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 Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 5:35 pm
If Stream or anyone else wants to talk about me or feels the need to tell me anything, I'm open to that. Also, I'll try to be more conscious in the future so I don't offend people. It's nice to see everyone talking really rationally and making good points.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 6:46 pm
AzurePaleSky Mmm, Guava! 
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 6:46 pm
Skizzors Mmmm, durian..
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 7:27 pm
iBarty AzurePaleSky Mmm, Guava! My job is done. cool
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 7:35 pm
Wow....for the first time in a while since the whole fight broke out...I feel as if the tension is gone (for the most part anyway). This is actually a good feeling, though...I admit it makes me want to cry (though it's more perhaps out of happiness? I'd have to say that most of the others in the other guild probably all said something immature about someone to get it off their chest (yes, even me), but...it was nice to have that feeling where you knew no one was going to say you were wrong for your opinion, though there was a great possibility to have a discussion about it to talk about your points on it or why you feel in such a way, etc.
Luna, I'll admit..I first thought you'd side with Stream. I mean..it's the man you love after all. Haha, and as most that thought that, they've been proven wrong. This may not be the place to do it, and it may be better suited to PM, however...I'm going to say it out in the open anyway because I don't want to hide s**t anymore. When I first joined the AG everything was great, this was my home away from home. You guys helped me with s**t, sometimes you completely ignored what I said, which is fine. I made a few great friends here, and I don't want to get rid of that. But for a long time I've felt that Stream just..well, (*has to take a moment to clear out nose and clear the eyes*) he had this overpowering feeling. Yeah, I was intimidated. With a history of lurking in various places, though I skimmed through a lot of backlog (when I had it), I just...kept certain things in because I felt like he'd be the one to jump on me. There was a time when he made me feel like complete s**t and made it feel like he was talking down to me and even felt like he was treating me like a child. Sure, it made me mad at first, but I got over it and didn't say anything.
Despite all the s**t that has happened, I still liked Stream. I have a sort of respect for him..and now that I'm saying all this I'm finally truly upset over everything that has ********, I hate crying (you'd hate it too if you had to see my face, haha!). I don't know where I'm really going with this, but...I guess it's more just getting it out in the open. Yeah, I'm letting everyone know my beef, and I realize people might get on me..but I just..ugh, I don't even know anymore. I think this upset me from the beginning, but after holding it in it's like..it's all pouring out of me. But yeah, that's my beef with Stream.
As for Spider, I don't have any real beef with him because I don't talk to him. And, yeah, this will probably make me seem like a b***h but I'm going to say it anyway now that I'm getting this all out. Spider, I think your tattoo is ugly. If you can respect my opinion great, because I respect yours too. I admit, the way you talk sometimes, you make yourself out to be high and mighty and like a pompous a**. But who doesn't do that? I mean, even if you're the quiet and shy type, there's something you're good at, something you're better at than everyone else, there's always a moment where there's some kind of bragging or ego booster to make yourself look better.
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And now that I think of it...the time Spider said I have demands and they will be met.., I was thinking wtf. Who wasn't? Well, some people might not have been, but that just..I don't know. You can't make people do anything, and just because you have demands doesn't make you special. Everyone wants something, but when it's a group that wants the same thing, then something can be met. Yeah..that's just sort of my two cents on that.*/edit*
I....feel much better after saying all that. I'm done crying (I think), and it feels good. If people hate me after this, so be it.. I've never had many friends to begin with so I'm used to it. If I keep all my friends, that's just a plus. But....unless I feel it's something no one would understand or could help me with, I'm going to be as open as I can be about things now. I'm sorry if I've offended anyone, but...when you've got things to say, and you've kept it in, sometimes you've got to say it. I had that trouble when I was younger about bottling feelings, etc. I still do though it's not as bad anymore. I love you guys..I really do. I wish I'd be able to make it to AX '08 but the lack of a good job prevents me. But..in the future, I wouldn't mind penpals or something. God..now I'm a crying mess again. Haha..I was doing so well for a few days without a runny nose too! heart
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 7:53 pm
iBarty That...looks like a yellow turd in it. rofl Pretty much tastes that way too. gonk
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 7:56 pm
Chromefox iBarty That...looks like a yellow turd in it. rofl Pretty much tastes that way too. gonk
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 7:59 pm
I've never had a genuine piece of the fruit, but I have had the candy flavored after it...
Have you ever eaten a clove of garlic, washed it down with a quart of gasoline, then vomited it all back up and consumed it again?
Ah, the taste of durian! surprised
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:03 pm
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:06 pm
Androids? Hemorrhoids? Rhomboids?
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:07 pm
Chromefox Androids? Hemorrhoids? Rhomboids?
Asteroids.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:09 pm
3.14 Chromefox Androids? Hemorrhoids? Rhomboids?
Asteroids.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:14 pm
iBarty 3.14 Chromefox Androids? Hemorrhoids? Rhomboids?
Asteroids.
I still have rage.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:16 pm
Chromefox I've never had a genuine piece of the fruit, but I have had the candy flavored after it... Have you ever eaten a clove of garlic, washed it down with a quart of gasoline, then vomited it all back up and consumed it again? Ah, the taste of durian! surprised Maybe the candy sucked? Everything I've been reading says it tastes good, but smells like Satan's a**.
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2008 8:16 pm
3.14 iBarty 3.14 Chromefox Androids? Hemorrhoids? Rhomboids?
Asteroids.
I still have rage.
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