|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:19 pm
He stared at her "Why do you care? And yeah I prefer to stay out of his way.. its less damaging. Your concern is nice but useless... I have my place and its the lowest of the low and thats where I belong. So I try to stay otu of everyones way and its worked quite well until you started to drag me. Just leave it alone.. its not your problem!"
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:22 pm
i CARE because, like it or not, you're my friend! ::puts up a hand to stop any arguement:: don't bother asking why or how or when it happened, you are and that's that! and there is nothing more important to me than my friends and family! my concern might be useless, but i sure as heck ain't! you'd be amazed at what i can do... what i'll be able to do as soon as SOMEONE ::mutters;: like Kishi teaches me how to..... and it became my problem the moment i decided that you were my freind. get used to it
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:26 pm
He stared at her in disbelief for awhile too shocked to say anything else. "I don't need friends" he finally growled "I don't need anyone!!"
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:30 pm
stop kidding yourself! ::snapped back:: everyone needs freinds! we're not solitary creatures, Iyashi! we never HAVE been! humans ALWAYS seek out other humans to share things with, comfort, warmth... 'course we're also the most self desetructive species around, what with killing one another over stupid things, but that's not the point! the POINT is that the more you lie to yourself about not needing anyone, the more miserable you'll be! safty in numbers, a shoulder to cry on, yadda yadda yadda, it's all needed... you can't tell me you're HAPPY being alone!
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:40 pm
He stubbornly crossed his arms "Yes! I'm happy! I love being left alone and always getting into trouble because I just don't want to be bothered!! I loovvveee having to sneak in and out of my house so I don't bother Ben while he has a hangover, or is drunk, or just in a bad mood so I can see out of both eyes! Yep!! I'm perfectly happy with my life. I like being alone becuase when I'm with people I get hurt!! It's not rocket science you know!!"
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:44 pm
so you're just going to lump everyone together in the same catagory? just like they do to you? great, just wonderful! i thought *I* was the blind one! if you can't even see that isolating yourself from everyone even people who want to help you like, oh i don't know, ME?! you'll just hurt your ::she stops dead as what he said hits her:: see out of both eyes? he... hits you? ::softly, almost creepily calm:: oh, that won't do at all....
( eek )
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:49 pm
He shrugged "Doesn't matter.. I deserve it..." He sighed maybe he should just go home before she grabbed his hand again. "I have to group people the same... I don't know you so how can I trust you? You say your my friend but what does that mean? How can I trust your for real? I can't trust people... I can only trust myself!"
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:52 pm
i trusted you ::flatly:: you know my bigest secret right now, or you'll figure it out easily enough. i trusted you to keep me from running into anything. trust is something you have to give when you feel it's worth it... kind of like faith... what's your stepfather's name?
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:56 pm
He sighed.. she had a point " Ben.. I just can't trust easily and no ones ever wanted to try before..." Another apology... Franki was now the only person to ever get an apology fromhim.. and no tonly that she got 3!!!
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jan 24, 2005 9:02 pm
well, i seem to be doing a lot of firsts lately... ::sighs, mentally setting aside plans to teach this Ben a lesson for later:: look, there's probably something you should know about me. i come from a somewhat big family, and we're pretty close. i've always had someone to lean on if i need to, and someone to argue with when i was angry... and i had the security of knowing that no matter how ticked they got at me, my brothers would always love me because they had to. i was their sister... they had no choice. all of a sudden, i'm finding myself dropped in the middle of a group where only one other person has any siblings, and HE'S so stressed over taking care of them that he doesn't get to fully apprciate how great it can be... everyone else are only children, have absentminded parents, no parents... whatever... and i'm seeing just how blessed i was. i guess seeing that what i had others didn't kind of made me want to share what i could... even if it was only my friendship. don't get me wrong, it might not seem like it, but i don't give out the title "friend" easily. only to those i know i can trust. you don't have to trust me, just let me help you.... you don't really have a choice in that bit... ::grins:: i'm also REALLY stubborn
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Jan 25, 2005 6:59 pm
He listened as she ranted and mentally sighed "So in other words I'm stuck with you!" He stated dryly. "Your lucky your family's nice. I really didn't know they could be until I started going to the park... the friends with the sibs and is stressed... thats Hyozan right? I remember him jumping everytime the phone rang... and I think his sister was around one time. She's a hyper one"
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2005 12:17 am
Maralah rolled her eyes. "That's the biggest understatement of the year." she had been quiet and let Franki speak but it was her turn to pitch in. "I bet Remmy will stick to you like a leech though, she seems to latch onto those who think they are worthless and gets them all riled up, like Kishi. You two have a lot in common, you and that grumpy raven I mean. You both yell a lot, that's for sure. You're also the grumpiest people I've ever met, easily ticked, and both have much more value than you believe. You are also both anti social." she said, shaking her head. Her hands were locked behind her head, more of her abdomen showing than usual as she walked.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2005 5:30 am
::Franki groans a bit, twisting around so that she's skating backwards:: geez... Remmy and Kishi are nearly as bad as half my brothers, throw Iyashi into the mix and the three of 'em'll top all eight of those thick-headed brothers of mine... and joy for me, i get to play peacekeeper ::this last said dryly but with a small grin::
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2005 6:08 am
*Ran took a breath and looked at Fai who was tending to Glory. He watched at Fai felt Glory's forehed for a fever and began to wonder what he could do to help* How is she? *Well now, that was a vigorous way to get started....stupid*
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jan 26, 2005 4:53 pm
He gave a small shrug "Well I told you before you didn't have to worry about me. So if its too much trouble I'll just stay out of your way. And I'm not grumpy..." He humphed and crossed him arms. He had a feeling getting involved with this group will eithe rbe the best thing that happened to him or destroy him completely and he wasn't sure which one he prefered!
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
