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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 2:07 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 2:12 pm
Yuki's eyes were now fixed on the empty doorway. She then looked down and thought Why do things like this always happen when I'm around? Someone answers an unanswered question and makes me feel like I'm the only one they're talking too. I never felt loved and yet people think that I had a relationship. I didn't though. I was just... alone. she stopped thinking when she felt her tears rolling down her face. She ran out of the rom after him without making a sound. Her face was hidden behind her hair when she first got up but then her tearing eyes showed as she ran. When she cought up to him before the elivator closed she spoke. "You're not the only loveless one you know. Why do you think I act like a little kid half the time and cry alot?" she didn't relize that she was yelling. And with that the elivator door shut and Yuki stod there staring blankly at the closed door in silance.
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 3:00 pm
He couldn't help but feel guilty on what he did. He slumped at the door way and just watch Yuki scream as the elevator door closed. "I always do this, why do I have to be so oblivious to the people around me." He began to slump down and hold his knees to his body and closed his eyes.
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 3:02 pm
((I have to wait until he posts or until someone does something that makes me turn around or something, Like if one of you two came up behind me and said something to get my attention.))
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 3:24 pm
((Looks like it'll have to be me since I'm the only one here.)) Getting up from his position he walked over to Yuki. He gently turned her to face him and with the most gentle smile he can give he looked into her eyes before he gently embraced her. "Yuki, shh it's alright. Your wrong though, you are loved by us, and Boltrix should know we love him as a friend as well."
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 3:26 pm
He heard everything that Yuki said, and considered what she said, and sighed. She hadn't been loved either... And with that, when he reached the lobby, instead of walking out he punched the button to the floor where everybody was, and waited for it to take him back.
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 3:29 pm
When the door opened back up she looked to se who it was and saw it was Boltrix. "You herd?" she sounded very upset. The tears had dried to her face.
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 3:41 pm
Boltrix simply nodded his head, knowing what kind of reaction this must have caused for her, and made his way back to the room where Aaron was being kept in.
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 5:18 pm
Yuki felt releaved. She fallowed him and pulled Mark allong behind her. When she got there she sat down in the corner and thought things over in her mind. Now we know what we didn't before. Now we are all friends and can atleast relate to one or more of eachother. "Boltrix..." she hadn't thought of what she was going to say theroughly but it came out correctly,"I want you to know... that no matter how you are treated, or how much you feel hated, if God doesn't love you, than keep in mind, that at least you have someone who does. Weather they are family, or friend. Remember that I love you, Mark loves you, and I'm pretty sure that deep down inside, past all the selfishness and greed, your parents probably love you too. After all.... if they didn't love you, you probably would have scars like mine." she lifted her shirt up to her belly botton to show him the scars tha lashed acrossed her stomach.
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 6:35 pm
Giving Boltrix a reassuring smile, "What she says is true. We're your friends and we will watch out for each other. I'm sorry if I've hurt you in anyway with my assumptions."
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Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 6:41 pm
"Thank you... but you're wrong about one thing, my parents don't love me, they never bothered to." Boltrix sighed, at first feeling fine, but then returning to his normal despairing self. "My parent's have never loved me you see, they never once held me as a child. Never once fed me or played with me, they never even named me, it was my grandfather, the one person who lived a humble life as a blacksmith, who named me. They hardly even love each other, the only reason they screwed each other was to have me, and even then the reason being so that they would have an heir. And thats all they see me as, the inheritor of their fortune, not their son." Boltrix was not the type of person to cry, and he didn't, but he would have given everything to lose it for once... "You see, neglect is a far worse fate to suffer than downright physical abuse. The severest physical abuse is when you're treated like an object, but I was treated like I wasn't even there, just a couple of words on their will. I felt like I was nothing growing up, having the maids and butlers attend to my needs, only my grandfather was there for me. And even he had his bad side, and he hit me whenever I did something wrong, no matter how small or trivial. It was him who toughened me up, and made me the person you see before you, but my grandfather..." Boltrix turned away, trying to hide his grief, he never told them the truth, about why they never saw his grandfather around the blacksmith shop. And why it was he who was the only person ever seen around it, the only one who ever visited it to make swords and other weapons...
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 4:02 am
"He's dead, isn't he?" Yuki's eyes weren't their normal shade of gray. They faded to a flat color. No changes at all. "Boltrix...." she was a little afraid that he would yell at her for saying this. "...it's ok to cry sometimes...so...why don't you cry? I can tell that you're not emotionless right now, but you're not angry either. I can hear it in your voice. I know that you don't ever show your emotions that often...but... it's unhealthy. I cry to much, you don't cry enough. Mark is, and no offence to you Mark, always in a happy playful mood, but you never smile. I havn't even seen you move your mouth. i any way, that showed emotion. I personally think that you need personal help. You need a person to talk to, to cry in front of. Something. Someone. Any one you can ever trust. I didn't get that kind of help. When I tried, my parents killed whoever it was. I couldn't love anyone, or anything for longer than two seconds until my parents did something to hurt me. Weather it was words or actioon." Yuki's voice became a little shaky for a moment. She could tell she was about to cry...again, but she kept on going. "Boltrix, just remember this; I'm here, Mark is here, Aaron is... well, here but in bed, and my door is always open for midnight visits. So please, just.... I don't know, just live your life the way you want to. I want you to be free. To be let out of the cage in which you live. I want you to feel that there truly are people who care about you, who you are, and the way you feel." Yuki couldn't hold back the tears. "I have to go." she said abruptly. She got up and ran out of the room trying to hide the tears. She ran out and down the stairs. When she reached the Lobby, she ran outside and into the parkinglot. She sat behing a tree and decided she needed a long hard cry. She was so worked up, that she had forgotten all about the pain that she went through. Once she remembered it though she could once again, feel every ounce of it. She sat there crying. No one on the street dared look at her. They all though 'Poor kid probly lost someone.'. She continued to cry hard.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 10:31 am
((OOC: O_o wow... a lot's happened... what'd I miss in such a short period of time!!?!? sweatdrop ))
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 10:34 am
((OOC: I suggest you read for urself, it's more deep and meaningful if you do, trust me, I cried after reading the whole thing over...again.))
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2007 11:01 am
((what exactly is the setting?))
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