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 Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2013 11:44 pm
 ࿇ Inka Hizaraxx:xxVolatiles | Weapons | Musician | xxxxx˪ ˲ Smoke in the Wind // Life's Destructive 'M E T A P H O R'
Inka climbed up the stairs to his apartment, right arm heavy in his sling and eyes heavy in his head. Inka had taken one of the pills for pain, and it had not only numbed the throbbing, but also made him feel heavy-headed and ready to collapse. Inka vaguely thought that maybe a week or more of traveling without sleep also would have and effect on Inka's exhaustion level. Unlocking the door, Inka kicked it close behind him, not bothering with locking it again afterward. He just collapsed gingerly onto his bed and fell instantly to sleep.
'I've come to realise that I won't ever forgive myself - nor will I find
redemption. But, I found something to live for. And that is all I need.'
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2013 11:09 pm
 | | Sypher[x]Senju| | | | This is what I am | What I am is this | I am this [man]&[warrior]&[]&[] | | Mizukage [Ninjutsu][Elemental Dual Wielder][ ] | He hadn't stopped for food but he could cook and if Inka had no food, Sypher would simply go out and get some later. Right now, he just wanted to be normal for a bit and standing at Inka's door, he felt that way. It was....relaxing. To be standing in normal clothes rather then shinobi gear, he tapped the door with his knuckles only to have it slide open Eh? Unlocked? How....un-Inka. sliding in quietly on soft shoes, Sypher closed the door gently behind him. He bent, tucking his finger into one shoe to pop it off and then did the same to the other, padding quietly into the apartment "...?" he peered around, trying to figure out where Inka might be, taking his jacket off as he went. Underneath, he wore a thick long sleeved shirt tucked into soft jean-like pants "Maybe he's still at the hospital...." Sypher muttered, running a hand through his hair and promptly destroying the slight style it had without a care. He peeked into the kitchen and found some rice, spices and what looked like edible meat of some kind I can cook something with this. Where's a pot? Or better, a wok! he bent to snoop in Inka's cabinets, trying to find a pot or frying pan or wok, making a little noise as he closed the cabinets and hummed. | | To be myself; that's all I want
That is who I am.
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2013 4:46 am
࿇ Inka Hizaraxx:xxVolatiles | Weapons | Musician | xxxxx˪ ˲ Smoke in the Wind // Life's Destructive 'M E T A P H O R'
Inka stirred, some part of him realising that there was a voice and small noises coming from his kitchen. But the drugs and week's worth of sleep deprivation held him down on the bed, feeling no threat in the presence inside his apartment, and maybe even some comfort as part of him recognised it. With a small mumble and a soft groan, muffled by the sheets, Inka turned slightly, but was still once more. His shoulder, dull and heavy, but unwilling to move, and the rest of him too worn. Breathing heavy and calm, Inka stilled once more.
'I've come to realise that I won't ever forgive myself - nor will I find
redemption. But, I found something to live for. And that is all I need.'
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2013 7:32 pm
| | Sypher[x]Senju| | | | This is what I am | What I am is this | I am this [man]&[warrior]&[]&[] | | Mizukage [Ninjutsu][Elemental Dual Wielder][ ] | Pausing with pot in hand, Sypher listened carefully, his breathing nearly stopping. He could have sworn...Is he here? moving silently, he pushed at one of the doors and peeked in "Oh!" Sypher chuckled under his breath at the sight of Inka curled under the sheets. He leaned against the door frame, just watching for a second then turned and went back to the kitchen, grinning I'll leave the food for later, I suppose. he had everything set up but he just put the pot down and went to Inka's couch, settling down on it. He'd brought some work with him, a few papers and a report, so he set about reading those, perfectly content to just let Inka sleep. | | To be myself; that's all I want
That is who I am.
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2013 8:18 pm
࿇ Inka Hizaraxx:xxVolatiles | Weapons | Musician | xxxxx˪ ˲ Smoke in the Wind // Life's Destructive 'M E T A P H O R'
It was a while before Inka stirred again. This time from the pill wearing off. He struugled to sit up and shiftout from under the too-warm covers. And that was when he heard it - a sound like scratching, light but constant. Scritch, scritch, scritch. Inka slowlt stood from his bed, his heart pounding as he neared the door, fearful he was still sleeping, that his mind was playing a horrid nightmare on him. Inka nearly jumped when he saw Syy, sitting on his couch. He was about to sigh in releif when he saw the papers the kage was holding and frowned. "How long have you been sitting there? Syy." Inka didn't like the idea that he was asleep while Syy sat out here - it was just bad hosting. Manners and hosting skills - one of the few things that been successfully drilled into his head while he was a kid. Inka walked over to the counter to grab a glass of water, pill bottle resting there as well.
'I've come to realise that I won't ever forgive myself - nor will I find
redemption. But, I found something to live for. And that is all I need.'
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2013 8:27 pm
| | Sypher[x]Senju| | | | This is what I am | What I am is this | I am this [man]&[warrior]&[]&[] | | Mizukage [Ninjutsu][Elemental Dual Wielder][ ] | Glancing up from the papers, Sypher smiled at Inka "Oh, not long." he replied smoothly, setting his paper down and leaning back to watch Inka for a few minutes "How are you feeling?" he crossed his legs at the ankles as he rested back, feeling some of the stress go off him as he did. | | To be myself; that's all I want
That is who I am.
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2013 8:37 pm
࿇ Inka Hizaraxx:xxVolatiles | Weapons | Musician | xxxxx˪ ˲ Smoke in the Wind // Life's Destructive 'M E T A P H O R'
"In need of drugs." Inka mumbled before tipping his head back to swallow the pill with the glass of water. His right arm was still in its sling - he was too tired to take it off earlier. "Just sore, really." He answered honestly, going over to sit next to Syy. "Nothing sleep wont fix." Inka stretched his neck, red eyes closing as he rested on the couch, finding it both an odd and joy to have someone in his apartment with him. He was used to visitors. But just sitting, doing nothing, was new. "You tried to cook?" Inka asked. He had noticed thecupboards were open and a wok on the counter.
'I've come to realise that I won't ever forgive myself - nor will I find
redemption. But, I found something to live for. And that is all I need.'
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2013 8:47 pm
| | Sypher[x]Senju| | | | This is what I am | What I am is this | I am this [man]&[warrior]&[]&[] | | Mizukage [Ninjutsu][Elemental Dual Wielder][ ] | Sypher tilted his head as Inka took some pills and smiled at the reply, glad to hear it. At Inka's words, though, he frowned a bit "I can cook. I just didn't want to wake you up once I realized you were asleep. Since you're up, though...." he leaned over and kissed Inka's cheek before he stood and padded over to the kitchen "I'm going to cook." he moved to the wok and began filling it with water and spices, turning the heat on and setting the wok down. He leaned back and waited for it to heat up "I'm glad it wasn't serious...I'd be very irritated if it had been...very irritated." he already seemed irritated, his arms crossed tightly over his chest. | | To be myself; that's all I want
That is who I am.
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2013 8:53 pm
࿇ Inka Hizaraxx:xxVolatiles | Weapons | Musician | xxxxx˪ ˲ Smoke in the Wind // Life's Destructive 'M E T A P H O R'
Inka hummed, a small smile coming over his lips at the kiss on his cheek. "Just a knife into the shoulder." Inka mumbled, tilting his head back to watch Syy cook. He heard the obvious negative tone in the older male's voice and the chuunin watched him for some time before finally getting the energy and will together so he could stand back up and walk over to Syy. "I'm not hungry." He mumbled, his good arm snaking its way around Syy's waist, face pressed gently into Syy's shoulder blades. Inka wasn't lying, at least he didn't feel hungry. He hadn't eaten a full meal all day, but eating didn't sound appealing.
'I've come to realise that I won't ever forgive myself - nor will I find
redemption. But, I found something to live for. And that is all I need.'
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2013 9:04 pm
| | Sypher[x]Senju| | | | This is what I am | What I am is this | I am this [man]&[warrior]&[]&[] | | Mizukage [Ninjutsu][Elemental Dual Wielder][ ] | A knife....?! Sypher felt very very certain that if he ever found out who had done it, they would have 'words'. He didn't say it though, his lips clenched tight against everything he wanted to say. He was so concentrated on that and the water that he didn't feel Inka until his arm was around Sypher's waist "...You're injured. You need to eat even if you d-don't feel like eating." the slight stammer was from the feeling building in his chest at the closeness of Inka. Sypher didn't turn around, merely kept watching the water as it started to murmur "Its not heavily spiced so it shouldn't hurt your st-stomach." Again with the stammer! His ears started to go red but he kept his control despite the overwhelming urge to just turn around and hold Inka for the rest of the night. | | To be myself; that's all I want
That is who I am.
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2013 1:18 am
࿇ Inka Hizaraxx:xxVolatiles | Weapons | Musician | xxxxx˪ ˲ Smoke in the Wind // Life's Destructive 'M E T A P H O R'
Inka rose an eyebrow. "My stomach's fine." Inka replied, voice even and calm. He was curious as to why Syy's voice had just suddenly developed a stutter. He had an idea - he wasn't completely naive. And it was this lack of that urged Inka to push it further. The recent deaths and risks, the expected short life-span of every ninja, Inka had very little holding him back from his next actions. Sleep deprivation and pain-killers might have also played a part, but Inka didn't want to acknowledge those. But he wouldn't know how Syy would react - Inka didn't want to be rejected; he wouldn't know how to react to it. Slowly, Inka dragged his hand across the waist to rest in the center of Syy's stomach. "I'm... not hungry for food. Syy." Inka's face was still resting against the older male's back, red eyes closed and body tense, fearing reprimand, as if he wasn't allowed... this.
'I've come to realise that I won't ever forgive myself - nor will I find
redemption. But, I found something to live for. And that is all I need.'
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Posted: Mon Jan 14, 2013 3:36 pm
| | Sypher[x]Senju| | | | This is what I am | What I am is this | I am this [man]&[warrior]&[]&[] | | Mizukage [Ninjutsu][Elemental Dual Wielder][ ] | "You sh-" Sypher stopped talking. Stopped....everything actually, as Inka's hand moved across his stomach. Muscles tightened under the other's touch, stomach, arms, legs, his fingers gripping the counter in front of him "O-Oh." he managed to get out, acutely aware of Inka's body against his. Sypher breathed heavily for a moment, attempting to settle himself enough so he could turn around. And turn he did, taking Inka's hand as he did and holding it to his chest "Well....I..." he paused, holding Inka's hand to his lips as he bent his head, trying to think. It was proving difficult with Inka now in front of him but he felt...he needed this too. Stress had been building on him since he'd accepted the position of Mizukage, anger bundling under his skin with every interaction he had with certain people and the fear that was always there...the fear that Kinpaku would come back for him. Death, he didn't really fear. He'd danced with that particular demon too many times to care but being torn from Kirigakure now that he was finally settling in...that was terror. And now this thing with Inka...Sypher didn't want to push it away. Or let it go. Not without a fight "Well, Inka...I'm yours for the whole night, remember? I'm here for you and...well, anything you want." he smiled at Inka over the other boy's fingers, kissing the tips lightly "So whatever you want, its yours. Just...ask." | | To be myself; that's all I want
That is who I am.
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Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2013 7:33 am
࿇ Inka Hizaraxx:xxVolatiles | Weapons | Musician | xxxxx˪ ˲ Smoke in the Wind // Life's Destructive 'M E T A P H O R'
Inka gazed up at the older male through the bangs of his hair, unable to look Syy straight in the eyes until he was answered. And it was a few moments until Syy finally did answer him, Inka tense and unsure all the while watching the kage hold his left hand. And then Inka had to fight not to let out a sigh of relief and a too-big of a grin at Syy's response, part of him amused by the whole thing. They way they were acting around each other, timid and testing. It wasn't Inka's usual self at all. But he was reassured now. "Then..." Inka pulled his hand from Syy's lips, already missing the tingles of pleasure those kisses had given him, and instead entangled their fingers and brought the older male's wrist to his lips. "Join me? In the bedroom." He smirked, thin lips meeting the side of Syy's wrist, a gentle n** touching the skin.
'I've come to realise that I won't ever forgive myself - nor will I find
redemption. But, I found something to live for. And that is all I need.'
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