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Kim walked down the hall of the third floor and pushed open his bedroom door and walked in "come on in" he said happily to the angel as he walked over and picked up the dryer and pluged it in. "Shut the door also please, i dont want anyone being disturbed" he said as he sat down on the bed and waited for the angel.

Kim smiled at him "its ok, i dont mind doing this" he said as he turned the hair dryer on and started dry the angels wings as he took a seat next to him on the bed and stiffled a yawn and quickly yet thourugly dried one side of his wing and then started on the back and bit his lip rather hard as he tried to bite back tears. The thought he was thinking shouldnt be thought, he wont be treated kindly towards by the heavenly father and he knew this but he couldnt help it could he? I mean it was the first time he had been in anothers embrace and he wanted more of it yet the more he got the more comfortable he got and he had started feeling something that he shouldnt have and he hated it...well maybe that was a lie he didnt hate it but still he shouldnt be thinking these things...

Kim cleared his throat "nothing, why?" he said as a tear escaped his eye and he quickly dried it away "nothings wrong, why would it be? Now come on and let me get your wings dry" he said trying to get the subject back to the matter at hand. He wasnt about to give into this...temptation? He didnt know what it was but it wasnt something he had ever felt before, he had never had to worry about friends or love or anything else since he had given his life up to god and yet now hes feeling something he is sure he shouldnt and he couldnt tell Sabin, not after what happend last time and even if that didnt he wouldnt.

Sabin was a friend, what he was thinking about was something that wasnt only agiesnt the bible but is wrong in the real world wasnt it? He shook his head trying to clear it and sat there waiting for sabin to give him back his wing.

Kim kept thinking what he was and finished drying off the back of the wing from before, after he had completed that he turned off the dryer "there thats one side done" he said as he sighed, trying to push the thoughts away as he got up and started walking around to the other side. His mind still on thoughts from before which obviously never went away when he triped over the cord and landed on his face. "Wasnt meant to do that" he said as he felt his face go red and sat up in a proper position "yes im fine by the way, I just tripped" he said sighing as he sat there looking at the ground trying to compose himself before getting up.

Kim sat back agiesnt the wall nd hugged his knees "its nothing, you wouldnt understand" he said as he started to cry and quickly put his face down on his knees and tried to stop himself from crying.

Kim pulled away from him and got up and walked over to the bed and laid down upon it and hugged a pillow, right now he didnt want him around him, how could he? It was him who started making him think what he was thinking. If he spent anymore time around him he will just get worse, Kim sighed "I...I...I dont know whats wrong with me, I mean i do but i know that if i follow my feelings and my heart i will turn agiesnt the lord and if i dont i could of let an opertunity slip me by that i dont want to. I dont know what to do, I want to follow my feelings but I dont want to turn my back on the lord which i will do if i go with my feeling" he said crying into the pillow, he was a total mess...well at least his head was.

Kim looked at him and gleared daggers at him before turning around and facing the wall "first off, its not my place to judge people, that is left up to god. I love Ly but still i dont judge as it isnt my place and second, leave me alone, I do like you sure, but im a total mess right now and your immaturity isnt helping. The first time i ever think i like someone, that someone has to turn around and be immature about it, great, thanks well you have said your peice now leave, im not in the mood for you or your immaturity." he said rather annoyed and crying silently, more over the fact at how he reacted to him basically saying that he had a crush on him then the fact that he was a complete and total mess, though that was the other half of the reason he was crying nevertheless.

Kim never bothered looking at him since he had turned to look at the wall, he was confused yet at the same time he wanted to go kiss that angel. What was he meant to do? He decided that the only way he can get rid of some of these feelings...perhaps anyway is to give into temptaion. He got up off the bed and ran to the door and opened it "Sabin, wait!" he called as he ran to him "I dont know exactly how this is meant to work out but i thought at least to try something that might help me cure some of this confusion" he said as he took a deep breath and let it out and slowly but surely pressed his lips agiesnt the angels and kissed him for a few seconds before breaking the kiss and turning away blushing.

"Im sorry, i just had to see if that helped and I now know one thing, it didnt help but i cant say a part of me did enjoy it dispite how quick it was..." he said trailing off and feeling his face burn from how red his cheeks were and wanted to run off to his room but knew he should stand his ground after something like this happend so he waited.