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 Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:11 pm
"Or, 'well with raven, I'm used to having sex a lot, but i haven't had it in a couple days, so now I'm really horny'. I think, in hind sight, that was the most pathetic one."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:14 pm
"Did you ever even wonder why it was me you wanted as opposed to other people?" he asks. "I mean, alot of those chicks at that bar were really hot, and they seemed to want you more than me."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:16 pm
Cor nods a bit, "Of course I wondered, but instead I rationalized.. I mean, I'd never really been popular, so I just convinced myself that you liked me, so at least I knew you'd do stuff with me... and it would be a lot more like cheating to find someone else."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:18 pm
"But it wasn't cheating if it was with me?" Billy asks. "When I kissed you that one morning, in front of Dom? That was cheating Cor. Because I liked you. Even if it was accidental, I still consider it cheating." he sighs. "And I would have done it again, and again and again with you. Even if I was with Dom. I realize that now."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:19 pm
"Are you even listening to me? Of course it was cheating, how could it not be? But I was rationalizing that it wasn't. Or that it was less bad with you than with somebody else."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:21 pm
"Oh." Billy says. "I would have thought it would be worse if I was cheating with my brother, rather than someone else."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:21 pm
"Well, i was telling myself it was less bad, cuz obviously with my brother it was nothing but sex...." He laughs a bit, "Of course, I realize now how much that doesn't work."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:23 pm
Billy laughs too. "We're together now though... Dom's ok, and he says Raven's ok too... so that's all that matters."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:26 pm
"I still feel so guilty about what happened between Dom and I. I wish I'd clued in sooner..." He bites his lip a bit, "Especially since... maybe if I'd figured it out in time, I wouldn't have hurt you so much."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:28 pm
Billy looks down. "It's ok." he says. "Really, all of that helped you figure it out, and you're here with me now."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:29 pm
"And if I'd figured it out sooner... I would have been able to enjoy our first time a lot more."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:30 pm
"Then don't think of that as our first time." Billy replies. "Think of the first time we did it because we wanted to be together as our first time."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:31 pm
Corri looks down a bit, "I guess, I could try thinking of it that way."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:32 pm
Billy kisses him gently. "Or, you could think of Saturday night as our first time. It was the first time I really showed you how much I love you..."
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Posted: Mon May 15, 2006 9:34 pm
He smirks a bit, "That would be a waste, ignoring all the other times... because they were quite fun."
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