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 Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:23 pm
Fuzzy Necromancer ClaudiaJade TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying im losing weight too...pants that i had at the beginning of the year that fit are literally falling off of me now sweatdrop Poor girls, you're wasting away. sad crying ::gives him a gently,freindly poke with her staff:: blame it on band. but im still squishy! 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:23 pm
TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying Again? Poor Tenshi. crying Gym still tearing away at your plump figure? Have you tried eating buttered sugar, or does just the thought make you sick? yes....its gym and the fact that the only thing I eat all day is dinner. I haven't eaten breakfast for like 4 years....and lunch I have a pepsi lol or Ritz Cheese sandwhich crackers thingy from the vending machine.....But I'm not too worried about losing since I do weigh like 290-295 right now.....I still have plenty of cushion fuzzeh Nooo! I can't bear it! crying *puts a sticker on her belly saying "Federally Protected Space"* It would be terrible having less of you around. sad
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:26 pm
ClaudiaJade Fuzzy Necromancer ClaudiaJade TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying im losing weight too...pants that i had at the beginning of the year that fit are literally falling off of me now sweatdrop Poor girls, you're wasting away. sad crying ::gives him a gently,freindly poke with her staff:: blame it on band. but im still squishy! 3nodding *hugs her squishyness tightly, as if afraid it might vanish at any moment* heart
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:26 pm
Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying Again? Poor Tenshi. crying Gym still tearing away at your plump figure? Have you tried eating buttered sugar, or does just the thought make you sick? yes....its gym and the fact that the only thing I eat all day is dinner. I haven't eaten breakfast for like 4 years....and lunch I have a pepsi lol or Ritz Cheese sandwhich crackers thingy from the vending machine.....But I'm not too worried about losing since I do weigh like 290-295 right now.....I still have plenty of cushion fuzzeh Nooo! I can't bear it! crying *puts a sticker on her belly saying "Federally Protected Space"* It would be terrible having less of you around. sad if only you lived in my town dude....All the girls around me are like these little TWIGS!!! and I find myself pushing to run that much faster, that much longer, lift that much more, to begin looking like them. Not that I want to be thin, mind you....Just...I want guys and gals to look at me the way they look at the other girls at my school....I'm tired of being the fat ugly one....Why can't I be loved for once?! crying crying
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:27 pm
TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying Again? Poor Tenshi. crying Gym still tearing away at your plump figure? Have you tried eating buttered sugar, or does just the thought make you sick? yes....its gym and the fact that the only thing I eat all day is dinner. I haven't eaten breakfast for like 4 years....and lunch I have a pepsi lol or Ritz Cheese sandwhich crackers thingy from the vending machine.....But I'm not too worried about losing since I do weigh like 290-295 right now.....I still have plenty of cushion fuzzeh Nooo! I can't bear it! crying *puts a sticker on her belly saying "Federally Protected Space"* It would be terrible having less of you around. sad if only you lived in my town dude....All the girls around me are like these little TWIGS!!! and I find myself pushing to run that much faster, that much longer, lift that much more, to begin looking like them. Not that I want to be thin, mind you....Just...I want guys and gals to look at me the way they look at the other girls at my school....I'm tired of being the fat ugly one....Why can't I be loved for once?! crying crying Many think love is not for them, trust me you'll find someone.
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:36 pm
Fuzzy Necromancer ClaudiaJade Fuzzy Necromancer ClaudiaJade TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying im losing weight too...pants that i had at the beginning of the year that fit are literally falling off of me now sweatdrop Poor girls, you're wasting away. sad crying ::gives him a gently,freindly poke with her staff:: blame it on band. but im still squishy! 3nodding *hugs her squishyness tightly, as if afraid it might vanish at any moment* heart
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:38 pm
TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying Again? Poor Tenshi. crying Gym still tearing away at your plump figure? Have you tried eating buttered sugar, or does just the thought make you sick? yes....its gym and the fact that the only thing I eat all day is dinner. I haven't eaten breakfast for like 4 years....and lunch I have a pepsi lol or Ritz Cheese sandwhich crackers thingy from the vending machine.....But I'm not too worried about losing since I do weigh like 290-295 right now.....I still have plenty of cushion fuzzeh Nooo! I can't bear it! crying *puts a sticker on her belly saying "Federally Protected Space"* It would be terrible having less of you around. sad if only you lived in my town dude....All the girls around me are like these little TWIGS!!! and I find myself pushing to run that much faster, that much longer, lift that much more, to begin looking like them. Not that I want to be thin, mind you....Just...I want guys and gals to look at me the way they look at the other girls at my school....I'm tired of being the fat ugly one....Why can't I be loved for once?! crying crying You're loved, you just aren't lusted in your immediate area. *Hugs her tightly enough to impede breathing* Feel the heart
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:40 pm
MangaJoe TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying Again? Poor Tenshi. crying Gym still tearing away at your plump figure? Have you tried eating buttered sugar, or does just the thought make you sick? yes....its gym and the fact that the only thing I eat all day is dinner. I haven't eaten breakfast for like 4 years....and lunch I have a pepsi lol or Ritz Cheese sandwhich crackers thingy from the vending machine.....But I'm not too worried about losing since I do weigh like 290-295 right now.....I still have plenty of cushion fuzzeh Nooo! I can't bear it! crying *puts a sticker on her belly saying "Federally Protected Space"* It would be terrible having less of you around. sad if only you lived in my town dude....All the girls around me are like these little TWIGS!!! and I find myself pushing to run that much faster, that much longer, lift that much more, to begin looking like them. Not that I want to be thin, mind you....Just...I want guys and gals to look at me the way they look at the other girls at my school....I'm tired of being the fat ugly one....Why can't I be loved for once?! crying crying Many think love is not for them, trust me you'll find someone. the logical side of me knows that, yet the part of me that i still allow to take the brunt of all the teasing and torment and beatings is still a little girl crying in the corner. She doesn't know that. For all she knows and trusts, she will be hurt again. And again, and again. And so I strive towards to the things that I don't need other people for. I ditch my friends to go do homework. I maintain a 4.0 *slightly less because of my B in history and the F in Language arts....I didn't turn in a 200 pt essay*....But other than that...I surround myself with these things to make me forget. Its late at night when my insomnia kicks in and when I'm depressed do I let that little girl out of her room. Yeah...I know....I'm pathetic....but I'm depressed and emotional right now....and I ran out of chocolate.....
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:44 pm
Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying Again? Poor Tenshi. crying Gym still tearing away at your plump figure? Have you tried eating buttered sugar, or does just the thought make you sick? yes....its gym and the fact that the only thing I eat all day is dinner. I haven't eaten breakfast for like 4 years....and lunch I have a pepsi lol or Ritz Cheese sandwhich crackers thingy from the vending machine.....But I'm not too worried about losing since I do weigh like 290-295 right now.....I still have plenty of cushion fuzzeh Nooo! I can't bear it! crying *puts a sticker on her belly saying "Federally Protected Space"* It would be terrible having less of you around. sad if only you lived in my town dude....All the girls around me are like these little TWIGS!!! and I find myself pushing to run that much faster, that much longer, lift that much more, to begin looking like them. Not that I want to be thin, mind you....Just...I want guys and gals to look at me the way they look at the other girls at my school....I'm tired of being the fat ugly one....Why can't I be loved for once?! crying crying You're loved, you just aren't lusted in your immediate area. *Hugs her tightly enough to impede breathing* Feel the heart I know i am loved here.....But You're right. I'm not lusted in my area..and I never will. I can almost guarantee it
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:49 pm
TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying Again? Poor Tenshi. crying Gym still tearing away at your plump figure? Have you tried eating buttered sugar, or does just the thought make you sick? yes....its gym and the fact that the only thing I eat all day is dinner. I haven't eaten breakfast for like 4 years....and lunch I have a pepsi lol or Ritz Cheese sandwhich crackers thingy from the vending machine.....But I'm not too worried about losing since I do weigh like 290-295 right now.....I still have plenty of cushion fuzzeh Nooo! I can't bear it! crying *puts a sticker on her belly saying "Federally Protected Space"* It would be terrible having less of you around. sad if only you lived in my town dude....All the girls around me are like these little TWIGS!!! and I find myself pushing to run that much faster, that much longer, lift that much more, to begin looking like them. Not that I want to be thin, mind you....Just...I want guys and gals to look at me the way they look at the other girls at my school....I'm tired of being the fat ugly one....Why can't I be loved for once?! crying crying You're loved, you just aren't lusted in your immediate area. *Hugs her tightly enough to impede breathing* Feel the heart I know i am loved here.....But You're right. I'm not lusted in my area..and I never will. I can almost guarantee it ::stands silently beside her,wholly in agreement, but admitting it hurts too:: sad
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 6:59 pm
ClaudiaJade TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel Fuzzy Necromancer TenshiDarkAngel I suggest something fatty as I have lost 30 lbs..... crying Again? Poor Tenshi. crying Gym still tearing away at your plump figure? Have you tried eating buttered sugar, or does just the thought make you sick? yes....its gym and the fact that the only thing I eat all day is dinner. I haven't eaten breakfast for like 4 years....and lunch I have a pepsi lol or Ritz Cheese sandwhich crackers thingy from the vending machine.....But I'm not too worried about losing since I do weigh like 290-295 right now.....I still have plenty of cushion fuzzeh Nooo! I can't bear it! crying *puts a sticker on her belly saying "Federally Protected Space"* It would be terrible having less of you around. sad if only you lived in my town dude....All the girls around me are like these little TWIGS!!! and I find myself pushing to run that much faster, that much longer, lift that much more, to begin looking like them. Not that I want to be thin, mind you....Just...I want guys and gals to look at me the way they look at the other girls at my school....I'm tired of being the fat ugly one....Why can't I be loved for once?! crying crying You're loved, you just aren't lusted in your immediate area. *Hugs her tightly enough to impede breathing* Feel the heart I know i am loved here.....But You're right. I'm not lusted in my area..and I never will. I can almost guarantee it ::stands silently beside her,wholly in agreement, but admitting it hurts too:: sad *looks at CJ and hugs her quietly* At least people love me here.......harldy anyone loves me IRL...my friends even keep their distance...... allow me to borrow a phrase from my favorite movie: ""Even smiling makes my face ache"" Frankie....The Rocky Horror Picture Show
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Posted: Thu Nov 04, 2004 8:49 pm
~Hugs all girls and guys~
I LOVE ALL THE GIRLS HERE!!
And the guys are cool dudes xd
~Throws around choclate bars~ FOOD FOR ALL!!
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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 4:21 am
TenshiDarkAngel ClaudiaJade TenshiDarkAngel I know i am loved here.....But You're right. I'm not lusted in my area..and I never will. I can almost guarantee it ::stands silently beside her,wholly in agreement, but admitting it hurts too:: sad *looks at CJ and hugs her quietly* At least people love me here.......harldy anyone loves me IRL...my friends even keep their distance...... allow me to borrow a phrase from my favorite movie: ""Even smiling makes my face ache"" Frankie....The Rocky Horror Picture Show ::glomps her onto a couch: surprised f course we love you! ::friendly snuggle:: heart
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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 6:45 am
ClaudiaJade TenshiDarkAngel ClaudiaJade TenshiDarkAngel I know i am loved here.....But You're right. I'm not lusted in my area..and I never will. I can almost guarantee it ::stands silently beside her,wholly in agreement, but admitting it hurts too:: sad *looks at CJ and hugs her quietly* At least people love me here.......harldy anyone loves me IRL...my friends even keep their distance...... allow me to borrow a phrase from my favorite movie: ""Even smiling makes my face ache"" Frankie....The Rocky Horror Picture Show ::glomps her onto a couch: surprised f course we love you! ::friendly snuggle:: heart ~Snuggles both~ We love ya blaugh I wish my friends were friendlier as well stare
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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2004 7:26 am
Untamed Toast ClaudiaJade TenshiDarkAngel ClaudiaJade TenshiDarkAngel I know i am loved here.....But You're right. I'm not lusted in my area..and I never will. I can almost guarantee it ::stands silently beside her,wholly in agreement, but admitting it hurts too:: sad *looks at CJ and hugs her quietly* At least people love me here.......harldy anyone loves me IRL...my friends even keep their distance...... allow me to borrow a phrase from my favorite movie: ""Even smiling makes my face ache"" Frankie....The Rocky Horror Picture Show ::glomps her onto a couch: surprised f course we love you! ::friendly snuggle:: heart ~Snuggles both~ We love ya blaugh I wish my friends were friendlier as well stare i sorta know how you feel..this is my last year of highschool, and i have JUST NOw found two really good friends, the kind that im not afraid to tell personal things too, the kinda that im not afraid to spend the night and wear my favorite pair of grannie pjs whee
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