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 Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 8:43 pm
(( Dang dog, distracting me... ))
Jacob: You know no one sees it like that. We're all very happy to have you here, even if you do try to have sex with everyone, but that's beside the point. *Gives him a determined look* If we didn't make attachments to other people, what would the world be like? We'd just be a bunch of thieves and murderers only caring about ourselves. If that's really how you want to live, I won't stop you, but I want you to know I'd never regret meeting you. You've helped me more than you'll ever know.
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 8:48 pm
kiah: Jacob shook his head. "....isn't that sort of the point...isn't that why we are supposed to be enemies....hell kiah...i'm a noah...i'm supposed to kill humans....to destroy innocence...but since i've been here i've become more and more like them....it didn't used to bother me.... tell me how it is i'm supposed to kill you if the earl tells me to....these attachments are preventing me from doing my job....this idea of not wanting to hurt you people...it just gets in the way..."
Jacob twitched as Liv was suddenly behind him and he looked up at her before he realized what he was doing. The twinge of guilt spread through him again, rapidly. "...i have nothing to say and I don't want to hear what you have to say either...." he said as coldly as he could.
it's better this way...she'll get over it faster if its a clean break....
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 8:53 pm
"I don't ******** care, Jacob. You're going to listen anyway. Even in front of all these people," she replied
She paused and started again, softer, "Look...I didn't mean what I said earlier. Not even for one second. I'm very sorry that I said it. I really hope that you can forgive me, Jacob. I don't want to lose your friendship...I don't want to see you leave and never come back...and I think I can speak for more than just myself on this.."
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 8:53 pm
-Looks up at Sil for a bit as he realizes she knows more about all of this than him, but refrains from asking, resuming his silent watching. A little sad smile appears on his face as he hears Jacob's words, knowing what it's like for attachments to mess with the job you're supposed to be doing.-
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The Sleepy Dragon Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 8:53 pm
Jacob: *Leans in close before Liv can hear and whispers* If it comes to that, then so be it. I'm not that important to the war effort anyway. *Gives him a bitter smile and walks away so Liv can talk to him*
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 8:55 pm
*sits in the corner now, watching Jacob and Livv and eats her own cookies*.....
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 9:03 pm
Jacob's eyes went wide as he heard Kiah's words, but before he could react to it, Liv had started talking. He stood up when she was finished. "...if you are finished...?" he asked before continuing. "you said it spur of the moment...which means that in that moment that is exactly what you wanted to say...you regret it after the fact...but in saying it....you do exactly as your heart and mind told you to. Liv...trust me....its better this way.... if i just...go away.... it makes things easier for you...i won't be here to screw around with you...or to mess with kiah...or to piss of the red haired bunny boy.....if i stop coming around it'll make things easier ...you can just wait for tyki to come home...maybe addie can track him down and get him to come here or something for you....so just...leave me alone....so that i don't turn you into someone like me"
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 9:05 pm
*Bites her tongue at Jacob's response, realizing no matter what she says he's not going to listen to her, regretting not for the first time that she opened her mouth about something. As Lavi looks at her she frowns a little bit, then loses the will to keep playing with his hair, leaving it in the very short ponytail she had managed to get it into and slides onto the floor next to him to rest her shoulder against his and just sits to listen to what's going on. The frown stays settled on her face, eyebrows creased.*
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 9:14 pm
Liv got irritated at his stubbornness and grabbed the front of his shirt, looking at him, stepping up to him, "Now you listen here. I didn't ******** mean it. I know how I feel, and I don't feel that way. I won't ever feel that way. I don't care what's easy. And you don't know. You don't know at all, because I bet you that it won't be easier on me. I guarantee it. I won't break, Jacob. I'm a big girl. Don't you worry about me, alright," she released the front of his shirt and brushed it a bit to smooth it out.
She continued, not looking at him but instead focusing on fixing his shirt, "I remember what you said...so if anything bad happens to me, it's completely my own fault. It usually is anyway, I'm pretty good at getting myself into trouble," she smiled a little and shrugged.
"As for Tyki, just forget it. I'm done with that, no matter what. I'd rather be alone," She looked up at him again, a bit serious.
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 9:22 pm
(( I am listing to way too cheery music for all this srs bsns. ))
*Crawls back into her fort, thinking of taking it down, as it's only used as a hideaway instead of a fun place to hang out. Listens to the conversation, hoping that everyone will be happy in the end*
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 9:22 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 9:23 pm
Jacob shook his head. He glanced at addie a moment and then back to Liv. "....liv...t-the reason it was uncomfortable-....the reason when I kissed you-...i...i didn't only do...it for you...i was trying to convince myself something... i...was trying to convince myself that i wasn't-....that i don't-.....GODDAMMIT THIS IS FRUSTRATING!!" he cursed and flopped to the ground childishly, folding his knees up close to him. He glanced at addie again and felt his face warming as he thought of what he was about to say....words he never thought he would say....ever.
Quietly so only liv could hear him:
".....i think...i'm broken...." he muttered and glanced up at liv to see if she understood. When he could see things weren't making sense to anyone...and what with the way he was saying things how could it make sense.... "...i tihnk i...might be in love with someone else.... i was...trying to tell myself it wasn't true....because i can't....be in love again....its too hard" he began to flush a bright red color, "and i don't want what happened last time to happen again....and even if i know....she isn't like that i can't....i can't tell her...i can't admit it....cause then it will be real and....then i could be hurt...or hurt her...just like i hurt you...."
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 9:27 pm
(( <3 ily too~ ))
*Perks her ears up a little, frustrated that she can't hear everything even with her stupid dog ears.* Aren't dogs supposed to have excellent hearing?
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 9:31 pm
Liv smiled softly, no apparent hurt or anger on her face at all, nor in her eyes. She reached a hand to his hair and stroked it gently, even though he would probably dislike it, "Ssshh...it's okay, Jacob. Look now...you didn't hurt me. I promise. Jacob, sweetie...I just want you to be happy. It's all I've ever really wanted...I wish that everyone could be happy, but..they can't," her smile faded for just a moment at that thought.
"I think she needs to know, Jacob. I think that you need to let yourself have this happiness. I know that you won't hurt her...you have an incredibly kind heart, even if you pretend not to. And...I'm certain that she'll be glad to hear how much you truly care for her. Please let yourself have that happiness, darling," she wrapped her arms around him, rubbing his back soothingly.
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 9:35 pm
Jacob felt instantly comforted by liv, but as she hugged him, and his blush faded, he shook his head. "...it-...it doesn't matter...i can't tell her...." he stepped back from her, but he looked less upset than before. "....she deserves better than me anyway...." he explained. "...oi...where's lavi...maybe i can get him naked to make everyone feel better about today...." he suggested, reverting to who he'd been earlier in the day.....stupid sex addicted teenaged jacob. "...then silly can tie a ribbon in his hair~" he winked over at them as they sat together, deciding, for now, to just ignore everything that had happened, because too much emotion in one room was never a good thing...though he would be sure to talk to kiah later....
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