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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 6:25 pm
Xenataos shea the anti-venom Xenataos shea the anti-venom Xenataos You dont have to thank me. Id rather get to know you a bit. well for starters my name is Chelsea. I know quite a few people with that name. Wonder if its just popular with the older generation to name your kid that or something? Mines Christopher, another fairly common name. i chose it,kinda never knew anyone with it,i say chose cause i am an MtF transgender....and i know there has to be a better way to say that last sentence but i'm unable to think right now I didnt see anything wrong with the sentence, wording and grammar were both good. Ive known about 4 people with the name Chelsea. Though if it makes you feel any better, all of the ones I knew were really cool. Two of them were from when I was in middle school, both really smart. heh i don't live up to the name then..i am not vary smart at all.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 6:28 pm
shea the anti-venom Xenataos shea the anti-venom Xenataos shea the anti-venom well for starters my name is Chelsea. I know quite a few people with that name. Wonder if its just popular with the older generation to name your kid that or something? Mines Christopher, another fairly common name. i chose it,kinda never knew anyone with it,i say chose cause i am an MtF transgender....and i know there has to be a better way to say that last sentence but i'm unable to think right now I didnt see anything wrong with the sentence, wording and grammar were both good. Ive known about 4 people with the name Chelsea. Though if it makes you feel any better, all of the ones I knew were really cool. Two of them were from when I was in middle school, both really smart. heh i don't live up to the name then..i am not vary smart at all. Everyones different, Im sure you make up for it somehow. I guess Im somewhere in the middle. I struggle to keep up with half of my friends and then the other half sometimes just make me want to facepalm.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 6:38 pm
i seem to have gone from "fat b***h" to "dyke b***h" when my younger brother's in a good mood. i'm kind of afraid of the next bad mood.
yesterday's awful thingy was when he told me to kill myself because i was a fat b***h who thinks she's funny and unique but isn't and nobody likes me and everyone wonders why i don't just kill myself.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 7:28 pm
Mazzie Bell i seem to have gone from "fat b***h" to "dyke b***h" when my younger brother's in a good mood. i'm kind of afraid of the next bad mood.
yesterday's awful thingy was when he told me to kill myself because i was a fat b***h who thinks she's funny and unique but isn't and nobody likes me and everyone wonders why i don't just kill myself. I dont know really anything about your brother, but I want to hurt him. Really bad. He doesnt know what hes talking about. Edit: I found a picture of you in the pic thread. How in the world can anyone consider you fat? You're skinny!
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 7:43 pm
It's been one year, exactly, since my fiance broke up with me, over facebook chat, the day after he promised he would never leave me or do anything to hurt me. 3 I tried so hard to not be upset today, but I can never forget... it won't ever stop hurting...
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 7:44 pm
Mazzie Bell i seem to have gone from "fat b***h" to "dyke b***h" when my younger brother's in a good mood. i'm kind of afraid of the next bad mood.
yesterday's awful thingy was when he told me to kill myself because i was a fat b***h who thinks she's funny and unique but isn't and nobody likes me and everyone wonders why i don't just kill myself. I'm sorry, dear. I hope things get better. heart
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 7:52 pm
Sadako Himura It's been one year, exactly, since my fiance broke up with me, over facebook chat, the day after he promised he would never leave me or do anything to hurt me. 3 I tried so hard to not be upset today, but I can never forget... it won't ever stop hurting... I can sympathize. I keep trying to get over my ex but then something will happen and reopen old wounds. Its sad that someone could do that to anyone. I hope things get easier for you.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 7:56 pm
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 7:59 pm
Xenataos Sadako Himura It's been one year, exactly, since my fiance broke up with me, over facebook chat, the day after he promised he would never leave me or do anything to hurt me. 3 I tried so hard to not be upset today, but I can never forget... it won't ever stop hurting... I can sympathize. I keep trying to get over my ex but then something will happen and reopen old wounds. Its sad that someone could do that to anyone. I hope things get easier for you. Thanks, I hope so too.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 8:21 pm
Sadako Himura It's been one year, exactly, since my fiance broke up with me, over facebook chat, the day after he promised he would never leave me or do anything to hurt me. 3 I tried so hard to not be upset today, but I can never forget... it won't ever stop hurting... wow what the hell that's awful. i'm so sorry dearie.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 8:43 pm
Mazzie Bell Sadako Himura It's been one year, exactly, since my fiance broke up with me, over facebook chat, the day after he promised he would never leave me or do anything to hurt me. 3 I tried so hard to not be upset today, but I can never forget... it won't ever stop hurting... wow what the hell that's awful. i'm so sorry dearie.Thank you.
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Posted: Wed Feb 16, 2011 4:15 pm
Approximately 73% of the cast of the show I'm currently in (Romeo & Juliet) are complete assholes. The director just had a baby a couple days ago, so she is no longer with us. We have two assistant directors (who are students) and these a*****e cast members treat them like s**t. They threaten them, swear at them, don't listen to anything they say, just completely disrespect them. We had called in the other director (a faculty member), we have had several respect talks, threatened them with expulsion from the show, etc. and they have not changed. And it sucks because these are people with lead roles (Romeo, Mercutio, Benvolio, Balthasar, Abraham, etc.) and we really can't afford to lose them, which they are aware. If worst comes to worst, they will be kicked out of the show and we will just have a director in the audience reading their lines for the rest of our performances.
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Posted: Wed Feb 16, 2011 11:24 pm
I finally built up the confidence to tell my friend Kevin that I have the biggest crush on him. I got dressed up all nice and even put on make-up so I would feel pretty when I told him, that way even if he rejected me I still had that much on my side. I waited for hours for him to show up at school, he was supposed to be there for Open Gaming Night for a club we're in... He never showed. Why does this feel so horrible to me? After just facing one year from the worst rejection of my life I FINALLY get some guts for nothing. I won't see him again until Friday, and I'm afraid that by then, he may not be single anymore. I won't look this pretty on friday, no matter how hard I try to repeat it. I feel like I wasted so much effort, and worse than all that: I felt so weak for crying in public because of how I felt. I feel so guilty for saying that, and that's by far the worst part of my day the guilt I feel over just how weak I felt crying in front of all those people I consider my friends.
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2011 5:06 pm
I dont even know how mnay days its been, i thought this dream had been finished long agao... reminders of things unfinished, loves unfound... a future i may never know. Perhaps its something telling me i made the wrong choice.
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Posted: Tue Feb 22, 2011 2:33 pm
I'm sick and I made her angry with me. Just gotta wait it out.
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