love you so much.
That’s all I can say. You were my first and my last. You were my only love.

You will all be hearing from me again.

To everyone, I love you, care for you, and will be watching you. No Mitch, not in the bathroom.

Love,

Kyoya Haru
Please
Live on.'

The red headed man just sobbed where he stood and left to go to his room. Mary and Anthony simply smiled softly. Cast stared out the window unable to do much, he just wanted to stand and think for a moment.

((time skip soon? sorry, my brains fried since my brothers pissing me off.))

"Delilah...you should...I don't know...check if your sisters alright."he sighed slightly not sure what to do now. He seemed to go completely blank after the letter. Andy had forced himself to stop crying and went to Mitch's room to have him read the letter.

Andy hurried out of Mitch's room, it had been a serious mistake showing him the letter. The red head couldn't make him stop crying now and he'd almost stabbed himself with a pen, Andy had removed most of the sharp objects but was sure that Mitch would find one if he didn't get back in there soon. The father dropped the sharp objects on the floor next to the door out of anyones path and went back in to stop his sons panic.

Cast followed Delilah, "...maybe she headed into town..."he said looking around.

Mary and Anthony were sitting in the living room waiting for the chaos to subside.

The teacher was crying and trying to get away from his dad who was holding him tightly and against his chest. Mitch had slightly red cheeks but the rest of him was very gray. He was sweating and breathing heavily through crying.
It was an attack. Not a heart attack, if he didn't stop he could get one since now he had a history of one. But some sort of an attack. "Rosalie, its you. Maybe you could get him a little calm so I don't have to take him to the hospital for his attack. I showed him the letter, I guess it was just too much for him or something, he wouldn't normaly do this but... and at first he did nothing and I guess his breathing just picked up, and then he started crying and panicking and shakeing and I don't know what to do!"he exclaimed. Mitch shook his head and closed his eyes running out of energy to fight against his dad. "Mitch! Please calm down!"

"...um...maybe she...she went into the woods. I don't know...lets go look for her." he grabbed her jacket and then his before grabbing their shoes to.

"...I'm sure she will be...don't worry dear..." he placed a hand on her shoulder while searching the area with his eyes. He honestly had no clue where she could have gone.

Mitch shuddered and sobbed while pressing his face into Rosalie. After a while he calmed down a little so he wasn't trying to run away or shakeing furiously. He sort of just cried silently and rested with his eyes closed on Rosalie. Andy watched the two, Rosalie seemed better at makeing his son stop his panic then he could.
"...you think he'll be alright now? Should I leave him to you?"asked the red haired man not willing to touch his son since he didn't want anything to set the young man off.

Cast wrapped his arms around Delilah and rested his chin on her head, "you alright?"

The young man's breathing shuddered but he was calming down, it wasn't long before he'd stopped crying and was dozing off. Mitch upturned his head a little but it went back to the same position, he was too tired and light headed at the moment to sit up. So the teacher just closed his eyes and drifted.