black_leather_biker_chick
Death may surround me......
Still does not make you gay. I have dated guys I didn't feel right with and of course they never lasted very long. I have a few select female friends I love to hang out with. I can tell them anything, but most guys I dated I couldn't tell them anything because it didn't feel right.
But I do not embrace it
this is true.... black is unique.... therefore, to use a bad pun, there's only so many keys that fit her hole.
What I mean is that she went out with a certain number before me, nothing worked for her, nothing "did it" for her, nothing felt right or made her feel comfortable enough to trust her fears with them.
Course then again, some of my predecessors found themselves huddled in the corner crying. Most had a scar in one way or another. (She enjoys watching woosies cry).
Me, also being unique, I dated for 10 years before I met her. I was frustrated enough to consider men MANY TIMES..... I mean, I COULD be with a man..... but I really prefer tits and a**. Eventually, I gave up on love and was in lightweight non-dating but sexually active relationships. (to put it politically correct).
When I met black, I intended she would be no different. The plan was 'just another notch in the headboard.'
But... lol.... immediately, I knew there was something different here..... I don't know.... it's like trying to describe color to the blind.
She was the one..... It was just right. I liked her. I was interested in her because there was something about this little sicko that I hadn't seen before. Something that I felt very comfortable around. She wasn't perfect, or 'Miss Right', but I'm not perfect either.... now am i? lol.
By the second day, I told her I was going to marry her..... we weren't even DATING at that point barely even friends. She laughed. She thought it was funny.
But then, later...... she would start feeling it too.
Here we are, 5 years later, totally insane, still kicking outward, not inward. We've been through alot, too much, but we're still here.
I really can't see myself caring about anyone else cuz she's well.... she's MY type of sicko. I don't always understand what I see in her eyes, but I know that she's a special brand of crazy... MY kind of crazy, a crazy I wouldn't want to be without.
Happy Birthday Black.
lol, serch, just cuz you haven't found what black and I FINALLYYYYYYY found.... doesn't make you gay. It just means that for the most part, ppl suck and you have standards. Don't blow it by sucking a guy off.
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