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 Posted: Mon Feb 19, 2007 5:34 pm
Yeah, I understand the small things irritating you completely. gonk
It happens all the time. All.... the time. rofl
I don't even bother talking to my mother about things, she never listens. Shes an irrational woman, really. But I rarely talk to my friends, either. I don't feel I can trust most of them. And those I feel I can trust push me away. It's a nasty circle.
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Posted: Tue Feb 20, 2007 6:06 pm
It's like the kitchen spoon (some thing my family uses for me). Nothing is going well and when some one trys helping you and they do something wrong (drop a spoon you were to be putting in the dishwasher) you just explode. Or it's the bathroom towels. You feel like the only thing you have left is nothing, and the thing that gets you the most is the towels that were got just for you.
I have trouble talking to people as well. In my house it never seems like there is just two people around. It's all or nothing here. And, I love my friends but they don't understand that any problems they have are different from my problems. I used to go see some one about my problems and they kept comparing me to someone else. I found someone knew and my mom now talks to me in the morning when she gets me up. Best way, and because I am on so many drugs they don't dare put me on more.
Good luck on finding that someone, just know you would be causing problems for every one around you if you died, and we would miss you.
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Posted: Tue Feb 20, 2007 6:24 pm
Oh dear, I suddenly feel bad for complaining all the time.
*changes subject* So....guild story...?
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Posted: Wed Feb 21, 2007 6:43 pm
People are here all day and I still have no one to talk to.
I've learned what suicide(and death in general) does to the people around you, its not good. I would never willingly do that to the people around me, no matter how bad I felt.
I often think I could use a therapist.
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Posted: Thu Feb 22, 2007 8:37 pm
I would recomend someone but . . . You don't go to my crappy high school that I know of. Besides, if you did you might have heard some whisper of her. She holds like three groups, almost always has hot coaco and tea, and meets with people like me one on one.
I spent over an hour yesterday in line waiting for my med. Which I have to go take one so I'll be back.
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Posted: Fri Feb 23, 2007 6:52 am
[ Blackrose ] People are here all day and I still have no one to talk to. I've learned what suicide(and death in general) does to the people around you, its not good. I would never willingly do that to the people around me, no matter how bad I felt. I often think I could use a therapist. I don't think of myself as a therapist, but I have seen my fair share of death, suicides, mental breakdowns, etc... and I have also been in a couple breakdowns myself, so if anyone in the guild has anything they want to talk about, let me know about it. I'm thinking about creating a Help Service. And what you would do, is simply send me a pm, with your name, username, problem, any instant messenger information, and the best time (or times) that I can get intouch with you, and from there, we'll schedule an appointment, and go from there. How does that sound?
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xXx_Onii-san_xXx Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 23, 2007 9:38 pm
I've only been (and been around) the depressed, scuicidal, and people behind the locked doors. I don't know anyone who died at my school because the last I heard was when I first moved here. I won't pretend I know what you've gone though.
I'm mean. As nice as everyone makes me out to be I am cold hearted and I have little time for others. And tonight I figured out I kill myself to kill others. I am cold and heartless, not letting emotions overwhelm me when they can cause trouble for other people, and then I want others to do the same. Atleast if it's going to cause me to miss something important, like say school or a doctor's appointment. And, yet at the same time if they don't express it I get mad at them for hiding something when I care about them.
I like it when people say, 'now I am angry," or "now I am hurt" but like say hiding and crying before school or before (actually happened) Christmas dinner and making us wait 40 minutes is not cool. Wait till it doesn't inconvinonce others is how I phrased it this morning.
I like this guild, artist area, writer well, and theropy thing all in one.
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Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 6:40 am
Geez, this is all so serious now. *uncomfortable*
Um...I wonder where ALC is...
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Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 9:39 am
Maybe the Zurg took her when they fled Gaia. Or maybe she is having fun at the party.
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Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 11:25 am
I'm exactly the type of person who hides everything away. I don't feel I can trust many people. (I think I'm repeating myself gonk ). Most of my friends have their own problems to deal with, whether they hide them or wear them on their sleeves. So I often don't want to bother others with my problems. I'm very uncomfortable talking about my problems. I feel a handful of them are almost embarrassing. (At least they would be to the people I have to tell them to. ) For some reason I also feel telling my problems is weak and shows too much vunerability. Which I suppose I don't allow myself to show. Its fine if whoever else wants to, its just something that I won't do.
And as mentioned before, the only person at this point who I'm willing to be so weak in front of... its just more complicated then a normal friend I guess.
Heh, ALC knows how to loosen everybody up, eh? rofl
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xXx_Onii-san_xXx Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Feb 24, 2007 9:30 pm
PastInBlood Geez, this is all so serious now. *uncomfortable*
Um...I wonder where ALC is... *friendly hug* i ish sorry. ^^"
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 6:38 am
Aw *friendly hugs back* It's okay, I get uncomfortable in most situations but I can deal with it.
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 12:05 pm
*decides on a change of subject*
You know what I love? When you're younger you watch all those animated movies, and then when you're older going back and watching them again. Watching them now, you know theres stuff you didn't get when you were younger. And there all this stuff that I hear and see now that makes me respect the movie a lot. I watched the Hunchback of Notre Dame last night, and that movie is absolutly fantastic. Theres no way that movie was made soley for children. And this is true for a lot of the old disney movies and animated movies in general(Anastasia is my absolute favorite). But is it just me, or do more of the childrens movies now-a-days seem to be getting stupider and stupider? Like theres less morals in general I think(or maybe I haven't seen enough of them). And more seem to make stupider jokes, poop, fart, ect, LOL THATS SO FUNNY! What happened to the witty jokes the movies used to make?!
Actually, its not even just childrens movies that are this way. Comedies in general for teenagers and adults are getting dumber and dumber. ITS JUST NOT FUNNY ANYMORE!
I want my clever witty movie jokes back sad
I'm sorry. /RANT.
I guess I'll just have to make sure to keep and take care of all the Disney VHS' I have. And keep a good working VCR for my children, because I'm not going to let my children watching these brain numbing movies.
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Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 7:27 pm
I know, I watched the same movie a little while ago and I laughed when the knight and the main character (really bad with names) went to the hidden city and almost got named.
I stopped watching a lot of movies. I am all Law and Order and Judger What Ever now. I am dieing to see Bridge to Teribethia, good old book right there. Hope the movie isn't made moddern because I kind of liked that the main character was a farm boy.
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Posted: Mon Feb 26, 2007 5:10 am
Yeah, I guess all of the good stufff just ran out. Now it's all cheap, and crappy, and...fast food. But I still hold onto the good times and how some children have them to hold onto as well.
The commercials made it look pretty modernized to me.
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