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Roxanne saw the knife and yelled "No!" but it was too late.She covered her mouth and watched as Sam collapsed to the ground. Roxanne closed her eyes,she lost it.The sudden appearance of dark clouds and a ton of thunder and lightning didnt even scare her.It was her who was doing it.She looked at Cas."Are you happy!? All you damn angels and demons are so ******** up!" she looked down at Sam,he was dead.Cas just killed him.Cas."You should have just left us alone when Dean told you to!! You're a lap dog and you don't get anyting! You're just doing what that bullshit of a home you call heaven tells you! He didnt do anything! He didnt want to break the seal!" Roxanne dropped to her knees and held onto Sam,closing her eyes again."Please" she whispered."I've never asked for anything.Please just take us back".She felt it,that weird sensation when she was poofed from place to place.She was pretty sure that they were back at Bobby's when she heard her sister's scream.Bianca had covered her mouth.She pegged it! Why did she have to be a jinx?!!?Roxanne was crying and she still didnt open her eyes yet."C-Cas....he did this"

Roxanne wasnt speaking,neither was Bianca.What could they say? The sudden weather outside didnt even phase Bianca as she looked over at Roxanne.She was just staring at Sam's motionless,lifeless body.She was replaying everything in her mind.If they had stayed,this wouldnt have happened.Bianca didnt even want to calm Roxanne down,she knew she couldnt.The girl kept her eyes shut and was trying so hard not to snap but she couldnt do it."You think you're such a hero,don't you?" she wasnt yelling but this was even worse.That condescending tone that she was using,like she was trying to get into Cas's head."Is it written that you stop the apocalypse,Cas? Isnt this all what Daddy wanted? I'd think if this wasnt to his liking,he'd try to stop it,wouldnt he?" Roxanne laughed,it was cruel,phsycotic and borderline insane."One little angel can't stop this." she was more reassuring herself.Sam would not be dead.Bianca looked at Roxanne like the girl was crazy,he wasnt even breathing anymore.There was no more blood.He was dead! Bianca sighed and went over to Roxanne,grabbing her hand and leading her to a chair to sit down.Once she was seated,Bianca put a finger over her lip.If Roxanne didnt open her mouth,she wouldnt sound as crazy."You sound crazy" "I am crazy" responded Roxanne sharply.Bianca nodded."We're all crazy.You sound insane.Please,you're scaring me." It was a lie but the last thing Roxanne wanted to do was scare Bianca so she just sat and stared at the floor.

Roxanne listened to Cas but kept staring at the floor.Bullshit.She's never going to stop calling him a lap dog.He just killed Sam because of the other angels! Maybe that was a race that needed to be eradicated.The angels.They seemed to be up to no good.I always want to put you first. Those words were ringing in both girls' heads.Bianca had her hands on Roxanne's shoulders as if trying to hold her together.Bianca kind of understood how Roxanne felt,always looking out for Bianca and discreetly taking care of her.Bianca couldnt do that,she wasnt able to do that.Even if Sam gasped,even if he was alive,Roxanne was glued to the chair.It seemed like whenever she spoke condescendingly,cockily or confidently was the tonly time when she was able to get a message through.Bianca let out a sigh of relief seeing Sam alive.Okay,Sam was alive,now she had to work on her sister.It was like the Hunger Games when Katniss's dad died and her mom just blacked out.Withdrawal,they called it.Bianca shook Roxanne a little bit."Roxy" Roxanne was still staring."I-I'm okay" she said,weakly.

Bianca looked from Sam to Roxanne."What happened?" Well,she seemed to be asking Sam this more than Roxanne since the girl was just out of it.Roxanne stopped starnig at the floor and looked at Bianca."Azazel held us hostage in a hotel room.Turns out there wasnt anything stopping us from leaving.We ran,saw Cas,Cas said that he couldnt let Lucifer win.Cas let Azazel get back into Sam then stabbed Sam with this knife,killing both him and Azazel.I freaked out.And then we ended up back here" "How? Cas wasnt with you?" "I don't know" lied Roxanne."He probably wanted to delay himself" Bianca tilted her head and looked at Roxanne."Where did all the stuff come from?" "What stuff?" "What you said to Cas?" Roxanne sighed."I'm not sure.I call him a lap dog and i always make some daddy comments to him." "No,no,the way you spoke to him.It was....bitchy" "Yeah,i spoke the same way to Azazel and it got him to do what i wanted so why not try it with an angel? They're all the same". Bianca smiled slightly,she truly believed that Roxanne was manipulative."You're the only person without protection yet you never get possessed!" Roxanne rubbed her temples."Bianca.My head.No yelling"

Bianca looked at Roxanne for confirmation of what Sam said.The blonde nodded.Both girls looked at Dean,squinting their eyes."Dean,i think everyone could have seen that coming". Bianca nodded."I wonder what you do around people who prefer cake.Cake's good too,ya know" "Do they ever serve pie at a wedding? No,they serve cake.How about at birthdays? Cake,not pie.I think cake wins." "Plus cake has frosting on it". How....how did they talk about cake and pie."I don't think pie is very good..." "That's because you only eat apple pie" "But apples are delicious!" "What about cherry pie?" "Isnt that a song?" Babbleing.Mindless chatter.Bianca was just trying to assess the mental damanges done to Roxanne.So far,she seemed alright."Yeah.I think so.It's like...a stripper song,though" "It's a good song." Bianca grinned and poked Roxanne."So you were in a hotel room,huh?" Roxanne rolled her eyes."Your mind! There was a demon who could pop in and out of there" Bianca just began humming,the corners of her lips turned up into a smile.

When the boys were in the kitchen,Bianca looked at Roxanne seriously."Two days till the final seal.Azazel said Sam's going to be evil and leave.We can't do anything about this apocalypse.Nothing.The final seal is breaking in two days" "But what if we're no where near Lillith?" The girls were whispering rapidly."I'm not planning every possible outcome." "You just saw him die" "But he's alive now.I saw Azazel inside of him.Right now i'm willing to do anything to keep Lucifer away once he gets out" Bianca sighed.She said anything.Bianca brushed some of Roxanne hair from her face,the girl always has hair in her face.She needed to invest in some head bands and bobby pins."How are you feeling?" "Nearly traumatized.I was held against him,Bianca.I don't want anyone to make him do stuff but threatening me" Bianca nodded,she understood."Think Lucifer will do that?" "There's a chance.He could threaten any of us." Bianca sighed and just pulled Roxanne into a hug,burrying her face in her sister's neck."God i was so worried about you". Roxanne hugged Bianca back."You seemed so calm" "Because i was.I was trying to feel if you were okay" Roxanne smiled at Bianca."You're so smart" Bianca pulled away and looked at Roxanne."What do you mean by you'll do anything?" "Anything as in anything,Bianca.I love him,i'm not going to let Lucifer get to him." Bianca bit her lip and nodded,sitting on the floor and lening against Roxanne's leg."We're not going anywhere,are we?" "It's not safe,yet.If we break that last seal,we're going to be on the run.We can't stay in one place and let Lucifer get Sam.You understand this,right?" Bianca nodded,they were still whispering.They didnt want the boys to hear."I think i'm prepared for the worst" "Good...cuz that's what you're going to be witnessing."

The yelling.Both girls closed their eyes."I need a breather" said Roxanne.Bianca got up and disappeared somewhere in the house before coming back with a square box for Roxanne.Roxanne looked at it."Bianca.." "Stress is stress.This is how we deal with it.Either this or drinking and i'm not getting drunk right now out of all times". Roxanne looked at the men."We'll be back" Both girls walked out the house and hide amongst the junk cars.They sat on the ground and Bianca took two cigarettes out and gave one to Roxanne.Roxanne touched the tip of her cigarette and it just lit up,she did the same for Bianca.Both girls sat there with the smoking cigarettes.Bianca took the cigarette out her mouth."This is very dark of us" "Listen,we can't be climbing trees and pretending stuff isnt happening forever,right?" Bianca nodded,putting the cigarette back into her mouth.She was never sure how this helped with stress but it always did."What are we going to do?" asked Bianca.She seemed to be initiating conversation whereas Roxanne was just trying to get the feel of an old habit."Like i said,i don't plan every outcome.We do what we've been doing." Bianca sighed."If all of this stuff wasnt happening,would you want to get married to Sam?" Roxanne raised an eyebrow at her."Yes.Hell,with all this stuff happening? I'd still like to marry him...atleast someday.What about you?" Bianca smiled and just nodded.Once they finished smoking,they stomped out what was left of their cigarettes and went back into the house.If you didnt see the box at first,you'd be able to tell what they were doing.You could smell the smoke.The girls didnt say anything,they just disappeared to get rid of the smoke smell with perfume before coming back out and going back to their quiet sitting positions.

Both girls had their eyes closed,Roxanne had her head tilted back and she was playing with Bianca's hair.Bobby was right,it would be helpful if they stopped yelling.Bianca didnt like the yelling."Stop yelling! It's not going to help at all!" Yeah,she yelled but if she spoke calmly then they'd probably just ignore her.Roxanne was just sitting there,not saying a damn thing.She was way too used to the yelling.She was pretty sure that they had gone unnoticed during their smoking.They boys were too busy yelling at each other.She let them yell,she wouldnt say anything unless it started to bother her but it really seemed to be bothering Bianca."Are you okay?" she asked,her head still tilted back."I don't like yelling" "I know,baby,i know". What happened to being prepared for the worst? She couldnt have expected them to be calm through this whole ordeal.