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 Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:16 pm
A Lock Without A Key This is what Damion sent me... I'm logging off again. Kei's upsetting me. Just so you know, in case you want to tell Kei, dallas was my first real boyfriend. He killed himself on Valentines day. I came home and found him on our bed. Being with him was the only time I had ever been happy and the first time I wasn't with Daeg. I loved him Des and now Kei acts like It's wrong of me to act so distant. What. He can't even tell me that himself?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:19 pm
I don't care anymore, whatever. *storms off*
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:22 pm
I never knew
I never knew
that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run
when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
When everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on, oh...
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and it's effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm in over...
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:22 pm
Oh, FYI Kei, THIS is Dallas.
That other guy, never met him before.
He's just some porn star that reminded me of Sylvia.
You really should try to understand things before you start yelling at me.
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GAlA SITE ASSISTANCE 2011
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:23 pm
Cluey-kun I don't care anymore, whatever. *storms off* Kei *Grabs arm* no kei...please don't go...... *holds tightly* please...?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:25 pm
Damion_Dusk Oh, FYI Kei, THIS is Dallas.
That other guy, never met him before.
He's just some porn star that reminded me of Sylvia.
You really should try to understand things before you start yelling at me.
Yeah? That's fine.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:26 pm
XxCritical_RomancexX Cluey-kun I don't care anymore, whatever. *storms off* Kei *Grabs arm* no kei...please don't go...... *holds tightly* please...? I wasn't planning on going anywhere.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:31 pm
Do you know that Damion suffers from severe depression and has suicidal tendencies?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:33 pm
Cluey-kun XxCritical_RomancexX Cluey-kun I don't care anymore, whatever. *storms off* Kei *Grabs arm* no kei...please don't go...... *holds tightly* please...? I wasn't planning on going anywhere. Just...don't go, okay?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:34 pm
He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days
Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be
I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head
Well I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:36 pm
Die_Macht_Der_Liebe Do you know that Damion suffers from severe depression and has suicidal tendencies? Do you know that I've been trying every night to comfort him and doing my best to cheer him up? Do you know how it feels to be locked outside your boyfriend's heart, not knowing what to do to get a little bit of his love?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:39 pm
Well accusing him of things and getting angry because he's going through a hard time remembering someone isn't going to help you get closer.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:41 pm
It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time
Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feeling like a hero and you are my heroine
I won't try to philosophy
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and their skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie
You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lock down
And then you turned me around
And I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded
And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming
I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin? x2
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:42 pm
Die_Macht_Der_Liebe Well accusing him of things and getting angry because he's going through a hard time remembering someone isn't going to help you get closer. I had a long conversation with him last night about the exact topic right now, you can ask him yourself. I stayed up till 3:30 with him, trying to ease him. You talk as if I'm ignorant of what he's going through. I'm NOT.
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2011 4:45 pm
You said this could only get better
There's no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away (I'll go away)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So where's the fire? You've become the rain
Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy
And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)
So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy
Leaving always drives me crazy
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl You're driving me so crazy
Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
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