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 Posted: Mon Jul 14, 2008 8:18 pm
Matthew ran over to the girl and grabbed her by the wasite pulling her over the rail. "Be careful, I'd hate to see you fall. What's your name Miss?"
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Posted: Mon Jul 14, 2008 8:22 pm
I hurt her to protect you.
Don't stoop to her level. With those words, Ryu slanted her eyes and turned and walked out the door. Oh, so I'm on a level now, aren't I? I wanted to protect you from being hurt again. You want someone who's going to sleep with a different man? Fine. But don't make it obvious that it's going to happen in front of me again. What am I to you? Nothing. Leaving the house, Ryu made a mad dash for the cliffs again.
~!~
Standing on the edge of the cliff, Ryu felt safe. She could leap, and no one would stop her. No one COULD stop her now. If she felt like it, she could end all of her pain. And that seemed to be the best thing since she heard Don't stoop to her level.
"So...does this mean we're not best friends...that I'm a lie? No...NO!" Ryu, her sentence starting as a whisper, became a scream. No one was here to help her now. So, she was going to use primal scream therapy. It worked every time.
Is this the thanks I get?
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 6:27 am
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 7:20 am
"I'll be right back Miss..."
matthew jumped from the balcony,
he ran to the cliffs.
He slowly snuk up begin Ryu knowing she'd run if she saw him.
He grabbed her wrists and pulled her into a tight hug.
"Ryu...I'm sorry...I shouldn't have said that...I just couldn't stand to see another person die.."
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:01 am
If I lie to you...
Ryu could feel Matt's presence, but didn't skedaddle like the scared rabbit she had become. When he held her and explained, she answered simply. "Be careful. I don't want to see you get broken after you've almost fixed." She sighed. "Maybe I'm overreacting. But don't sleep with her, got it? That's how the other b***h got you. Maybe this one isn't as bad. I just...hate women. All of them. I'm even ashamed of myself." Her mind flickered to her mother again. You ungrateful b***h! Do you know how hard I work for you? No! You're a f**king retard!
Blinking back into the present, Ryu realized that she had turned around and was now facing Matt.
...will you understand it's all for you?
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:22 am
Matthew smiled his old smile, the one that came when he was having a good time. "I'm a virgin buddie...I never slept with her...i made out with her on a bed and I thought she was an angle...That's how I got broken. Don't worrie love, I'm not sleepign with someone I don't know..." Matthew rubbed Ryu's shoulder's and smiled down on her.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 8:47 am
Kimini Todoki...
"You better not." Ryu crossed her arms across her chest like she usually did. "Or I'll come and beat the bejeesus out of you." Then she smirked. "Before you ask what I was doing, and I know you won't, it's called primal scream therapy. It works rather well, actually. You should try it."
...Me...
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 9:59 am
"Hm...no,
you just need to learn how to smile...
And have some fun,
I killed my girlfriend on this very day...
And at least I pretend I'm happy.."
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 10:02 am
I can't trust...
"I do! It's just...no one knows anything about MY kind of fun...they think that playing is the only way. I'm not talking about cutting myself, just so you know." Ryu decided to stop right where she was. No one understood. No one could. Not even Matt.
...Not only me, but everyone around me.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 10:49 am
"I can't understand you...
If you don't talk to me....
And if you don't let me try.."
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 4:22 pm
What am I to you?
"Well, if you absolutely MUST know..." Ryu sighed and turned away. "I go to the cemetery and put down my parents. It's a very strange way to have fun, I know, but it's the only thing that I've ever really enjoyed, to be perfectly honest."
Am I your toy?
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 5:08 pm
"I do that sometimes....
Only with my dad...
He beat my mom...
And killed my little sister..
Your nto alone you know...you shoudnl;t feel bad about doign that either...
Knowing you....
They diserve it for doing somehtign to you..."
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 5:34 pm
I said I loved you...
"That's right. You don't know what happened to me, do you?" Ryu smiled quietly. "Do you want to know?"
...but it was only to get someone else.
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 5:53 pm
"Remember when I found you..
You wouldn't tell me what was wrong...
All you let em do was cradle you in my arms..
I never thought you'd tell me...
So no i don't know..."
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Posted: Tue Jul 15, 2008 6:18 pm
Suddenly, suddenly...
"I couldn't talk back then, just like you couldn't for so long. But...it seems you've broken your own pain. But...I assume that means you want to know, so here goes..." Ryu inhaled. She had never talked about her past before. It was somewhat uncomfortable, sitting on 13 years of pain and 5 years of silence. "My parents....well, they didn't like me, to say the least. My dad hit me and my mom bitched at me. When my dad died...in a car accident...I didn't cry at his funeral.
"After he died, my mom blamed me for it for about 2 months...and that's when I lost my voice. I was 10. And my step dad...well...I suppose he saw me as his personal sex toy. So...when I was 13, I killed them both. I jumped out the window and ran. It took about an hour for the police to show up. That was when I met you. And the rest, as they say, is history." Ryu didn't face her friend the entire story. At the end, she inhaled slowly, and felt herself choke.
"Not a very interesting story, is it? Sadly, I'm not all that interesting of a person. Must sound pretty tame to you, huh? I've never committed arson before. I've always wanted to, though."
...I don't feel so insecure.
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