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 Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 3:42 pm
"i told him somethig like that...he was too good for me. i told him i wsn't worth it...but he wouldn't listen..." she paid no heed to him looking at the wound on her side, it didn't matter. "that beasts liek me weren't meant for love...but he wouldn't listen to me..." she'd stopped crying, her eyes looking blankly at the ceiling. "stupid idiot. the stupid idiot...the fool...heroes never win....they always end up dead..."
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 3:46 pm
"So he died so you could live? And you were going to repay him by killing yourself?" Zy asked as he placed a knife next to the fire so it would heat up. He wasn't trying to prove a point, he just wanted to understand her.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 3:56 pm
she frowned at the ceiling. "i don't know if i can describe it...." she said quietly. "love is hard...but i can try. he was everythign to me. everything. i had nothing without him. every time i wasn't thinkign abotu him i was asleep. even then sometimes i dreamed about him. when he smiled at me i felt like the world woudl be okay...like it was a perpetual night fileld with twinklign stars. and that nothgin else mattered. that even if i was in pain, being aroudn him woudl take it all away. just being near him made me feel strong, and warm like i was near a fire. then...it all snuffed out. it was torn away from me....no warning...just gone. you can never know how much it hurt...to have your life ripped away. your obsession, your mind, your heart, your entire soul just...torn..." she felt a tear slide down. "there wasn;t anythign without him. nothgin felt the same anymore. life lost its luster....it wasn;t good anymore...wasn't whole anymore...i woudl do anythgin to brign him back, anything to be with him again. even die..."
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 4:10 pm
Every word she said made him wish he could feel love, even if it meant having to deal with the tremendous, unbearable pain that comes from losing the love. To him it seemed worth knowing what love truly felt like. He hesitated to tell her what he thought, he knew he could never feel the love she's felt; nor the pain. No matter how bad he wanted to. "This is going to hurt a little." he said softly as he grabbed the hot knife and pressed the flat side down on her wound.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 4:12 pm
a little...? she thoguth that at first before he pressed the knife to her. she screamed, trying to move from it. it hurt, it hurt. oh good God it hurt. she shyed away from it, crying out at the flaring heat. it didn;t hurt as much as a thousand other things that had happened, but it hurt enough. pain was never somethign she had gotten used to.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 4:23 pm
(( I'm about to go out with some friends, dont know if i'll be back. sorry.))
"Hold still!" He told her as he continued to press down on her skin. Part of him wanted to laugh at her reaction. " There. All done." He saud as he got up and walked back to his seat, "Cover yourself up." He said as he pointed to his shirt that fell down when she moved.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 4:26 pm
((don;t worry about it! we all have lives after all! have fun! ^-^ )
She blushed angrily and pulled it on, pulling her cloak around herself. "what was that for!?" she railed, huddling up while glaring at him with her dark eyes.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 7:31 pm
"It will help heal the wound faster." He told her trying to hid his smile. "How old are you? If you don't mind me asking." He asked looking at her with curiosity.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 7:37 pm
She frowned. "alright." she then huddled up. "i'm 45."
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 7:46 pm
Zy looked at her as if he didn't believe her. "Really? 45?" He asked. But Zy figured she would have no reason to lie. "I guess." He had a few more questions, but thought they might not be appropriate at the time.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 7:52 pm
"Why do you ask?" she looked at him strangely. "Age doesn;t seem very important to me. Zander was 10 years younger than me." she fingered the cross on her neck and sighed. "i look younger, yes, but there's a reason for that."
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 7:59 pm
"I'm just curious I guess, you're more human than most werewolves I've crossed." Zy noticed the cross for the first time. "I'm sure there is a reason behind it." He just figured it was the same reason he was not the age he looks.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 8:02 pm
she stared at the ground quietly. "because i was not born a werewolf, Zy. I was turned into one...." most werewolves were descendants of werewolves nowadays. most never did turn people into lycans. they killed them, always. leaving things alive was not what a werewolf did.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 8:08 pm
Zy figured that, That would explain the whole emotions/ love thing. He thought as he raised his eyebrows. Soon a question bubbled in his mind; one that he couldn't just ignore."Do you.... remember being human?" he asked with slight sorrow.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 8:10 pm
"Yes...and what a curse it is..." she pulled her head into her hand. "a curse an unbearable curse...remembering everythign i lost and everything they did to me because i was bitten...i wish i could forget."
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