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 Posted: Wed Jan 31, 2007 1:16 pm
OOC: 3nodding an eli, take your time of course but when you get the chance, respond to solstice in my journal? I haven't been able to rp her because she has such unstable emotions right now cuz of the whole thing with set @_@
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 5:51 pm
Akemi walked slowly through the forest with no intent on meeting anyone at the moment. She was still a bit upset that she was saved by Aspen when he should of just let her drown. "I wonder if I can try and take my life again today..." She muttered lightly as she continued her slow stride. She didn't take note of Havok nearby at all. Her mind to too concentrated on the thought of suicide again to even care. She still didn't believe that anyone cared for her.
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 5:58 pm
A single eye slipped open like a fresh slit wound by a blade.. deep and freshly crimson. His black locks hanging low in his pale face, shifitng his ehad ot slightly glance around the tree at the one figure of a woman he held dear in hsi heart. For a demon and a murderer... to hold love... was rare. Mostly women were toys to him.. but he'd not lay a single hand out of lust on this woman without her permission.
Shifting his slicked wings cocked back as his head gave a tilt.
"Akemi..." His tone deep and soft as it seemed to roll through the forest about them.
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 6:02 pm
Akemi stopped walking and looked to the direction of the voice that was familiar to her, but it had been awhile since she heard it. She slowly made her way over to the male before curling her tail around herself. "Havok." She said in a monotone voice before pressing her wings tightly onto her back. She wasn't the same as she use to be and it wasn't that hard to tell once you got her speaking. She just wondered if Havok would treat her the same since her fire was gone.
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 6:06 pm
He was amazed... the Akemi he knew would have ignored him and wandered away... her darkness gettin the better of her. Such a drastic change.. a deeper and more painful one at that... something his finger no longer gluided over in such understanding.
Did he still know this woman he'd given his heart to so long ago? or was she something not of his eyes anymore....
Shifting once more, his demonic wings flared a bit and curved to accent his poised posture.. aiding in his balance as he rested comfortably on a large root emitting from the ground.
"My beautiful Akemi... those firey hues of your's don't burn as deep... something wrong my dear?" His tone still holding that warmth he'd always given only to her, and her alone.
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 6:13 pm
Akemi heard his words, but didn't understand them at all. Love had been taken from her still so she was left with deep depression and it seemed nothing could fill it. "If you are speaking of the Akemi from when we first met then yes. My flame is gone from my body. The voice that was vulgar and that you liked so much has left my form. I am nothing like I once was and I don't expect you to love me like you did." She said to him still holding that monotone voice before walking away from him slowly. Her tail gripping around her waist tightly wondering if she could find a lake to plunge into.
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 6:26 pm
A deep growl slipped from his throat.. such worlds and a deep depression he hated in this woman. True she lacked the fire he learned to love... but he in fact had learned to love that part of her... he hoenstly found it annoying.
Her figure turning from him, his arm reached out an with a gentle grip for a murderer, he pulled the frail feline like woman into his being, holding her closely against him.
"I didn't love that, I loved the deepness of you.... how cold to the world you were, and yet so gentle. You're like the blind dancing beauty in a sunny forest, wearing a black dress... so untouchable... and yet... attainable. I love you, and gave you my heart willingly as you were... both voices, both I loved and love you all the same. And for me to admit this...." A deep chuckle slipped his lips as he kept a gaze fixed to her. "It's someting short of a miricle."
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 7:18 pm
((Sorry if I am interrupting but I needed to post this as it relates to another rp going on with Bowie))
Felicia was outside of Sakuya's room with her legs drawn up to her chest. She could smell Bowie's scent in the castle. Her head was rested on her knees. Long purple hair with white streaks hung around her to hide her fear away. Her long fluffy tail was resting on the ground beside her.
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 8:10 pm
Sturring from amongst the sheets, the elder hawk drew up to his elbows after resting so tirelessly on his chest. Long hair a mess, strone about his face lkike a disaster, he gave a soft yawn and glanced his eyes over to his side. Normally his love Felicia was there to sleep contently beside him... but she wasn't.
Throwing himself over the bed, bare feet to hit the cold ground, he rushed for anything to cover his.. nudity. Granted he was a gentleman, he slept naked. Finding something suitible... he slipped it on and made his way to the door.
Swiftly flinging the door open, he took notice to his beautiful soon to be bride at the foot of his door.
"My sweet love, what are you doing down there? You should be in here... I don't need you getting sick now." His tone loving and warm.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:22 am
Akemi felt him grip her and then she was pulled against him. "You actually care for me?" She muttered lightly as her icey hues looked up to the male with her usual emotionless gaze. "I don't know what love feels like. It's been stripped from me, so how can I love you the same as you love me?" She asked him as her eyes fell to the ground again. "I want to kill myself... It would help me not feel this pain anymore." She stated to him before moving out of his embrace slowly. "I know you will probably stop me, but I don't feel happiness and I can't move on after being defiled from the inner voice that now roams free." She said lightly before putting her hands lightly on her stomach.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:54 am
Normally he'd let his anger get ahold of himself as she pulled away adn spoke such nonsence to him... but he kept himself calm as possible.
Wings twitching in irritation, he lowered his gaze for a moment and drew his sharp fang into his lower lip to keep from saying anything drastic.
"You may think this now, but you haven't given yourself time to recover the loss... you haven't given your heart a chance to heal and adapt to emotions... granted I hardley have any... and it kills me to sit here like this and be.... emotional... I do it for your well being."
His eyes returned to her as the near blackish cirmson blood ran down his chin from the deep bite he had given his lower lip. Moving towards her again, but keeping to himself, his arms folded and wings relaxed as he kept his gaze to her.
"If you try, yes... I'll stop you... I'd never let you die, Akemi." He spoke lightly. "Whenever you had any trouble, I was lurking somewhere to keep it from getting out of hand... despite my dissapearance... and the things I've missed, I was still there beside you. I care to no end... and it kills me because I don't want to love. I'm not suppos to.."
He felt a bit flustered now, growing angry at himself.
"Women are toys! They're for sexual intercourse and nothing more... even then, I'm never satisfied!" His tone raised and he broke his gaze with her and turned a bit with fists clenched.
"And yet...." He stopped. "I am with you. A demon murderer who finds pleasure in taking organs from his kills as collection items... has calmed and found himself... content just by the simple gaze into," Turning slowly, he locked his eyes to her again and drew in a light breath. His hand gently slipping up to run the tip of his index finger so softly agaisnt her cheek.
"Those beautiful cold eyes. So... Think nothing of me if you will, but no matter what you do, you won't be alone. You'll always have this sick heart." He slipped his hand away and closed his eyes to take in a deep breath. That was more ranting then he liked.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 3:18 pm
Eli_Duzell Sturring from amongst the sheets, the elder hawk drew up to his elbows after resting so tirelessly on his chest. Long hair a mess, strone about his face lkike a disaster, he gave a soft yawn and glanced his eyes over to his side. Normally his love Felicia was there to sleep contently beside him... but she wasn't.
Throwing himself over the bed, bare feet to hit the cold ground, he rushed for anything to cover his.. nudity. Granted he was a gentleman, he slept naked. Finding something suitible... he slipped it on and made his way to the door.
Swiftly flinging the door open, he took notice to his beautiful soon to be bride at the foot of his door.
"My sweet love, what are you doing down there? You should be in here... I don't need you getting sick now." His tone loving and warm. Felicia's golden eyes turned to look up at him. "Bowie's in the castle.. and.. I didn't want him to barge into your room and disturb you.. should he find me.." Her ears twitched as a faint echo of, "Ohh Fatts--ommph!" was heard down the hallway. It made her twitch fiercely. "I really wish he wouldn't call me by my old name.." A sad sigh escaped her.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 5:04 pm
Akemi stopped and listened to him for a moment before realizing most of what he said was true. She never gave herself timeto heal from the event, but she couldn't stop thinking that she should just end her life. "I don't know what to say to your feelings. I don't know what being loved feels like and those words don't make me feel anything different." She said lightly before truning to him and smiling fakely to him. "If that is how you think of women then you are no better then the being that left me. He took my virginity just to satisfy himself." She then heard him beging to speak about her again and felt his finger run across her cheek. "I wish I could feel how you feel towards me, but I think my heart is dead and the feeling of love along with it." She sighed lightly before looking away from him a bit. "Someone told me that I would find happiness someday...Is it you that I was meant to be with?" She asked herself aloud as she looked back to him again. Her icey hues looking up directly into his eyes not sure what else to say.
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 10:09 am
A sickening feeling fell over the hawk as he heard such a name.
"He's not supposta be intrudeing on Greed's territory... he knows what'll happen if he does." He spoke lightly.
That aside, he shook the idea from his head the moment he heard that wretched voice, pulling the feline into his room with haste ad closing the door.
Turning quickly after easing to slide his beloved onto his messy bed, he locked the thick wooden door. Moving to the side of his room, he edged slowly an old thick oak dresser towards the door to block it. Despite it's great weight, he managed to squeeze it before the door and slumped down to rest and catch his breath.
"I don't care what measures have to be taken by myself, I'm going to protect you." He spoke lightly.
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He couldn't stand the way she spoke about this... so depressingly. However, it was her odd view of the world that he loved. She was the coldness his heart lacked towards her. He had most emotions... in different manners, but the depression in which she flooded herself with. He was never down, always excited in a sadystic manner. the rush always kept him up and going... but her voice that instilled that in her was gone.
"I'll not beg for you to be with me... I'll just insure your safety and care." He spoke... there wasn't much he could say... he foolishly put his heart on the line and kept having it tossed back.
However... her last words peeked his interest. Dare he say anything about it or brush it off? Could he return her thrill and love of a good kill? or was she destined to be a fair maiden at his side? Either way, as long as she was his... he wouldn't mind. "You're the only one to hold this demon's heart... and nothing you can say will stop me from loving you. Nothing you do... Even come down to the day you betray me to the point when I have to kill you, I'd sooner kill myself." He spoke in full honesty. "Choose to be with me and I'll try to give you back your spirit... wander on alone and you'll have me lurking not too far behind to make sure you're at least alright."
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 10:48 am
"Sakuya.. there.. is something I feel I can tell you now.. because I love you and trust you more then even myself." Felicia took in a deep breath and nuzzled his neck before resting herself beside him. "Bowie will be killed when he returns back to his master without me." Her arms wrapped around his torso. "That is why he won't just leave and is so determined to come after me." Felicia's hug tightened and her ears flattened against her head.
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